Salam <3

Had a nice chat with salam

about us.

[04:00] <Salamix> He's concerned Naga's trying to break us up.
[04:00] <Cait> o.o'
[04:00] <Cait> o___o''''
[04:00] <Cait> er, is that what you think shes trying to do too?
[04:01] <Salamix> Well, personally, yeah. What have I done?
[04:01] <Cait> >_<!
[04:01] <Cait> WHY is she trying that?
[04:02] <Salamix> That was my question
[04:02] <Salamix> Also, Cait, I do love you. I'm not so great at showing it or anything, but it's sincere.
[04:03] <Cait> :x!!!
[04:03] <Cait> Salam..
[04:03] <Cait> <33
[04:03] <Cait> I do believe you!
[04:03] <Cait> I never did,
[04:03] <Cait> *I never did doubt you
[04:03] <Salamix> I know
[04:04] <Cait> Maybe nagami thinks that cuz you dont, er, for lack of better words, love on me back
[04:04] <Cait> that you dont ACTUALLY... love me.
[04:04] <Cait> :x
[04:06] <Salamix> http://embed.mibbit.com/pb/qLyu2k
[04:06] <Cait> o.o
[04:06] <Cait> click
[04:06] <Salamix> That's the convo
[04:07] <Cait> :x ohs
[04:09] <Cait> "Nagami is queen of all relationships, or so she says. " lmao
[04:10] <Cait> but yeah, er.
[04:10] <Cait>  i didnt think she was trying to break us apart..
[04:10] <Salamix> It didn't hit me until he said it
[04:10] <Cait> I duno why I think she knows better than i do about this stuff
[04:10] <Cait> ><
[04:11] <Cait> shes more experienced, i guess i just take everything what she says as truth..
[04:11] <Salamix> It not might even be the case, she just might be generally bad at this.
[04:11] <Cait> She tells me
[04:11] <Cait> "Salam hasnt ever had a gf besides you, and you NEED TO force him to do things with you, cuz if he doesnt then he dOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU"
[04:12] <Cait> and whatever
[04:12] <Cait> >_<
[04:12] <Cait> Or that you dont know how, or are embarrased or whatever.
[04:12] <Cait> and as i said in that screenie :x
[04:12] <Salamix> Yes I have! Just not exactly recently or very well.
[04:12] <Cait> that
[04:12] <Cait> you show you care in your own way
[04:13] <Cait> which may not be the same way that she or i am used to...
[04:14] <Cait> and i respect that
[04:14] <Cait> thats why i didnt talk to you about it
[04:14] <Cait> cuz i figured thats what the case was :x
[04:15] <Salamix> I know.
[04:16] <Salamix> Just, he said you asked him about the screenshot, I'm always around to ask too!
[04:16] <Cait> plus im still pretty shy about this whole thing too ><
[04:16] <Cait> I know you say not too
[04:16] <Salamix> Yeah, I know
[04:16] <Cait> but also, you've been angry at odinea
[04:16] <Cait> and im
[04:16] <Cait> SUPAR afraid to talk to angry salam about... anything XD much less this kinda stuff :x
[04:17] <Salamix> Odinea's not going to make me explode at the world
[04:17] <Cait> XD
[04:17] <Cait> i dont know that though!
[04:17] <Cait> I havent seen too much of angreh salam :X!
[04:17] <Cait> some people, when angry at anything, ARE angry at the world
[04:18] <Salamix> My anger at odinea is just at odinea
[04:18] <Cait> And i dun want you to be mad at me, or yell at me or something, cuz that would be the worst thing ever ><
[04:18] <Salamix> It's pointless to get angry at everything else
[04:19] <Cait> :3!!!!
[04:19] <Cait> im so glad you think that way...
[04:19] <Cait> too many people i've met get angry at everything when angry XD
[04:19] <Cait> Really, i should have known
[04:20] <Cait> that
[04:20] <Cait> you wouldnt have that fault
[04:21] <Cait> no matter what consistancies i see in people
[04:21] <Cait> aspects i hate in people
[04:21] <Cait> you NEVER have them
[04:21] <Salamix> Or never in excess at least
[04:22] <Cait> I duno
[04:22] <Cait> i never saw anything about you i didnt like...
