........i hate... everyhing.(agaiN)

[caitaro]

abu
and
sauce
and
lila
it all happened so fast
i ruined everyones lifes.
especially mine.
ive seriously fuxed up my life (langauge.. =()
Im mentally ill... and noone understands me
everyone thinks im anoying but wont tell me.
Algebra is ahrder than crap
mr. haywood is gheyer then usual...
its better
if i crawl in a hole and die.
If i wernt so scared id go commit suicide right about now.
i would...
noone cares about me...
my parents dont give a rip about me.
cory hates me.
conner dane brittney + shaila dont sit with me.
i still really like dominic and he tryed to make me laugh today and he suceeses but hes too shy to like me..
and im tooo shy to like him back..
and oh man i ahte myself.
i realy need to crawl in a hole and die.
Tiffany is the only one... keeping me going.
dang it im crying.
she .. is the best freind... i could ever ask for...
aleesa doesnt like me anymore.....
Jordan...
he so nice nad funny..
and.. grr mom wants me to look up fishies brb