Cait's Ramblings

She lives! The only thing is the network adapter needs some work still... And theres a weird stain behind the screen all the way around the outside o.O

Also, Nurch has a new logo, i shall vectorize it!

*Comes home from work*
Cait: Happy sweetest dayy! *Hands candy and a present*
Daniel: Thanks! I got you a kiss. *Kiss*
Cait: =^_^=
Daniel: Also, I ate most of your bread and the rest of your cereal... but I didn't touch your pizza yet.
Cait: D::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So for sweetest day, Daniel got me the fact that he ate my food. LOL. We're gunna go get a cake later to share I think.
In other newz...
Managed to mess more stufff up okay, but i'm totally okay with it! You cant learn till ya mess up!
And I ate my pizza, so daniel couldnt. LOL.
Tore my tiny lappy apart again to fix a couple things inside, got it charging... I need to play with it tooniiighhtt <3
ALSO, going to make pumpkin muffins!


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Okay, i am posting from.. NOT LAPPY

OR LAPPY


BUT LAPPY!!

specifically

Dell Inspiron 1100 lappy O.O

2.2ghz
512ram
30GB HD

im at my Girlfriends house posting...


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lol but im secretly on the white couch, and this is FREE LAPPPY HORRAY ITS WORKING

AND


I

CAN
EFFING

BOX

TRICKSTER


*WHOREGASM*

ALSO

remember that video game site i got a free game off of?

goozex.com?

I finally got matched!

They sent me RPG maker for PS1@!!!!!!!!!!


FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!


but omg

job interview tomarrow

So

FORKING

NErVOUS

someone hold me ;-;

XD

Lately, my laptop and I have been talking..

Laptop: Cait you love me right?
Cait: With all my heart... Most of the time, yes.
Laptop: If you really loved me, you would buy me things.
Cait: i didn't think we were in a materialistic relationship
Laptop: pwease? <=(
Cait: I has no money :(
Laptop: 3:>
Cait:.................CANT RESIST KITTY FACE... ill buy you something.
Laptop: YAYAYAYAYAYYY!!#@ ^-^


So Laptop peer pressured me into buying him../her? some ram.





LAPTOP IN ACTION..



only i have no glasses, so i look horrible ;-;


anyway



So it now has 1.24GBs of ram.

..and it pretty much doesn't run any different, LOL

to make a big difference, i need a new processor..

which i believe arent relaceable.. T_T

but... when i get a new job i can get a new computer

laptop: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!? youre just going to REPLACE me like im DISPOSABLE AND USELESS AND T_T
Cait: But LAPTOp! your screen is broken, and you're too slow for me. What i like in a man(?) laptop is PERFORMANCE.. I'd like to be able to run 2 tricksters at once, in addition to move profile boxes on facebook.
laptop: you just hate me cuz im black T_T
Cait: NO it has nothing to do with that!
Laptop: But you still love me right?
Cait: Right! even if i do get a new computer, I ll still use you for stealing wifi purposes ^-^
Laptop: OMG I KNEW YOU LOVED ME *hugs*
Cait: *hugs back* :3



I also got a 512MB flashdrive at walmart for 5$..

..They also have 2GB flashdrives for 13$ and 4GB for 20$

..why did i get a 512 then, you may ask.

Well, i need a flashdrive for my PS2, see, and sandisk doenst work.

and this one happens to work :D horray!

its one of those ones that looks like a credit card....

But yeah

i also got some MILO which is very peculiar...



and some pool toys..

..yesss...

Remember that free laptop i got awhile back?????

Well i figured out WHAT WAS WRONG WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!

The hibernation button is sticking!!

thats whats wrong!!

it goes into hibernation before it even boots up!

So tomarrow im going to take it apart and see if i can take out the hibernation thing altogether (i never use it anyway)


THEN YAY!!!!!!!! WORKING LAPTOP!!!!!!

its guna bee
SOOOOOOOOOOOooo

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

Someone on the trickster forums posted..
"my life sucks. dude if your gonno say i am lifeless and idiot...i dont even care...

my real life freinds are all random.....sometimes they fight againts each other...betraying, lying, etc etc....