[04:22] <Cait> always good things i never see in others
[04:22] <Cait> omggggggg you're too awesomeeeee ;-; XD
[04:22] <Salamix> Hah, it's kind of comical though.
[04:22] <Cait> why??
[04:23] <Salamix> We're both so different with our likes and stuff, but we match morally so well
[04:23] <Cait> I KNOW
[04:23] <Cait> when i was writing that speech thats one thing i thought about
[04:23] <Cait> but thats 1 thing that nagami says thats true then,
[04:24] <Salamix> what?
[04:24] <Cait> she says "even though you 2 like different stuff, your personalities match and compliment eachother, thats why you 2 click so well"
[04:24] <Cait> :x
[04:26] <Salamix> Oh
[04:26] <Cait> so  i duno
[04:26] <Cait> when to listen to her
[04:27] <Cait> when to not
[04:27] <Cait> maybe i should just, not talk to her at all.
[04:27] <Cait> cuz she puts bad ideas in my head ><
[04:27] <Salamix> I don't know, that might not be right. You guys get along, right? Just take things with a grain of salt
[04:28] <Cait> sometimes she pisses me off
[04:28] <Cait> in those screenies
[04:28] <Cait> i was fuming
[04:28] <Cait> But other times
[04:28] <Cait> mostly with its us 3 talking
[04:28] <Cait> about pervy things, LOL
[04:28] <Cait> shes so funny!
[04:28] <Cait> and stuff.
[04:32] <Salamix> yeah
[04:32] <Cait> but then she PMs me and tells me to... do pervy things to you, because that would definately catch your interest... and im like Ohhhh jebusss nuuu wayyy not yet sooooooooo embarrassing NUU ;x
[04:32] <Cait> lol
[04:33] <Salamix> To be honest, it wouldn't really
[04:33] <Salamix> Text based pervy things?
[04:33] <Cait> XD
[04:33] <Cait> not exactly like thers many others!!
[04:33] <Cait> besides like camming
[04:34] <Cait> and thats a DEFIANTE NO EFFING WAY
[04:34] <Cait> XD
[04:35] <Salamix> Hah, yeah.
[04:36] <Cait> but
[04:36] <Cait> either way
[04:36] <Cait> You wouldnt like text pervy things?
[04:36] <Cait> just cuz its not real?
[04:38] <Salamix> More that it's just not exactly exciting
[04:38] <Cait> hrm
[04:38] <Cait> http://people.ambrosiasw.com/~andrew/funny/bloodcyber.html
[04:38] <Cait> so stuff like that doesnt just
[04:39] <Cait> make you feel different things?
[04:39] <Salamix> Like, what kind of pervy?
[04:39] <Cait> LOLLLLLLLLLLL
[04:39] <Salamix> Uh, it did.
[04:39] <Salamix> Laughter.
[04:39] <Cait> ROFLMAO
[04:39] <Salamix> Holy crap. Pause!
[04:39] <Cait> ?
[04:41] <Salamix> Oh man, THAT is great.
[04:41] <Cait> I KNOW! XDDDDDDDD
[04:41] <Salamix> And I've only read two,.
[04:42] <Cait> i cant believe youve never seen this yet??
[04:43] <Salamix> Bloodninja: King Arthur congratulates me for destroying Dr. Robotnik's evil army of Robot Socialist Republics. The cold war ends. Reagan steals my accomplishments and makes like it was cause of him.
[04:43] <Cait> The britneyspears ones is flippin lmfaoooooooo-tastic
[04:43] <Salamix> NO!
[04:43] <Cait> XDDDd
[04:44] <Salamix> OMG, The rhino one!
[04:44] <Cait> I KNOW!!!!!!!! XDDD
[04:44] <Salamix> I couldn't breathe for a second
[04:44] <Cait> XDDD
[04:44] <Salamix> Holy crap
[04:44] <Cait> Oh poor salam!!
[04:44] <Cait> I cant believe you havent seen this yet!
[04:44] <Cait> This is seriously about the best thing ive ever seen on the net XD
[04:49] <Salamix> The giant cop one wan't as good
[04:52] <Salamix> The one after it was. I'm in actual tears.
[04:52] <Cait> hehehe
[04:52] <Cait> aww :D
[04:52] <Cait> i wish i'd have known you never saw this i'd link it earlier!
[04:55] <Salamix> Oh, done. Rhino still wings
[04:55] <Salamix> It doesn't get any more serious than a Rhinocerus about to charge your ass.
[04:55] <Cait> I know
[04:56] <Cait> RHINOS DONT PLAY GAMES THEY FKIN CHARGE YOUR ASS
[04:56] <Cait> XDDDDDDDDDDDd
[04:56] <Cait> SO EPIC

