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[caitaro]

alex was just on.
hes been getting realy bad headaches for a week <=( i hope hes not sick.. thatd be so horrible.. if anything happened to him id fricking die ;-;

jace is beaing a nutburger XD he says hes absorbing everyones fat to be squishy XD,.


*sigh* *smiles*

today was really ok =). i hope this bad luck thing is turning around.



Im ahppy for the first time in 3 weeks =)..
alexy is on byond.. and god i love him...

-->(8:23 pm) Guy123456: duno./ zero said if he was me that he;d dump you..


i duno. zero said that its not 'true love' its just 'obession' i dunno wtf it is but ill never ever dump you.

<--(8:26 pm) Guy123456: *Smiles and holds you closely* ^_^ hehe I won't either *Pulls you as close to him as possible*


..heres my pager list of all today.. .. ignore all the stuff esides alexys :p
--> = me.
<-- = them

<--(6:29 pm) XeroCi: cait!
-->(6:33 pm) XeroCi: ZERO :O~
-->(6:33 pm) XeroCi: get yer arse out of hamtopia >_>
<--(6:34 pm) XeroCi: sorry xd
<--(6:53 pm) Cloud_Rider: =)
-->(6:54 pm) Cloud_Rider: y0,.
<--(6:55 pm) Cloud_Rider: if you need me ill be at the beach.....or dead cuz of that tc3 guy........er whatever his name was.........
<--(7:21 pm) Cloud_Rider: are u like...afk?
-->(7:23 pm) Cloud_Rider: i WAS.
<--(7:28 pm) Cloud_Rider: why ME!?
<--(7:31 pm) Cloud_Rider: all i want is for YOU to like me like me but nooooooo the weirdest kid at our school does....=(
-->(7:33 pm) Cloud_Rider: i like you..
<--(7:35 pm) Cloud_Rider: yep but you dont LIKE ME LIKE ME....................
<--(7:37 pm) Cloud_Rider: .......................=(
-->(7:39 pm) Cloud_Rider: :im sorry
<--(7:40 pm) Cloud_Rider: i HATE myself for whatever i did to make u dump me.......
-->(7:40 pm) Cloud_Rider: actually i didnt dump you. remember?

