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So people called and said meh head CT scan was normal and to schedule a followup (next tuesday)

So im like..ok...

And now its like.

Noone knows what the hell is wrong with me....

and it keeps getting worse......

I cant even.. frikkin sit at the computer anymore without.. 'diapering myself'..

Duno if ive ever talked aboutthis before in meh journal as its a bit gross.. prolly..

But yeah. Im just gunna tell you, mr. journal and if you (the reader) dont like it.. you can ignore it.. or.. you know theres a little delete button by my name......

k so my main problem.. which i HATE HATE HAAATTTTEEEE and prevents me from doign a lot of things is...

I sweat.. A lot.. Perhaps combined with urine.. I dont know..

but lets cut to the chase.. My pants and underwear are practicly SOAKED unless i wear.. feminine hygiene.... (sorry i dont like the name of them >_>)

Yeah and their price is rising.. It's like....... effing 5$ for 36 of em...

If i use 1.. or sometimes 2 a day... thats.. less than a month.. ugh

NOT counting when i actually... HAVE.. el periodos.. Then it's more like im gunna need a lot >.<

*sigh* but yeah.. im sick of it.. having to change my underwear and/or pants 4-5 times a day... (not pants that much though)

Even when i do... wear protection. ugh.. its STILL sweats so much that im soaked and.. with those black moisture barrier chairs.. you can see all the sweat and i have to wipe it off discreatly.. >_<

Generally I try to position my coat on the chair so im sittin gon it.. so i dont have to do that.... but JESUS CHRIST!~!!!!

NOO ONE Knows whats going on.. and im sick of it.. I dont know if it has anything to do with it or not but my hands get really sweaty too.. Like at school... before this was a huge problem.. in 8th grade we had these black tables.. id put my hands on em and when i lift em up there were huuuuge wet spots... It did that on a white counter the other day at michigaN (doesnt) WORKS..

ALso my armpits sweat a lot.. no matter how much or how little deoderant/antiperpirant.. STILL HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGEEEEEEEEEEE sweating right there..

My "morman wear" underneith my shirt has gained permanent sweat marks there -_-..... just about all the way down the side..

And i CANT CONTROL ANY OF IT >_<<<< It doesnt matter.. anything it happens.. its the DEAD of WINTER and im STILL SOAKED!!!!!!!!

i hate it ;-;..

but the other 2 problems aside from this are..

-My constant nail picking
-Constant itching. everywhere.. my head, neck, arms, legs, feet, torso, ears, nose .. i ITCH EVERYWHERE... CONSTANTLY.. It almost feels as if i have bugs crawling EVERYWHERE ALL THE TIME......

when i went to see sweet charity.. i noticed it a lot.. i kept itchin my head and moving and i wouldnt sit still and i felt SOOOOOOOOOOoooOOOOoOOooOooo embarrased ;-;

Get rid of these 3 main problems.. and i will be SUCH a happier person :(... not to mention i would go out more.. and be more active.. (BECAUSE I DONT SWEAT MY ASS OFF ;_:)

friggin hate my life..

Aside from that.. i was looking at some stuff and found this... and..

...wait wtf is this? http://www.travelblog.ca/photo.php?id=794
XD

those comments are preeeetty gross