 

then we talked about irl a bit.

[05:08] <Cait> nagami did ask you few days ago
[05:08] <Cait> "When did you start liking cait" and you said "Awhile ago"
[05:08] <Cait> <3 YOUR VAGUENESS
[05:08] <Salamix> It's not just with you you know!
[05:08] <Cait> but any specific time, when it hit you or something? Just curious
[05:09] <Cait> what do you mean, not just with me? o.o'
[05:09] <Salamix> The vagueness
[05:09] <Cait> oh
[05:09] <Cait> yeah i figured
[05:09] <Salamix> I don't really know, it jsut kind fo developed
[05:09] <Cait> it was w/ everyone
[05:09] <Cait> but oh :3
[05:09] <Cait> did you ever think about it, like that?
[05:09] <Cait> or
[05:09] <Cait> did you not think about it too much till i gave TEHSPEECH?
[05:11] <Salamix> I don't think I thought too much about it until then. I've got this bad thing where I need to be told or something to make it hit me.
[05:11] <Cait> Ahh i figured!
[05:12] <Cait> *takes note* *writes... "hit salam often"*
[05:12] <Cait> XD
[05:12] <Salamix> It was brewing for a long time though, I remember you asked what I thought back in june and I didn't give a yes or no
[05:12] <Cait> Yeah
[05:13] <Cait> no yes or no, does mean no until further notice though! lol
[05:13] <Cait> But yeah, June.. i felt bad bringing it up and stuff.
[05:14] <Cait> becuase im never the one to take iniative
[05:14] <Cait> and then i didnt really have the guts to bring it up again
[05:14] <Cait> I mean when we were in black swamp that one day
[05:14] <Cait> when i turned into baby cat
[05:14] <Cait> i almost did there
[05:14] <Cait> Cuz i was really having fun with you that day
[05:14] <Salamix> yeah
[05:14] <Cait> but i waited
[05:14] <Cait> then i couldnt sleep that one night
[05:14] <Cait> cuz i had fun with you again
[05:14] <Cait> XD
[05:15] <Cait> Oh god the next day was so bad though
[05:15] <Cait> i got like 2hrs of sleep or something ridiculous
[05:15] <Cait> and i was so nervous all day cuz i was guna paste it then, but then i was too dam tired to stay up
[05:15] <Salamix> heh
[05:16] <Cait> ooo i see
[05:16] <Cait> i figured though
[05:16] <Cait> that it hadnt changed...
[05:16] <Cait> because of what saber said
[05:17] <Cait> you liked me only as family
[05:17] <Cait> and thats why i was talkin a lot with other guys
[05:17] <Cait> cuz i was really sad that you didnt like me, so i was trying to push those feelings out the door, cuz i figured theyd never be returned ><
[05:18] <Cait> and this was pretty much gunna be the final "no", the closure, so i could move on, hopefully.
[05:18] <Cait> but it wasnt
[05:18] <Cait> OMGGgggggg
[05:18] <Cait> so happy, lol
[05:19] <Cait> and iniative.. Yeah
[05:19] <Cait> im bad.
[05:19] <Cait> youre bad.
[05:19] <Cait> this could be a problem!
[05:19] <Cait> something i been thinking about though,
[05:19] <Cait> actually something that hit me a bit while playing tetris too
[05:19] <Cait> esp, in the combo maps
[05:20] <Cait> Im in a competition VS you, where as in, I play to win, TO MAKE YOU LOSE, but we still have fun, and maybe, thats how it should be in other aspects, sort of
[05:20] <Cait> That maybe this time..
[05:20] <Cait> I HAVE to take the iniative on various things
[05:20] <Cait> and "wear the pants in this relationship"
[05:20] <Salamix> Isn't that how it should be?
[05:21] <Salamix> Er, I mean the make me lose party
[05:21] <Cait> Yeah
[05:21] <Salamix> Ugh, can't type
[05:21] <Cait> but you see, salam!
[05:21] <Cait> In my perfect world i live in sometimes
[05:21] <Cait> I never ever want you to lose or feel bad.
[05:21] <Cait> but in this case
[05:21] <Cait> the whole point is to make you lose, because its fun for both of us
[05:21] <Cait> and that doesnt register at all very well with me
[05:21] <Cait> and that hit me at some point tonight and im like "ohhhhhhhhhhhh"
[05:21] <Cait> that maybe
[05:22] <Salamix> Pfft, it's a game though. I enjoy challenges!
[05:22] <Cait> its good sometimes, to do things,
[05:22] <Cait> that dont neccisarily make you DIRECTLY happy?
[05:22] <Cait> or something?
[05:22] <Salamix> Yeah
[05:22] <Cait> I duno it was pretty deep and hard to explain
[05:22] <Cait> lol
[05:22] <Cait> and i think about all of this while trying to play too! XDDDDDDDDDD
[05:22] <Cait> no wonder im so bad sometimes
[05:23] <Salamix> You do good though
[05:23] <Cait> yeah
[05:23] <Cait> and youre better!
[05:23] <Salamix> I did another one of the types and went and destroyed everyone
[05:24] <Cait> i need to practice more
[05:24] <Cait> i know
[05:24] <Cait> everyone on that website sucks big time
[05:24] <Cait> LOL

