I have the biggest cup of hot chocolate. EVER.

[caitaro]

i got one of them big huge 32 oz cupz from mcdonalds.. and i filled it full with hot chocolate. yea.

its so cold here.. =(.

and um.
my site has ended.. i estimated for it to die out last october.. but it went on .. for over a year!... its the most successfull thing ive ever done... sadly it must end.. im too busy with alexy// *sigh* i would of ahd it all still if it wasnt for him..

in a way he ruined my life, my dreams.. but gah.. i love him.. who cares about anyhting else but him?...

I guess i need to find something new to do... *sigh*...

life sucks.

i wish i died ;-;



well.. i duno i got into ie and typed invison and i started crying.. irl..

its too painfull... ill never be able to cope.. never ever... you dont know what its like to have it all then lose everything..

i have nothing left.. irl or o/l... besides alexy.. and i cant even have HIM!!! ;_;... times like these i wish i was never born. I wish that person never told me about Hamtaro. I wish i didnt just buy all that hamtaro junk off of ebay.. *sigh*...

on top of all of this im pmsing.. ALOT >_>... and.. i got a BIG ass bruise on my leg that hurts,.. from cory beating me.. and i got stuff.. yea. now i got a headache..

im sittin here cryin with a headache.
MHM.
this is just..

WONDERFULL.

and i got fuking mental problems..

and fuking ghey arsed homework.

and fuking ghey arsed teachers.

and fuking ghey arsed EVERYTHING ;-;;;;;;


WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT did i DO to DESERVE THIS?? ;_;;;

oxy said im the best kind of person out there..
then why
why
why
why
am i SOO FUCKING REJECTEDD..
WHYYY!!>!>!>!?!?!

;-;

i just.

i wanna leave internet
I WANT TO SOO BAD..

but alexy..
i can never ever leave him..

hes all i have...
yesh...

*cries*..

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