you emailed me one time and said we cant go out because your brother found out.
<--(7:43 pm) Cloud_Rider: WELL he moved like forever ago and PLUS i said it was ok because i told you that it was my mistake and i just forgot to sign out and he saw my mail....(because i never delete anything of yours....) but i do now so no matter what...even if he comes over..he wont know....................!!
<--(8:01 pm) Cloud_Rider: ......................................................tell zero im not playin that game EVER again so he dont have to worrie about me.....................*sigh* bye...............
-->(8:01 pm) Cloud_Rider: >_> why? =(
<--(8:04 pm) Cloud_Rider: 1st.....he booted me......2nd its not fun when someone calls you gay over and over............3rd.....i played hamtaro because i thought i could get you to like me like me again and cuz i liked it but now i know theres NO hope in you ever liking me liking me..............
-->(8:05 pm) Cloud_Rider: mat ill always like u as a freind.. as LONG as you play Hamtaro i will always be your freind..
<--(8:07 pm) Cloud_Rider: .....................................................................................................................................well........i guess yur not my friend....im still yurs though......*crys........*ill miss being yur friend a LOT.....and just so you know im ACTUALLY cryin.................
<--(8:08 pm) Cloud_Rider: + blame it on zero
-->(8:08 pm) Cloud_Rider: then WHY dont you just PLAY. ignore zero.
<--(8:09 pm) Cloud_Rider: how do i ignore him when hel BOOT ME!!!!!!!!!?????????
-->(8:09 pm) Cloud_Rider: ill make him quit booting you.k?
<--(8:10 pm) Cloud_Rider: like he will..................
<--(8:12 pm) Cloud_Rider: fine...........ill play.....he boots me and im NOT comin on beyond anymore..........
<--(8:12 pm) Guy123456: hmm I guess PB wasnt home yet ^_^;;;
-->(8:13 pm) Guy123456: ah
<--(8:14 pm) Cloud_Rider: ok.....now you dont need me....if i do play you woont even know im there anyway....=(
-->(8:14 pm) Cloud_Rider: yes i do!!
i always know ur there.
<--(8:15 pm) Guy123456: shizz
<--(8:15 pm) Guy123456: you there?
-->(8:15 pm) Guy123456: *hostin*
-->(8:16 pm) Guy123456: NO I AINT.
<--(8:16 pm) Cloud_Rider: whyed you get off?
-->(8:16 pm) Cloud_Rider: zero lefted.
<--(8:16 pm) Guy123456: oh wait no she isnt
<--(8:16 pm) Guy123456: XD DAMN! >=/ PB is REALLY Home now
<--(8:16 pm) Cloud_Rider: you tell me to play so i try and you get off!
<--(8:16 pm) Cloud_Rider: oh
<--(8:16 pm) Guy123456: *Feels stupid*
-->(8:16 pm) Guy123456: ah.
<--(8:16 pm) Cloud_Rider: he was host?
-->(8:17 pm) Cloud_Rider: Zero had to go! its not my fault.
-->(8:17 pm) Guy123456: its ok.. <3..
-->(8:17 pm) Cloud_Rider: yea
<--(8:18 pm) Cloud_Rider: im sorry.............no wonder you hate me....*cry*..................
<--(8:17 pm) Guy123456: it says you're just online
-->(8:18 pm) Guy123456: feh well i dunno,
-->(8:18 pm) Cloud_Rider: i dont hate you!>
<--(8:19 pm) Cloud_Rider: prove it......................
<--(8:19 pm) Guy123456: yep, definately just online =/
-->(8:19 pm) Cloud_Rider: i dont matt.. i dont *hugs* i couldnt hate you..
-->(8:20 pm) Guy123456: GRAH. MY HOSTING THIGN IS Supp0r fuxx0red up ;-; i guess we could just pager talk..
<--(8:20 pm) Cloud_Rider: tsch.........whatever
i know you do
<--(8:20 pm) Guy123456: oh okay
<--(8:20 pm) Guy123456: ^_^ *kisses you on the cheek as if to say "its okay"
-->(8:21 pm) Cloud_Rider: i dont ;-; why dont u believe me?
<--(8:21 pm) Guy123456: *remembers what Jace said* *Needs therapy* XD
-->(8:22 pm) Guy123456: ^_____^^^^^ *kisses you back* *nuzzles* oh i love you sooo much ^^..

someone was readin my journal and they told me to dump you O_O.. and i was all 'HELL. NO.' yea. evil ppl
-->(8:22 pm) Guy123456: LOL.
<--(8:22 pm) Cloud_Rider: why do you think i dont beleive you...................1st part you know second its true
<--(8:22 pm) Guy123456: why'd they say that? o.O
<--(8:23 pm) Guy123456: I love you too ^__^
-->(8:23 pm) Guy123456: duno./ zero said if he was me that he;d dump you..


i duno. zero said that its not 'true love' its just 'obession' i dunno wtf it is but ill never ever dump you.
<--(8:23 pm) Cloud_Rider: u hate me......just like EVERYONE else.............
-->(8:24 pm) Cloud_Rider: no i dont!!! =(
<--(8:24 pm) Guy123456: o.O Its like everyone is against us being together or something =/
<--(8:25 pm) Cloud_Rider: tell me what you want....you know its true though
<--(8:25 pm) Guy123456: I can't believe ZERO said that! XD He married us lol
-->(8:25 pm) Guy123456: I dunno <=

i know ill never ruin it ^^

*cuddles into you* ^_^
-->(8:26 pm) Guy123456: LOL i know.
he said he KNEW it wouldnt work out from the start.. but he said fate dealt us a ace of heats but it was black or sumthing like that
-->(8:26 pm) Cloud_Rider: um.. i want to be your freind <=/
<--(8:26 pm) Guy123456: *Smiles and holds you closely* ^_^ hehe I won't either *Pulls you as close to him as possible*
<--(8:27 pm) Guy123456: black ace of hearts? WTH? XD
-->(8:27 pm) Guy123456: ^____^^^!!!!!!!!!!

LOL i dunno. hes weird..