05:27] <Cait> I've got mario party 2 and 4! XD
[05:28] <Salamix> I've got 4 too, most recent
[05:28] <Cait> oh~
[05:28] <Salamix> New games just mean new minigames really
[05:28] <Cait> we only got 4 recently
[05:28] <Salamix> Though, I think I liked 3s better
[05:28] <Cait> from a garage sale for $8!
[05:28] <Cait> i never played 3 <=/
[05:28] <Cait> i heard it was awesome
[05:28] <Cait> shane told us about this "Eatsa Pizza" minigame that was hella fun
[05:28] <Cait> also
[05:28] <Cait> POKEMON STADIUM MINIGAMES
[05:28] <Cait> also super fun
[05:30] <Cait> Lol now that i think about it, the night we got mario party 4, cory spent like 7 hours playing it
[05:30] <Cait> and i wouldnt come play with him cuz you were on XDDDDDDDDD
[05:30] <Salamix> lol
[05:30] <Cait> so he beat it by himself! XDDDDDDD
[05:31] <Cait> and initiative thing, again
[05:31] <Cait> mario party reminded me
[05:31] <Cait> and we did talk about it earlier a bit...
[05:32] <Cait> Something im very shy about, and really, its probably still too early to discuss... But im in one of those "CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING" phases.. (why must they always be on work nights??)
[05:32] <Cait> but if you dont like to take the initiative, about, like.. someday when you can come visit me ~_~ (again, early, i know)
[05:32] <Cait> you should prolly think about it a bit,
[05:33] <Cait> ive looked into it a bit already, and meh,
[05:33] <Salamix> Looked into it how?
[05:34] <Cait> as far as methods of transportation.
[05:34] <Cait> by car.. it's 10 hours 1 way.
[05:34] <Cait> sp00ny took amtrak.. closest amtreak to you guys is 60miles away, so i dont think thats really an option
[05:34] <Salamix> Wow
[05:35] <Cait> greyhouse bus, theres a station in watertown, which is like 10mins away, right? but the shortest time for that is 18hours 1 way, with 2 bus changes
[05:35] <Cait> im like, damn.. thats way too much.
[05:35] <Cait> i duno ANYTHING about flight travel.
[05:36] <Cait> so its kinda like ~_~ *out of ideas*
[05:36] <Salamix> 18 hours?
[05:36] <Cait> Yeahhhh
[05:36] <Cait> plus man
[05:36] <Cait> i duno wth your parents would think
[05:36] <Cait> or if theyd even let you
[05:37] <Cait> or if they even know i exist
[05:37] <Cait> XD
[05:37] <Salamix> Yeah, I haven't really said much about it
[05:37] <Cait> Totally understandable,
[05:38] <Cait> its something im very shy about w/ my dad too
[05:38] <Cait> i mean he didnt even knew you existed till the other night i rambled on
[05:38] <Cait> and i just told him "hes my best friend"
[05:38] <Salamix> Ah
[05:38] <Cait> cory knows, though
[05:38] <Cait> XD
[05:38] <Cait> but he doesnt care
[05:38] <Cait> all he goes is
[05:39] <Salamix> But yeah, it'd be a cool thing sometime, but who knows?
[05:39] <Cait> "I dont care about Salam, shut up"
[05:39] <Cait> XD
[05:39] <Cait> but who knows? o.o
[05:39] <Cait> you mean like, maybe no?
[05:40] <Salamix> Eventually
[05:40] <Cait> yeah.
[05:40] <Cait> But yeah, its early.. i just wanted to bring it up so you'd think about it occasionlly. cuz its very hard for me to talk about :x XD
[05:42] <Cait> XD but asides from... mario party! and things
[05:42] <Salamix> I actually have kind of, because I figure you'd say it sometime
[05:42] <Salamix> yeah, just random stuff, right?
[05:42] <Cait> mhm..
[05:42] <Cait> IRL youd be interested..?
[05:42] <Cait> in doing lovey-esque things?
[05:43] <Cait> ;x!
[05:44] <Salamix> Maybe. I don't know. We'd have to see when it happens
[05:44] <Cait> ohs o.o'
[05:44] <Cait> okayz
[05:44] <Cait> XD
[05:44] <Cait> ^^'
[05:44] <Cait> *will feel embarrased she asked tomarrrow*
[05:44] <Cait> XDD
[05:45] <Salamix> hehe

 

 

 

 

OOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGg

*SO EMBARRASSSED******************

but only maybe?? he onlyMAYBE wants lovey stuff!?? oh noessssssssssssssssss............... ;_;.

well i guess we'll have to see then, i guess, right? Maybe he is weird, and i wouldnt like him.. (HA I DOUBT)

or he'll see how weird I am, and not like me.. *sigh~* and not wanna snuggle under the covers or something.

!_!


besides that though,

ugh <3!

his personality  + morals + values.

are so

perfect.

UTTERLY.


NOW OFF TO BED GOTTA BE UP FOR WORK IN 5HRS LOLLLLLLLLLllll