caitaro | :|

Gemz' BF dumped her./ he cheated on her with his ex.

and it gots me upset

im worried.

do any relationships ever last?

and then i feel bad

Cuz i miss salam a lot

and ive been neglecting the guild a ton Cuz im working about nonstop.

and i think

what if salam dumped me?

would he still come to irc? he said

"if for some reason things dont work out, everything will still be cool on my end" or something to that effect.

I think he would.

I would be very sad.

and im closest to salam and gemz...

Sephi is back to trickster now, im glad.

a lot of my guildies are sad thogouhm cuz its been so quiet..

I feel somewhat alone, even though i have 128 people who care about me....

<=/

*sigh*

2 hrs ish till salam gets on

i cant wait.

i need to ramble my insecurities to him.

:|

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