*lix your hand gently* ^_^;
<--(8:28 pm) Guy123456: PB and I fight daily now, because I was cleaning/organizing tools not put away and stuff on the workbench in the garage cuz I was bored/trying to be good and she yelled at me and lectured me for like 40 minutes.. >.>
<--(8:28 pm) Cloud_Rider: you also know that you want me to just not come on anymore so i will stop bugging you about how i LOVE youso u can just be with alex- the one that ignores u and is almost never on...............
-->(8:29 pm) Guy123456: <=(.. shes so mean.. i hate her.. just 2 more years and you'll be pampered like a king :P
-->(8:29 pm) Cloud_Rider: no!! i love people who still like me.. they make the best freinds..
<--(8:29 pm) Guy123456: ^_^ and you'll be pampered like the Queen you are ^_^
<--(8:29 pm) Guy123456: "I.."I studder *Shrugs* *Kisses the back of your neck as softly and slowly as he can* *then rubs his neck on your's*
<--(8:30 pm) Cloud_Rider: =)
<--(8:31 pm) Guy123456: *pitches* o.o ooh heh
-->(8:31 pm) Guy123456: ehehehe.. you studder? wtf does that have to do with anything? XD


^_^ god i love it when we're like this ^^
*kisses your neck softly, then sofly nibblin on it*


LLOL!! Hehhe
<--(8:31 pm) Cloud_Rider: thats cool but have you thought of the way THEY feel
-->(8:32 pm) Cloud_Rider: yes... like for EX. jace is deeply and madly in love with me.. yet he cant have me.. and hes one of my best freinds BECAUSE he likes me SO much.
<--(8:32 pm) Guy123456: XD hehe no I dont studder, I mean I studdered when you RPed lixking my hand
-->(8:33 pm) Guy123456: ah. lol *feels n00bish* XD...
<--(8:34 pm) Guy123456: *puts his arms around you*
<--(8:33 pm) Guy123456: *brushes up against you as you nibble his neck and whispers "i love you" and "you're so sweet" into your ear.
<--(8:33 pm) Cloud_Rider: im DEEPLY,MADLEY,CRAZILY,and EXTREMELY in love with you..................
<--(8:33 pm) Guy123456: Aww its okay XD ^_^
-->(8:34 pm) Cloud_Rider: heh. then ud be a good freind
-->(8:35 pm) Guy123456: ^____^^ *kisses you gentle kisses on your face and whispers sweet nothings into your ear*

(i dunno XD)
<--(8:35 pm) Cloud_Rider: am i not yur friend???????=/
-->(8:35 pm) Guy123456: ya know. this is the happiest ive been in 3 weeks.
-->(8:36 pm) Cloud_Rider: Yes! you are my freind! ^^
<--(8:36 pm) Guy123456: ^___^ Awwww no its good ^_^
<--(8:36 pm) Guy123456: Good, because you deserve alot more than just this ^.^
-->(8:36 pm) Guy123456: hehee..
<--(8:36 pm) Guy123456: ALOT..more ^__^
-->(8:36 pm) Guy123456: yea. well as long as it makes me happy im fly.
<--(8:37 pm) Cloud_Rider: ^_^
<--(8:37 pm) Guy123456: *Sits you on his lap with you facing him and your legs around him* *Holds you close* *Whispers sweet nothings back* ^_^ OCC: XD fly? I like that
<--(8:38 pm) Cloud_Rider: my only friends are you and......alex....hopefully he thinks of me as his friend....if he knows i exist.............
-->(8:39 pm) Guy123456: LOL. i duno it was random.
*hugs you tightly and cuddles gently* *turns sideways and leans against you, very happy =)))*
-->(8:39 pm) Cloud_Rider: yea. he'll be your freind. as long as you dont show him that you're obsessive over me. XD>
<--(8:40 pm) Cloud_Rider: dang....i love doin thatt.................
<--(8:40 pm) Guy123456: *Smiles at your happiness and wraps his arms around your stomach* *Rubs his cheek on your's softly causing that warm-fuzzy kinda heat* (XD)
-->(8:40 pm) Cloud_Rider: o_O doin what
-->(8:40 pm) Cloud_Rider: o_O doin what
<--(8:41 pm) Cloud_Rider: uhhhhhhhhhh nothin
-->(8:42 pm) Guy123456: heh ^^ i have that feeling irl right now and i love it very much so ^__^

*settles in on your chest some more and closes her eyes and take as deep breathe breathing in the wonderful scent of alexy*

