I think there are turkeys outside...

Im hearing strange noises coming from the woods XD so i think there are turkeys out there...


but anyway

i woke up feeling depressed... More depressed than usual..

I had a dream where someone i used to like.. Who i think still reads this journal actually o_O;; but maybe not *shrug*



But anyway.. they apparently magically lived in michigan... in like the middle of michigan up by lansing... I was talking to them... and they were like "Im going to townsville next week... i want to meet you there so we can meet IRL, okay?"

and i was like ehhh.. and apparnetly townsville was in calhoun county.. and im like "Hmmmm thats not too far from here... I'll have to see if i can get Shane to come with me..."

and so magically they were at my house, like instantly.. and we were laying in my bed.... and hes like "you better come next week :3" and stuff... so.. yeah umm..

so we were laying there...

...Awwww and jake is at the window ^^ after im done writing this im gunna go pet him ^^.....

..OKAY so we were laying there and we were all *cuddle* and stuff... and then we went to.... Kroger and he kept wanting to buy the RANDOMNEST stuff and my "parents" who were these fancy people... were like obsessed with things.. and i didnt have enough $$ to pay for it all.. and then we went home and we had like 50 rooms and stuff...

...........Yeah and thats it..

but I REALLY REALLY WONDERR..

why in my dreams when i cuddle i feel SO FORKING AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg

but when i was with sp00ny and we 1/2 cuddled, i felt nothing...

and when me and shane do it, i feel nothing...

but dreams is like SERATONIN EXPLOSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i suck so badXD