today

[caitaro]

Ok today.. we raked leaves and made a BIG word "PIE!" out of leaf piles. it was fun. Then there was the eclipse and there was a scream adn a hoot and it was scary. adn alex made me depressed =(


oh

"
Alex 92487: lol you hate me now?
Alex 92487: geez
Torobiusu: did i say that?
Alex 92487: well your profile implies it
Torobiusu: ..
Alex 92487: does it not?
Alex 92487: lol
Torobiusu: how long has it been since i was even ON this name?

Torobiusu: much less changed the profile
Alex 92487: I dont know..Trillian says all your names are "Cait" :P
Torobiusu: hm
Torobiusu: well this is toto.
Torobiusu: *toro x_X
Alex 92487: lol oooh
Torobiusu: Yeah
Torobiusu: i dont hate you
Torobiusu: im just..
Torobiusu: um..
Alex 92487: angry at me?
Torobiusu: i cant believe i wasted the last year and a half..
Alex 92487: oh dont think of it as waste
Torobiusu: and i still got that note i wrote a few months ago..
Torobiusu: i feel bad having it
Torobiusu: i think ill scan it then burn it.
Alex 92487: oooh..
Alex 92487: what note?
Torobiusu: from vacation
Torobiusu: and before that
Torobiusu: it was like in may
Alex 92487: uhh?
Alex 92487: lol clueless here
Torobiusu: heh.
Torobiusu: maybe you'll remember when i scan it..
Torobiusu: But um..
Alex 92487: ?
Torobiusu: what im gunna do is scan all the stuff.. that i was gunna like. give you like the book of alexy and stuff like that...
Torobiusu: and i duno
Torobiusu: i cant bear just to torch it.
Alex 92487: oh
Alex 92487: ty
Alex 92487: :P
Torobiusu: and that stupid card danielle made..
Alex 92487: lol o.O
Alex 92487: card?
Torobiusu: she made a 'happy wedding day' card.. lol.. on may 14th..
Alex 92487: lmao
Torobiusu: uhm..
Alex 92487: cute
Torobiusu: it'd make me feel alot better.. if we could still be friends.. could we do that?...
Alex 92487: of course!
Alex 92487: lol
Torobiusu: ok <=)..
Alex 92487: what did you think I wanted?
Torobiusu: i dunno...
Alex 92487: never to talk to you again? XD
Torobiusu: I dunno
Torobiusu: i dunno how you felt..
Alex 92487: You rock, its just the love thing was kinda sucking
Alex 92487: :P
Alex 92487: yeah
Alex 92487: pissed at you for spoon and everything
Torobiusu: yeah..
Torobiusu: im sorry......
Torobiusu: again..
Alex 92487: lol yeah
Alex 92487: I felt better when you said that
Torobiusu: i did too..
Torobiusu: i miss talking to you..
Alex 92487: Ah..yes
Alex 92487: Well I was right here dammit lol
Torobiusu: I know
Torobiusu: but i didnt know how you felt i didnt know if you hated me
Torobiusu: i was afraid you'd black mail me..
Torobiusu: im so frickin paranoid..
Alex 92487: oooo nooo
Alex 92487: I wouldnt do that to you
Alex 92487: I wouldnt blackmail anyone
Alex 92487: :P
Torobiusu: cuz you got more info about me then i got on me.
Alex 92487: yeah
Torobiusu: about me
Alex 92487: dont worry
Alex 92487: Well I hope you do better with Sp00n than with me Cait
Alex 92487: ^^
Torobiusu: yeah..
Torobiusu: well.
Alex 92487: Hm?
Torobiusu: im having a birthday party... um.. on the 6th
Torobiusu: cuz im gunna be 16 and all
Alex 92487: mhm?
Torobiusu: and shane is coming
Torobiusu: and
Alex 92487: mhm?
Torobiusu: i invited sp000ny and he seriously is considering it
Torobiusu: so i dunno 0.0.
Alex 92487: whoa
Alex 92487: XD
Torobiusu: it was a joke dude
Torobiusu: XD
Torobiusu: o wel,
Alex 92487: oh
Alex 92487: lol
Torobiusu: But
Torobiusu: if his parents say yes then ill let him come
Alex 92487: oh ok
Alex 92487: :-)
Alex 92487: I'm happy that this stuff doesnt bother me
Alex 92487: lol
Torobiusu: Yeah...
Alex 92487: =P
Torobiusu: i duno if you saw or not.
Torobiusu: but tinker died..
Torobiusu: yesterday..
Alex 92487: Yeah I saw =(
Alex 92487: I'm sorry
Alex 92487: *Hugs*
Torobiusu: yeah its ok.
Alex 92487: :/
Torobiusu: i cried lol..
Alex 92487: Aww lol
Alex 92487: I knew you would
Torobiusu: Danielles hamsters died too. i didnt put that in my journal i dont think
Alex 92487: ooh
Alex 92487: :3
Torobiusu: she wasnt even sad about it O_O
Alex 92487: o.O
Torobiusu: she was like "i hope crawley dies!"
Torobiusu: im like
Torobiusu: "woah..."
Alex 92487: I cried when Baggs died lol
Alex 92487: whoa
Torobiusu: i know..
Alex 92487: lol
"


Im crying..

omg ;_;

i hope mom doesnt come in here
im frickin bawling.


*puts stuff away*

lots of other cool stuff happened but im bawling and its almost 1.
so later.

l(so i remember..)
Corys teacher
Mr. Spar = D..

stuff.....
mr. milky.


i have an appt. tomarrow