OMFG I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EFFING FAMILY>

[caitaro]

Ok so we went to walmart today.. we got home dad said he was gunna go over to lynnes....

So THEN.. we went back to walmart and dad got a 24 pack of bottled BEER...

I told him.. "you dont need any beer..."
he said "yea well cory doesnt need a bop it either"

Cuz cory was crying cuz they didnt have a bop it RIGHT NOW.. -_-..
me:"you STILL dont need any beer.."
Cory: "id rather have root beer"
dad: "It's a lot better for you too.."
Me: *rather loudly* "well DUH"


Then he dropped us off at home..



and then went to lynnes.. Supposidly..

While he was gone.. i cleaned... and fixed compy... and whatnot..

and then he got back..

he had to have someone.. Im supposing lynne... FOLLOW HIM HOME...

i didnt even want to know.. so i didnt say anything...

Cory went out there and they talked a bit..
Cory came out to me.. and im like "so?..."

and cory said "dont say anything but he had EIGHT!"

and im like "...oh. my. god.."

So then he starts getting the tuna cassarole i made BY MYSELF out.. and he comes out here he said "..sometimes adults do stupid things.." and he says "im sorry that i go out and drink like this.."
and im TOTALLY in my head saying "if you were TRUELY sorry, you wouldnt have done it in the first place"
so i ACTUALLY say "....yeah and you HAVE to have SOME REASON that do you this frickin CRAP ALL THE TIME!!!"
and he gets the POOR BABY INNOCeNT SQUEEKY VOICE GOIN ON and he says "...its cuz. i miss your mom" and he walks away..

and now im really. effing pissed off.. i WANT TO SCREAM AT HIM.. I WANT TO.. but i dont.. cuz it'll hurt his feelings.. and might drive him to the point of suicide.. and i cant flippin take care of FUCKWEED aka CHESSIE THE TRAVLIN MAN(atee) and ME and the HOUSe and a SOCIAL life.. and all this shit yet..


*sob*

WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SUCH A STUPID ASS BABY ABOUT ALL OF THIS!??!?!?! MOM IS DEAD AND GONE FOREVER. THERES NOTHIGN YOU CAN DO TO BRING HER BACK!! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL CRYIN OVER IT.?!!??!?! IT WILL ONLY MAKE THIGNS WORSE FOR THE FUTURE IF YOU KEEP HOLDING ON TO THE PAST!!!

and me with college this fall.........

i wont get to go..
cuz some asswhale.

is being an aquapedonecrobeastadendraphiliac...


and I JUST.
GANcAWEI(Tisdfsdf


*sob*

WHY MUST YOU PUT THIS STRESS ON ME WHITEFACE??!?!?!?

WHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYY????