im starting to get nervous...

[caitaro]

thats 2 nights in a row... in which sp00ny didnt say 'i love you too'...

yeah..

and hes been talking not to me an awful not since he got back..

*heart stops*

what if...

he doesnt like me anymore like mom said?!?!


... i cant imagine life without him...

oh GOD i cant...

>_<...

*worried to death*

*sigh* ...

i hope this doesnt turn out like an alex thing...

where he dosnt love me...

alex stopped saying "i love you too"..

so i stopped saying "i love you"

and then we just ... went..

but this time

i dont HAVE a backup plan...


so im screwed... that is if sp00ny is actually hiding his feelings...


he doesnt seem excited or changed by our visit at all..


but i am...

GAH
CONFUSING

*sob*