. . .

*turns religious breifly*
God hates me yet again.
*un religious*



..

- cory kept me up till 1 last night.
- I got up this morning at 6:50 and was uber tired. I checked my temperature. Guess what? 67. Not 68.5 like it should be. My temperature is NEVER. EVER normal.
- Ok I had to sit alone on the bus. No big deal... but eh..
- First hour. We got our books. Oh joy. another 30 lbs i gotta lug around.
- Second hour. My picture looks completely and totally... GAY.
- Third hour. I had to go out and sell ads. Teacher lost our card. We were late getting out there. She had to rewrite it. 2 Times. Why 2 is beyond me. The girl's car who we were driving with's door wouldnt open. And in addition to that, she had beyond empty gas.. It looked like this ( \ E F ). I had the shit scared out of me.
- Fourth hour. People were talking and i couldnt do my work
- Lunch - I'm allowed in the library. Yay. (good thing)
- 5th hour. We have to read this shit about some shit and other shit that i didnt understand and he is asking ME for EVERY answer..
- 6th - Algebra. We didnt get to work on our work. At all.
- 7th - We get to watch a gay ass movie. Go me.
Bus - Ok damen didnt want me to sit with him for 1/2 the ride because he lost someones yugioh card.
Home - Danielles mom is pissed at me because i didnt remind danielle to put the pool cover on last friday. -_- like im supposed to REMEMBER these things. So therefor, i had to go out and clean the pool. For over an hour.
Throughout the day: Ive felt / feel sick all day. I feel as if im going to puke.
I get home: Alex and Alex's sister get to be homeschooled. Why? Just beacuse 'they were scared of highschool'. Dear God. What PUSSYS.
I DONT get to be homeschooled because im NOT a pussy. Ive delt with all this shit for 13 years... 7 of those years i did it friendless. This year i dont have ANY. friends. Whatsoever. Not even people who like me and i dont like them. NONE. ZIP. ZERO. Shane doesnt even talk to me anymore. He ditches me.
We are having some weird shit for supper.
Dont ask me what the hell it is.

What else could go wrong today... I dont know...
But...
*turns religios again*
I know.... that God hates me. He wants me to live a cruel, unhappy, depressed life. He wants me to kill myself so i dont have to deal with this shit anymore.
*un religious*


I hate me.
And.
I wish to die.

:|.

Lets see.

after i got home from danielles, i watched Chobits ep. 3... Then i blocked alex... I cant stand to talk to him any longer... :\...

Then i had to go back over to danielles at 7:30.. -_-... and.. her dad came home at 8... so i sat thre on an uncomfortable chair for an hour watching baby geniouses.............

Her dad seemed uber pissed...
anyways...

Then i came home.. Sp00ny was on so i talked to him.... and then i cried... in fact i still am cuz this was like 10 mins ago...

Ep. 4 will be done soon... and 5 is already done... so ill end up watching 4 + 5 tonight and prolly 6-8 tomarrow...
*sigh* life sucks.... soooo badddd... sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOooooooooo bad...
and i wish to die. (still)'

*sighs*
uhm.
I still gotta take a shower
Do my H/W... watch an hour of chobits..
god..
im so tired...

need.. weekend..
NOWWWW...

i think i have to quit my job soon..
I really need the money but its SOO stressing on my part ;__________;;;;;;;;...
I cant quit.. i need the money bad soo...

Ill stick my neck out and tough it out... Ill be a man..

*sob*

BEING A MAN SUCKS..... (in this sense)

I have to tough it out at school... ALL day.... and then i have to do it for 3 hours at danielles... which leaves an hour to do my HW... 1/2 hr to do my shower....

and 1/2 hr.. to relax...

dear. god.

This is a bunch of BS.
Im sooo being overworked...
soooo bad...

*cries some more*

chiii..

I have up to ep. 5 of chobits watched.

and i am so tired ;-;
and usseless ;--;
and waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *DIES*