ohhhhh god....

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh god oh god oh god

i told salam

:|

I told salam i liked him.


and he took it well.

and i found out he did like me.. more than a friend.

he said.. for a year noone had invited him to a guild

and i gave him a home..

and he says im really nice, and he does like me

..........but he feels what we have isnt strong...........................

and i asked him..

"So ive probably ruined anything potential in the future.."
and he said.. "nope, you havent"

ugh <3..


and then

by mistake.. i admitted to manic..

about this new guy.. coming in making me confront my feelings...

and

...he said he was glad it was out in the open, he felt we work better just as friends..


:/. because of our lifestyles are too different. He's into drugs and parties... and whatnot..




so..

*gut wrenching terror*

all i have left to confess to is mal..


and im so nervous..

and he usualy gets on around 9am

and here it is almsot 1pm

and im getting cold feet

im so nervous

sooo


soo
osososo
s
sosos

so
s
os


nervous.

I've liked him for almost a year and a half now.

...and

im going to tell him.

and i dont know how hes gunna take it

and im afraid


if he likes me too, i loose because i have to choose him or flite.

..if he doesnt like me, i will be crushed.

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD

<=(((((((((

I WANNA HATE EVERYONE EQUALLY DAMNIT >