10 things why i hate my life:

1.School

2.Exams

3.Freinds

4.Family

5.Computer

6.i need fredom T_T

7.i always dream the things that is impossible.

8.Money T_T

9.i want everybody to like me T_T

10.i tried to suiside but i just cant do it.

well here are the top 10 why my life sucks -.-

hope you guys share yours too.

list out 3 or more things why your life sucks.

T_T have a happy day guys~"


hahahahah

heres my reply..

my top 10 reasons (not in any particular order)

- The unemployment rate in michigan is over 7%. There are no jobs in sight. Not even walmart is hiring. Im desperate. No money = no college. No college = no better job :(

- I have hyperhydrosis. Even in the dead of winter.. with a tshirt and shorts on.. in a snow bank i STILL sweat like crazy. Doctors dont know why.

- I have a crazy mixed form of insomina-hypersomnia.. I have such a hard time falling asleep, but i sleep for 12-16hrs when i can sleep (even if im not sleep deprived at all)

- im a fat white chick. One of the worst things to be in america. ><

- I have extreme anxiety and paranoia. The "Gotta check the locks on the doors 6 times before i go to bed" kind.. Only i dont check locks... usually.

- I dont like people IRL, they are mean and irresponsible.. obsesed with drugs and stuff i hate.

- Im a super computer geek on dialup using old technology with a broken screen. My resolution is 1280x500. T_T

- Deep down, im an optimistic person.. happy and hyper, but so many bad things happen to me, that i cant be. (Ex. my mom randomly dying for no reason) ask my guildies. they'd say im the happiest person alive!! (online anyway XD)

- My hormones are out of wack, but they arent. They all tested fine, but they definately arent fine. XD you dont want details, trust me.

- I'm asexual. Not that it's a bad thing, but it probably means i will never have a relationship... ever. I dont feel attracted to anyone in that way at all. (Im 19)

Yes.. My life is very messed up o:

but... Im not one to complain. My online life is good. very good. My guildies are the best people ive ever met, I love helping newbies (not n00bs!) giving things away.. spreading joy and happiness throughout trickster.. <3

Now if i could only be sucked in... .H A C K //sign style XD


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IN OTHER NEHEWZ~

NEW LAPTOP SCREEN!?!?!?!

AHHH SOMEONE EMAILED MEEE

they said they have a broken laptop and they will GIVE IT TO ME FOR FREE!!!

Your lucky day. I have a Dell Inspiron 1100 with a 15 inch screen. It was given to me as a broken laptop. The screen does not appear to be damaged. The computer will not boot up. If it will help you, you can have it for free. Let me know. I live in Napoleon.

Donovan Marsh

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
*JUMPS UP AND DOWN*

AAAAAAAAAHHHHH AHHHHHH

Cory: I WISH I COULD JUMP >:(
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Gotta find out who this guy is.. and get me a laptop :D

ugh <3 amazing.

So shane came over today...
We sat in my room and did everything short of gettin naked / secksual stuff XD (ok not really but :o)

It is an interesting experience, but still regardless it feels stoic - like everything else - to me...

If someone were to sit next to me and have a conversation.. or if someone were to be sitting in my lap having a conversation.. It is the same to me..

I dont feel.... I duno, secksually excited or whatever if someone was in my lap.

when normal people would feel..... SOMETHING at least.. a physical connection or something.


But, yeah, just nothing :P

But it wasnt bad or boring, so i guess that was good :p


He kept asking me "how do you feeeel?" and its like "I feel.. alright.. i feel okay" XP



I just figure i'm emotionally challenged or something...

XP

i duno

In other bad n00z..

My Lappy monitor now has 4-5 horizontal lines across the bottom which are always there...

but it has been like that for awhile..

