rarrr

ugh.. i got this bump on my head the a lil bigger then a quarter.. and it hurtsss sooo bad.... its been giving me a headache for 3 days......

and geez..

alex went over to his dads....
he said his dad had the internet.... but bah
hes not on yet
and i miss him...

oxy frigging asked me out yesterday and i about had a heart attack..
he didnt know me and alex were still goinout.. otherwise i might of said yes... ive been talking to him the past few days alot...
and he is so wonderfull..
he helped me so much.. yesterday..

i was goin suicidal again and him and xero helped me..
i really appreciate that.. he is so awsum.... *hugs*....

i dont ever think he reads my journal though. noone reads mine.. everyone reads abus...

*sigh&