(rofl) XD>
-->(8:42 pm) Cloud_Rider: okey doke.
<--(8:43 pm) Cloud_Rider: i could page him.....hes on my pager
-->(8:44 pm) Cloud_Rider: o_O ok. yea hes on im talkin to him.
<--(8:44 pm) Guy123456: Awww hehehe (Its okay, thats sweet ^_^ ) *Runs his hand through your hand as you have your head against him* *smiles and remembers when like sucked* *smiles when he remembers how it is now* (WHOO) ^_^ I feel warm all of a sudden too O_O......^___^
-->(8:45 pm) Guy123456: life you mean XD
<--(8:45 pm) Cloud_Rider: if i were to talk to him he would probably like me to stop the "all hail alex" stuff huh
-->(8:45 pm) Guy123456: yea.. now makes it all worthwhile.. makes it worth waiting all that time.. <3..
runs his hand through your hand? dont ya mean hair? ROFL.. lotsa typosXD
<--(8:45 pm) Guy123456: *hand through your hair
-->(8:46 pm) Cloud_Rider: he likes it XD. i do it all the time.
<--(8:46 pm) Guy123456: yeah uhh ignore those XD
<--(8:46 pm) Cloud_Rider: ok...ill keep on doin it
<--(8:46 pm) Guy123456: ^____^ I wish I could be right there next to you now
-->(8:46 pm) Guy123456: rofl! XP.

i thought your mom was home? o_O
<--(8:46 pm) Guy123456: WHat would we do? ^_^
-->(8:46 pm) Guy123456: o god that would PWN. id die o fhappy XD
<--(8:46 pm) Guy123456: shes not back yet
<--(8:47 pm) Cloud_Rider: what r u playin?
<--(8:47 pm) Guy123456: me too ^____^
-->(8:47 pm) Guy123456: ah. sweet.. wed cuddle and cuddle and kiss and hug and love and anything you wanted to do ^^
<--(8:47 pm) Guy123456: If I could see you everyday I'd be willing to sleep in your closet or something XD
-->(8:47 pm) Cloud_Rider: my game..
<--(8:47 pm) Guy123456: ^^ Oh man that would PWN *makes plans to runaway to MI* XD
-->(8:47 pm) Guy123456: ROFL ! me too XP. my closet = not accessible. too many toys and junk in the wayXD
-->(8:48 pm) Guy123456: LOL yea.. <3
<--(8:48 pm) Cloud_Rider: oh....my pager just says ur online
-->(8:48 pm) Cloud_Rider: i duno, my byond is messed.
<--(8:49 pm) Cloud_Rider: i think ill join u.........
<--(8:49 pm) Guy123456: under your bed? XD I prefer there anyway (pat attention to all my RPGing XD)
<--(8:49 pm) Guy123456: I always hide there XD
<--(8:49 pm) Guy123456: *pay
-->(8:49 pm) Guy123456: lOL yea.. why under my bed though? why not on? >=D XD>
-->(8:51 pm) Cloud_Rider: ah ok.
<--(8:51 pm) Guy123456: on? I....I...I...*Looks into your as wondering if you're serious* *You are* ^____^ okay! I wanna sleep right up against you ^_^
<--(8:51 pm) Guy123456: *looks into your eyes
-->(8:52 pm) Guy123456: OMFG YES. PWNAGE O_O heeh
<--(8:53 pm) Guy123456: O_O I know, you'd ALWAYS go to sleep early and we could hang out at your compy at night and stuff and go places together and hang out at school together and..and.and..*Smiles*
-->(8:54 pm) Guy123456: hehehe yes and we could cuddle and hug and stuff as we sleep ^____^! pwnagee =DDDD..
<--(8:55 pm) Guy123456: *closes hsi eyes and imagines it for a second* I am soooo gonnaa think of that as I'm under my warm bed sheets ^^-->(8:56 pm) Guy123456: omg yes me too ^_^^^ usually i cuddle my ham ham plushies XDDD>.