HOWEVER... there is now a VERTICLE line on the right side.. so its making sort of a grid XD but it's not there all the time.. only some times..

So i've been looking for some monitors..

and OMG.. I have 3 monitors in this house... The one hooked to the other PC... which is the only thing that can go higher than 800x600.. WONT work with it.. however the 2 older monitors.. 1 which is ungodly old (like windows 3.1 era) works fine, but wont go higher than 800x600.. and the other one it works with, but the monitor is UNGODLY fuzzy. (but still wont go higher than 800x600)

Sooooooooooo yeah im guna be looking for a new monitor at garage sales this summer..

at walmart theres flat panel one for 140$...

but im prolly gunna find a nice CRT one for like 5$...

but yeah...

im almost done with my latch hook.. only got the fish to do...



O yeah and one of my ghost shrimp is pregnant ^_^ her eggs are developing behind her stomache.. they will eventually move down below her stomache and she'll have babies ^^

hopefully they wont eat the babies ^_^

Ok.

so ive spent literally all day.

Since 11:30..

trying to fix this effing laptop.

XD
cuz it's broke.

Here I'll tell you what happened.


It was having a bunch of memory errors and was generally just clogged up, so I reformatted it, and partitioned it off so theres a 10GB section and a 30GB section.. so I can install Windows on the 10GB section and put my crap on the 30GB section, and just reformat the 10GB section as needed in the future..

Well, I reformatted and installed Windows XP and everything SEEMED okay.. I installed drivers and could get onto the net fine and everything.. I formatted the 30GB partition to NTFS inside of windows, as it prompted me to upon clicking F drive.. Everything still okay


...It ended up being 3am, so I shut it off and went to bed.

Got up this morning, turned it on.. and i get black screen of doom.. It said something about "did you install new hardware recently?" and whatever.. I tried last good config, safe mode, normal, everything.. I loaded the XP loading screen, flashed a blue screen then restarted.

Couldnt get anything to work, so I popped XP disk in again and it showed the 10GB section as being empty..... and in an unknown format... (everything on the 30GB parition was still there and fine)

So apparently my comp deleted windows and formatted itself into an unknown format while I was sleeping!! XDDDDDDDDDD! its GOT A MIND OF ITS OWN!

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So i reinstall windows and format as NTFS... and it seemed okay again.. I started installing drivers and net was working and stuff, when all of a sudden everything started going SOOOO slow and Explorer took a REALLY long time to open, It would just sit at the wallpaper for a long time (Till i like pressed Ctrl+alt+del and messed with stuff) then the Search kept not responding and notepad kept not responding and nothing was working at all..

I updated Mcafee and did virus scan and it found nothing..

So i reformatted again.... this time not installing Mcafee.. but ZoneAlarm It's still acting funny.. it's not going as fast as it should.. Things stop responding more than they should.. and some other things just FREEZE and arent even listed as not responding, but still running!!

I did spyware scan with ZA and it found nothing also.


So i posted about this on pcguide and someguy said "Sounds like it is a hardware issue and nothing to do with XP. Either your ram or hard drive. I would run tests on both starting with the ram."


Well, I ran some RAM tests last night and it was fine.. The built in DELL RAM tests...

So im running "MemTest" right now.. so I can test that.. I really dont think that the RAM is a problem at all. i've never had any RAM problems.. ive never ran out of RAM or anything..


CPU usage, on the other hand.. ALWAYS skyrockets to 100%... Cuz I use programs that are high processor usage..


so i duno..


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OK and i was telling my dad about it, and he said the FUNNIEST THING EVER XDDDDDDD!!
He's like "well i heard... and i heard from your mom too, that when you reformat laptops.. that it doesnt empty the cache all the way.. So it's just some DLL file that got messed up, So.."

and at this point i stop him, because it's TOO EFFING FUNNY XDDDDDDD!!!

