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[02:07] <~Cait> fluffy <3s whitey now
[02:07] <~Cait> and
[02:07] <~Cait> apparently Bloodwoman and Nagami are dating
[02:08] <~Cait> and
[02:08] <~Cait> i made a new guild..
[02:08] <~Cait> 20 members already
[02:09] <~Cait> and ive been drilling at snow hill
[02:09] <~Cait> for shoppeh
[02:10] <@Salamix> I see
[02:10] <~Cait> today at work
[02:10] <~Cait> mean fabrics lady was in hardware
[02:10] <~Cait> and she was really sick
[02:10] <~Cait> like nasty coughin up crap and soundin like a horse
[02:11] <~Cait> and she had a lot of stuff to price and put away...
[02:11] <~Cait> i asked her if she wanted me to help her....
[02:11] <~Cait> ..she said "i dont care"
[02:11] <~Cait> so i went and got my pricing gun
[02:12] <~Cait> er
[02:14] <@Salamix> what?
[02:14] <~Cait> i didnt finish!
[02:14] <~Cait> anyway Um
[02:14] <~Cait> went to get my pricing gun
[02:14] <~Cait> and so i helped her price + put everything away
[02:14] <~Cait> we barely got done in time
[02:15] <~Cait> and i neglected my dept a bit because of it...
[02:15] <~Cait> But..
[02:15] <~Cait> after we got done she thanked me...
[02:15] <~Cait> and she shared a bit of information on one of her problems followed by
[02:15] <~Cait> "Yeah yeah youre prolly saying TMI Jeanine! TMI!"
[02:15] <~Cait> and i said "no, no way, its fine"
[02:15] <~Cait> so anyway, i left a bit early so i could walk with her out to the parking lot
[02:15] <~Cait> and i told her about firefly, about how
[02:16] <~Cait> i offer advice + an ear to everyone
[02:16] <~Cait> that nothing
[02:16] <~Cait> she nor anyne else can possibly say
[02:16] <~Cait> that will make me say TMI
[02:17] <~Cait> and i told her if she needs anything at all
[02:17] <~Cait> that im her for her to ramble to
[02:17] <~Cait> and that got me thinking
[02:17] <~Cait> Maybe shes mean because she gets abused a lot
[02:17] <~Cait> abused at work by the managers, abused at home
[02:17] <~Cait> maybe if she just has
[02:18] <~Cait> a bit of kindness, she'll be a happy person
[02:18] <@Salamix> so how exactly is she mean?
[02:19] <~Cait> by always grumbling and complaining, rushing and being unhelpfull in general
[02:19] <~Cait> she wont tell me when shes going to lunch or breaks
[02:19] <~Cait> so when shes working i dont get my breaks
[02:19] <~Cait> and lunch i have to take, so i just leave randomly pretty much
[02:19] <@Salamix> oh
[02:20] <~Cait> if her life didnt suck so much she'd be a decent person, i think
[02:20] <~Cait> She told me, after i told her that
[02:20] <~Cait> "you're so sweet to talk to"
[02:20] <~Cait> :3~
[02:20] <~Cait> so on the way home
[02:20] <~Cait> God the ride home + to work is the most boring thing in the world.
[02:21] <~Cait> i was thinking
[02:21] <~Cait> what if i set up some sort of..
[02:21] <~Cait> Cait-advice-help-listening service
[02:22] <~Cait> for anyone, for free,
[02:22] <~Cait> for anything
[02:22] <~Cait> Thatd make me
[02:22] <~Cait> Really happy
[02:22] <~Cait> to know that people can come to me, they can trust me where they cant trust others
[02:23] <~Cait> that i can help them and listen and just, totally be a friend.
[02:23] <~Cait> I think thatd be awesome, lol.
[02:23] <@Salamix> So do it
[02:23] <~Cait> Esp since, as ive found out, noone around there can keep secrets x_X
[02:23] <~Cait> well
[02:23] <~Cait> i set up this site
[02:23] <~Cait> just something im playing with atm
[02:23] <~Cait> http://cait.netdojo.com/
[02:24] <~Cait> i got hella bored so i stopped, LOL
[02:24] <~Cait> i have little patience for some things anymore
[02:26] <~Cait> Cuz carol does the same thing w/ me already
[02:26] <~Cait> tells me things she dun tell anyone else
[02:26] <~Cait> and can really confide in me
[02:27] <~Cait> the other fabrics lady, Jo, talked to me the other day too
[02:27] <~Cait> i ALMOST didnt tell jeanine, about how i help a lot of people...
[02:27] <~Cait> But im trying to step outside of my comfort zone a little
[02:27] <~Cait> because how else am i going to be not-so-shy irl?
[02:27] <~Cait> i feel really embarrased about it now that i think back :X
[02:28] <~Cait> and i almsot with i never said anything cuz of that embarrassment.
[02:28] <~Cait> I know i have no reason to feel embarrased but meh, paranoia = doom.
[02:28] <~Cait> but as i look how many times ive stepped outside my comfort zone, im impressed w/ myself XD about how much ive changed since i started working.. not only at work, but in other situations
[02:29] <~Cait> i feel more confident when speaking.... and i talk louder.. and its just not so awkward anymore..
[02:29] <~Cait> but STARTing conversations is still hella bad x_X.. esp. casual ones... its not so bad i fi HAVE something to talk about
[02:29] <~Cait> <- rambling on to self, its ok XD
[02:29] <~Cait> helps me think, so i can paste to my LJ later XD
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