DREAMYYYYYYYY

O-KAY./..

I had like.. a dream.. and.. i cant remember al of it but here it goes..

I was like in this wintery place... that i was at once before in a dream.. o_O (WEEEEEEEEIRD)
and the last time in the dream i could go out FAR into the snowey lands.. to another town.. (long story)

but this time i was gunna go far out again but... i didnt.. because.. i found alex.. and im like "O_O HOLY SHIT ITS YOU"
and it was like so real :| but we hung ou for awhile and i found sp00ny.. and im like "O_O HOLY SHIT ITS YOU" and,.. we played togtether and we went to this one haunted house and defeated a monster o_O O_o and after that the vacation thingy in the snowy land was over so......... We went back to the snowey land campter thingy andd.. i was like "OMG I DONT WANT U GUYS TO GO ;-;"and they hugged me and kissed me and stuff =33.. and.. then...... i was like.. flying... and then i couldnt fly.. andim like "Hey dudes! I can fly" and they're like "NO WAY" so i tried and i couldnt.. so im like "Hmmmm.. sp00ny give meee.. a tomato.." so he did and it was a.. dehidrated-like tomato and i still couldnt do it.. and so im like "sp00ny give me a REGULAR tomato" and he looked and looked cuz most of em were 'dehydrated' and he found a regular one.. and then i tried to fly and i could.. and they're like "wow!" so then moms like "GOING HOME NOWWW" so we go home and i keep alex and sp00ny >.> andd.. we go to this fair thing and they have the star ship 2000.. but this time it goes upsidedown o_O and im like "WTF" and i look at everyone else and they were going the right way! it wasnt upside down to them! so.. im like.. "dude.. why am i going upside down" and like.. i dunno it broke down or something.. and then i woke up or something...

PIEEEEEEEEEEEEE






well..

nowadays i dont feel so certain about meh future...
Like.. I dont know who.. ill be with or what ill be doing..
....... im kinda scared........ but ehm..
i dunno :\ :/ im still really really dependent on my parents.. i cant do anything without them ;-;..
the psych. person says i.. havent grown up.... but i dont know HOW.. i wish there was a way to just.. erase all of my memories and start again.

I heard.. that theres a way to do it.. and i want to have it done :|...

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Today we went to the concert and i wanted a Tshirt but i didnt get one cuz they were all sold out and.. uhm.. i got lots of blisters.. and we went home at like 11 cuz we were all bored and cold.. and we got a CD.. and it was all heavy metal growly music -_-----------------------.....


and uhm.. i downloaded lots-a chobits..
including all of the openings + endings in karaoke!!!!! it took me forEVER to find them too x.xx