I think i may die of nervousness...

Ughhhhh...

I kept having nightmares about that stupid laptop im gunna go look at today..

first the girl turned out to be an old lady and she snuck in my house and.. shes like "HERES MY LAPTOP!" but it was a PC shaped like a scanner o_O

and im like "......omg"

lol..

yeah but she was supposed to call me today.. and i kept waking up every few hours cuz i was afraid id miss it even though the phone is right by my bed.

so at around 10:30 she called.. shes definately not an old lady XD she sounds really nice.. and from her emails seems like she does a lot of chatting :o i think she'll be okay.


but after that i felt a little better.. but then even WORSE cuz my dads gunna be home soon and >_< ugh.. I think i have killer butterflies in my stomache, lol...

I went to the bank at around.. like 12:00 and got out 220$ cashh.. 200 for lappy and 20 for gas.. that is if im guna drive by myself >_< it looks like its gunnna rain and i dun like driving in the rain ;_;.

but earlier it was really nice out and i wanted to go outside and get some sketching done but.. i compulsively had to stay by the phone in case in the event she called back to cancel or something @_@ cuz im paranoid like that...

Yeah and i tried to watch this anime, romeoxjuliet but it was SOOO LAGGY >_< I really think my pcs gunnna die soon..

hopefully this laptop can replace it.. cuz pc sux.
SUX I SAY!

so i watched episode 1 of girls bravo..

AND OMG! the guy in it..

His friends shower was broke so she was in his house taking one..

He got home and forgot she was in there and walked in.... and shes all "RARARRR you are peeping!"

and hes like "Nooo noo i just forgot!!!!!!!" and shes goin on about stuff and hes like "no!! see... when i se you naked it doesnt do /ANYTHING/ for me" and she runs off like "zomg it cant be! ;-;"

but i was like GASP!!! Perhaps he is asexual, like me!!

..or as shane told me.. maybe just gay ;_;.

But this anime is about girls and him so im assuming he is not gay o_O..

curse you 56k!!! i will never get to DL any anime ;-; lol

SO errrrrrmm.. yeah thats all for now cuz i feel horrrible... like..

when i have those.. anxiety attacks or whatever at school.. its like that.. NOW.. only alll day XDD which is why i feel like im gunna implode or whatever.

so

cya after whenever :O!

WOOOOOO!! ^^ NEW working lappy time XD

er soo ^^

dad came home and was like "wtf.... you just bought one"

so i told him "well i did this already and told her id be there so you can either come with me and get free subway or stay here and ill go"

even though by then it was pouring and i didnt wanna drive >_>...or spend 20$ on gas LOL

yeah i got all upset and he was all like RAWR!!!! >:(

but it worked out..

She told me she was gunna be wearin silver shoes and has brown hair.. Well my dad was like "lol how much does she charge an hour" and ugh i wanna punch him.. hes such a huuuge perv... and hes like "when you get there look at the bottom of it and see if the serial # is scratched off.. if it is its STOLEN and YOU ARENT GETTING IT!" and im like jebus fine..

I didnt know how it was going to work out.. like if she was one of those people who wanted to socialize and drink coffee before gettin down to business or what o___o so i wore my a-maaazing flame aura crystal point necklace in the event i needed a conversation piece.. as you all know how much i suck at talking in real life... esp to people i dont even know o___o;;

we drove there and went to subway and i felt waaaaayyy too nervous to eat.. lol

so i ate 1/2 of it and.... we went to beaners and she was like right around the corner thing and so she seemed really nice...

i checked it out there.. and saw that the AC adapter had to be taped to hold it in.... and that the screen messes up at the bottom if not angled right o_O

you gotta kinda.. "pull" on the right part of the LCD and push on the top left and it'll straiten out..

not a big deal.. better than no backlight at all, lmao......

i jsut hope it doesnt like.. strain the screen to oblivion or whatever...

anddd there was nothing scratched off XD it looks like its in REALLY good condition.. and DOES have 504 MB ram o_O its so odd..

Yeah um.... so im on it nooow ^^

and im AMAZED at how much stuff on here is like.. stuff I already use o_O a link to livejournal.. facebook.. aim.. limewire.. well i dont USE limewire but.. still whole p2p generalized thing..

Ummmm theres a bunch of her music on here.. iits really interesting ive never heard of like almost ANY Of the bands.. but it is interesting.. and omg -- theres even the GUMMI BEARS THEME!!!!!!!! XD

gummi bears is the best...

ummm theres most of season 1 of "the office' and season 3..

Ive never seen or heard of it.. But ill prolly watch some of it and see if its interesting or not..

I need a new series >_> lol.. after invasion.. it has left cait sad :(

esp cuz theres no SEASON 2!!!!!! UGH!!!

its like.. WHAT HAPPENS TO LARKIN!:??! O_O i must know, lol..



Ummmmmmmmm... it also came with mcafee firewall thing and theres a lot of.. port activity.. which is kinda freakin me out a bit o___O its like..... people trying to get into the comp?? is there keyloggers on this? virus? i dont know... ill have to do a throughal scan of it..

so me and cory hooked up microphone support.. and made a totally random story XD cuz it doesnt recoginize words well.. here ill paste some.. its frikkin hillarious.. I may actually try to write a story like this and put it on fictionpress.. OR WAIT i could type up my george washabush story really fast this way!!! XD

Im guna remove all the random testing gibber..



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HAHAHAHAHHA "every family will likely end up with a gymnasion" i laughed for like HOURS! XD

ugh i wish my old comp had this voice thing.. but this is amazing XD

for a poor, undertechnologized computer geek, this is just.. so ammazing, lol.

I am lame and have no life!!!!!!

So im gradually getting rid of all of previous owners crap.. like itunes.. and expired versions of word... and whatnot..

I tried limewire.. ive never used it before.. I dont like it o_O its like.. i search for anything and it brings up like 20 pages of pr0n.

Ill stick with emule, lol.


ohh and i couldnt get my home networking to work with this ;-; so its a good thing it had a modem, or id be screwed LOL..

also it appears to be that the fan may be dying o_O it like.. is loud.. and on all the time.. sometimes it winds down almost to a stop.

But as long as its workin it should be fine :p




soooooooooo thats all for today i spoze..


Now i just gotta remember every program that i could never get to work cuz i didnt have XP...

and then use it.
lol.


like DS stuff >_> :D!