There's nothing wrong with any DLLs!!!
And NOONE cares about the cache!!! XXDD the cache is internet only XDDDDDDD!!!

When you reformat, EVERYTHING gets wiped, weither it likes it or not!!!!!! XDD so there IS no cache.. there ARE no DLLS! (untill you install XP)

so i was just lmaoing and dad was like ">:(" but its just soooooo funny when people try to talk about computers and they dont actually know anything, Omg, lol!


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Another thing is... well its not funny, but it pissed me off a bit..

Ok our neighbors are Danielle, Jerrie, and Doug. They all live in the same house.. Jerrie and Doug used to be dating a little bit, but Doug used her and makes her pay for the bills and do paperwork for his business and crap, so Jerrie is sick of it.. and She's looking for a new house to move in to.. WELL...

Danielle calls cory this morning with a pouty face saying "Cory you have to come down here, I need to talk to you"

so he went down there.. then came back... WELL It turns out that Doug met some lady at the school and told her she could have Danielle's rabbit, ARBA.

So the lady came by to pick ARBA up today... but they wouldnt let her have it, so she apparnetly left. (doug wasnt home) So Danielle took ARBA down to Shauna's (our other neighbor)'s house.. so that the lady couldnt steal it..

ANd its just ABSO-FORKING-LUTELY irresponsible, mean, and not to mention ILLEGAL to give Danielle's rabbit away..

Jerrie is the one who got it for Doug.. Jerrie is the one who payed for him and the cage.. And Doug is trying to give ARBA and the cage away to some lady..

Well i think thats just. plain retarded. He should be SHOT. It is NOT his to give away.. and in the event the lady did take it, I'm sure Jerrie could sue Doug for stealing her property or something.. That's just ridiculous...

But anyway, Danielle was wanting us to hold on to ARBA for her.. and dad didnt want Doug to be MAD, so hes like "Jerrie and Doug need to sort this out"

so omg,

THis is why i hate humans XD!!

but yeah, Im pretty pissed that someone would go that low.


Im also pretty pissed that my laptop is 1/2 dead XD but theres nothing i can do about that for now. :P

But yeah so for awhile i wont be on or whatever~~ cuz im gunna need to reformat like 50 times and i dont HAVE msn downloaded or anything so.. :P

So laptops screen was working PERFECTLY like BRAND NEW for like 2-3 days..

I could shut it and open it NO PROBS


but today i turned it on and the screen was forked again ;;-;




..FORTUNATELY though, It still works without the clothespins T_T

and its not as bad as it was before...

But still ;_;

this laptop is soooo bipolar XD

and I HAVE BEEN DEFIED AGAIN!!!! XD

I hate computers so much

they are soo inconsistant
XD

even though they are supposed to be mathmatically correct or whatever.

But humans are even more inconsistant >_>

so comps > humans still :O

im so lame.

and i have no life XDDDD


But yeah

EVERY TIME in sk00l, id be partnered up with some slut and we'd have a project... They said "oh ill do some tonight"

and im like okay.. so the next day they'd be like "O i was busy having secks to everyone loves raymond and then my house caught on fire and i had to pee on it to put it out~~~~ so i didnt do anything"

so im like -_-

and then they talk to their little friend about smorkin brad pitt or whatever is and i end up doing EVERYTHING...

even when..

This one time in 8th grade, I was partnered up with Jacob... and we had to do this genetics thing.. I had to make a "mom" alien he had to make a "dad" alien.. and we had to both make an "offspring"

he ASSURED ME he would have his done.
BUT NOOOO

I had to do mine AND I KNEW he wouldnt do the offspring or do ANY PART IN IT... soo the offspring based off JUST MINE..

he did have his done at the last second.. but by then it was too late.. so..

my teachers comments were "I guess some mutation went on!"


yeah >_> <_< no.. no its okay!! im good :P XP im actually feeling better than i usually am :O other wise, this rant-y would have been like 4 pages longer ^^