alrighty..
<--(8:57 pm) Guy123456: XD I dont cuddle, afterI get bored I do STUFF XD and yeah
<--(8:57 pm) Guy123456: but if I slept with you I probably wouldnt do that becauseI wouldnt miss you......unless you wanted me to XD
-->(8:58 pm) Guy123456: LOL.. u perv XD>
-->(8:58 pm) Guy123456: lol.. nah.. thats what IM for >=D XD>
<--(8:58 pm) Guy123456: yeah EVERYNIGHT I am XD
Cloud_Rider: is ok.
<--(8:59 pm) Guy123456: Well thinking cuddly doesnt do it and neither does cuddling pillows so I get pervy and yeah. XD or If PB is asleep I come down here to IM you if you're on
-->(8:59 pm) Guy123456: ROFL u fing perv XD.. lmao its ok XD..
-->(9:00 pm) Guy123456: ah. well cuddling does it for me.. theres nothing else FOR me to do.
<--(9:00 pm) Guy123456: XD You need to do that more often XD
-->(9:01 pm) Guy123456: do what?... the dirty thing??.
<--(9:02 pm) Guy123456: XD yesh..
-->(9:02 pm) Guy123456: lol but it has no effect on me.. ..... it just.. hurts.. sometimes..
<--(9:03 pm) Guy123456: Awww =/ Maybe you're doing it wrong? XD I dunno
-->(9:04 pm) Guy123456: i dont think theres any other way to do it XD besides its hard to get at and stuff.. and stuff. and yea..
<--(9:05 pm) Guy123456: its hard to get at? I know how it works to an extend thanks to my perverted fan fics XD
<--(9:05 pm) Guy123456: I think I know what you mean when you say "it" but I'll never say it XD
-->(9:06 pm) Guy123456: XD.. i duno mebbe its cuz i got short arms >_<
<--(9:07 pm) Guy123456: hmmm....That MIGHT be a problem...I dunno. I'm no female doctor or anything XD ummm I can help you when we're older ROFL sorry, I HAVE to be pervy now *isnt pitched* XD wierd
-->(9:08 pm) Guy123456: ROFLMAO! its ok! its hillarious i love itXD..
<--(9:09 pm) Guy123456: ^_^ Good, I got lotsa that kinda stuff >=D....^_^ *hugs*
<--(9:09 pm) Guy123456: *Does stuff to you* XD whoa I better calm down o.O
<--(9:09 pm) Guy123456: *Stuff FOR you
-->(9:10 pm) Guy123456: LOL! ^^..

*hugs back* *kisses* ^^..
-->(9:10 pm) Guy123456: LOL! XD>
<--(9:11 pm) Guy123456: ^____^ *pulls you closer once more* *kisses you back but slips you some tongue* (I'm pitched again XD)
-->(9:12 pm) Guy123456: XD. thats alright XD ^-^.....

awww.. heheh.. *nuzzles her nose onto yours and looks into your eyes happily* ^^
<--(9:14 pm) Guy123456: *Stops kissing and looks into yours with a look that tells you that he's never been and never again will be this happy* *smiles and nuzzles back against you and uses his hands to massage your upper back with his hands slowly, trying to make you comfortable* =^_^=
-->(9:17 pm) Guy123456: omg ^^ youve never been this happy? jebus XD..

ive been happier.. only with you but not many times.. *enjoys being massaged* XD. i duno *kisses you back, slipping her tongue in gently kissing you delecatly as if handling a bomb O_O hehe o-O*
<--(9:19 pm) Guy123456: *starts massaging your neck*
<--(9:18 pm) Guy123456: Whoa....You're good O_O ^___^ -------*Enjoys it and practically tastes your tongue* XD
-->(9:21 pm) Guy123456: HAHAH.. i bet my tounge is TONGUE FLAVORED!! O_O haha i duno.. XP.. ^_^ *smiels and rubs her cheek against yours* ^^
<--(9:22 pm) Guy123456: I dunno, I'd probably try to enjoy french kissing as much as I could so yeah. *Rubs his cheek against your's* *Thinks of us as hams doing that* *smiles* I love you so much ^^
-->(9:23 pm) Guy123456: heh.. id probably enjoy it with no effort.. because i love you and everythign you do and everything about you!!!

i love you soo much too^^ more then anything and anyone and everystuffs ^^..
--(9:24 pm) Guy123456: gtg PB is back I love you *hugs* *kisses* *runs off* <3 Sleep Well and PM me please ^^
-->(9:24 pm) Guy123456: byes ok



*sigh*
=D
i am happy ^^
(now would be a good time to ask me for something as i will be happy and most likely do it for you..)