caitaro | ..touched.. kinda..

yea so ive been havin a crappy day and such.. and whatnot.. and shane mysteriously got on and he is uber happy and stuff

and im uber blarg and stuff..

so we were talking and i realized (again) how much he EFFING means to me... and stuff...

.. and.. really oddly though.. i had a few tears.. ....... and i have NEVER EVER cried unless a.) scared b.) hurt

and i just have evil feelings in my heart lol. not bad evil but like.. weird stuff.. like.. .. you know.. perhaps thats the feeling of friendship.. hmm.

but it still seems muffled by the evil stoicy feeling that engulfs me..

..yes.. my touched feeling is over lol *posts*