We got hot and sweaty. Literally.
Jul. 7th, 2010 03:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitaro*6am* Cait: Ugh i gotta go to sleep like NOW.. sigh. *hugs pillow in attempts to go to sleep*
*Sets alarm for 11:00*
*Sleeps*
*Cait hears something hit her window*
Cait: Uh.. what......... *looks at clock..* 10:45...
Cait: omg i wonder... O_O *Gets up* *Looks out the window... daniel is staring up at the sky*
*Cait runs to the door*
Cait: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING HERE? Come in!
Daniel: the whole town is out of power, so i had to stay up all night so i didnt miss the alarm.. I figured well ill just come early maybe youll be up
*They go in*
Cait: ............How long have you been here?
Daniel: about an hour
Cait: omg... and you DIDNT SLEEP :/ I TOLD YOU TO SLEEP!
Daniel: Well if i did i might have missed the alarm and i wouldnt even been here.
Cait: *Sigh*
daniel: did i wake you up?
Cait: Yeah. im all bear mode.
Daniel: sorry.
Cait: stop.
*Cait goes to the pc and checks messages and trickster and whatnot*
cait: trying to wake up first.
*misc compy stuff*
Cait: I gotta get a shower.
*Cait gets shower*
*Cait comes out*
*Cory + Daniel are playing super smash bros brawl.*
*Cait is watching*
*Cait joins in*
*2 hours pass*
Cait: OK lets gooo
*We get in my car and go to shanes house*
*Shane + Lisa + me + Daniel talk for a bit*
*Cait + daniel go to the great wall*
*They eat*
*There was a hair in my soup and they gave me the wrong kind of rice.. but other than that all was good*
*We leave*
*we go home*
Cait: OMG my package came! *picks up package* OMG CORY OPENED IT! I HATE HIM! Thats 1/2 the fun of a new package!!!
*Goes in her room*
Cait: GET OUT.
Cory: Fine~ *leaves*
Daniel: Ok lets watch the movie then.. and i can brush your hair.
Cait: ok. *puts movie in*
Daniel: *Sits on floor*
Cait: No... Sit on my bed.
*Daniel sits on her bed*
Cait: ok now scoot back up against the wall, so i can sit on the bed too
*We do*
Cait: can you see ok?
Daniel: Yup
Cait: *Press play*
Daniel: *Softly brush hair*
Cait: ahh...
He pushed it so lightly i could barely feel it.. Eventually it got harder, and he brushed it multiple ways.. and at the end he even like brushed my bangs up then down insted like back and forth kind of.. He brusehd it for 77 minutes, the whole movie.. The movie was funny. It was a spoof of an old 50s movie. I almost fell over 3 times cuz it was so relaxing..
Then afterwards... he sat up against the wall and i turned around...
we talked about some stuff... Then he layd down on his side..
Then i layed down as well on my stomache next to him but not touching him or even close...
*We talk about more stuff*
Cait: *has been talking throughout the day about which people are cute, showing him people in yearbooks n stuff*
Cait: Hmm...
Cait: What kinds of girls do you think are cute?
Daniel: In general all girls are cute.. besides like the ones who are like meh, like super old or omega fat, like the 500 lb girls who are all GIVE ME MORE KFCCCCCCCCCCCCC ROARRR
Cait: hahah
Daniel: If you ever get like that im going to kick you!
Cait: Lol i wont.. ive actually been watching what im eating a bit..
Daniel: Ive noticed.. with the tea thing.
Cait: Its weird though, its like.. I weighed myself, which i havent done since 8th grade... and it was like 249.. and then like yesterday it said.. 239. Its so weird. I just replaced the battery in it...
Daniel: Its entirely possible though.
Cait: Yeah, I guess.
Daniel: But ANYWAY im not cute!
Cait: YES YOU ARE!! you are easily the most attractive guy AT walmart
Daniel No way theres plenty of other cute guys at walmart.. like apparently Mark in TLE.
Cait: you are!!!!
So 10:30.. He had to leave in 1/2 hr... It's now or never.
Cait: You are.. simply amazing... *digs head into his side*
Daniel: I was wondering when you'd do that, heh.
Cait: haha
Daniel: here put your head up!
Cait: hmm? *puts head up*
*Daniel slides his arm around her neck*
*Cait lays her head on his arm*
*Daniel wraps his arm around her head*
Cait: heheh. How'd you know I wanted to do that all night?
Daniel: You're very easy to read.
Cait: hehehehe yeah i'm embarrased... actually.. its embarrassing for me to admit things i want, you know... like i wanted to love on you so bad, but i was afraid to till this point.
Daniel: it was the fact im leaving in 1/2 hr that modivated you
Cait: Yeah.. it was like DO IT NOW OR IT WONT HAPPEN!! hahahah
Daniel: I bet you want me to stay the night sometime so you can sleep like this, huh?
Cait: Yesssssssssssssssssssssss
Cait: YOU CAN READ ME LIKE A BOOOK!!!!!!
*we talk about other stuff*
*Cait sits and mumbles happily during this other stuff time*
*Daniel pats Caits head*
Cait: I like this so much.
Daniel: You deserve it.
Cait: heh.
Daniel: Hope it made you happy
Cait: Are you KIDDING ME? Im LAYING on you.. I'm the happiest girl alive! But im somewhat worried, you know.. do YOU like this?
Daniel: Yeeeees~ If i didnt like it i wouldnt do it.
Cait: Yeah but do you WANT it?
Daniel: well its nice, you know, but its not like i desire anything... Its like, meh~ This is nice. Thats all.
Cait: Why not!!
Daniel: Dunno..
Cait: I wish i could be like that, I think.
Daniel: I just want you to be happy. You being happy makes me happy.
Cait: But i wanna do stuff for you to be happy!
Daniel: But you do! anything makes me happy!
Cait: you know what i meannn... Youre so nice
Daniel: Im not nice, im average. Theres TONS of guys out there like me, theyre just mostly taken or gay.
Cait: No! stop saying that. you're the nicest guy ever
Daniel: Theres plenty who are nicer!
Cait: NO WAY! You are -PERFECT- you are amazing.. literally.. perfect. Theres nothing more you could possibly do... to be nicer.
Daniel: I could dig you a hole or something?
Cait: Uh... Lol you know what i mean.
Daniel: well i gotta go in a minute.
Cait: Yeah... mmm...
Daniel: *Rubs Caits head*
Cait: omg........................................... that feels so amazing
Daniel: HAHAH WHAT? me massaging your scalp?
Cait: omg yesss it feeels soo good
Daniel: Hmm ok..
*Daniel continues rubbing her head*
Cait: ohhhh mai god... its so tingly.. like in my back?
Daniel: HAHAH TINGLY huh?
Cait: Yesssss
*Daniel continues*
Cait: hehehehe..
Daniel: Tingly running up and down your spine?
Cait: Yess... OMG It reminds me of SNOOP when she used to do the massage thing on my back..
Daniel: Hmm well that might be something next time, to massage your back.
Cait: omg, i duno if you could, im so ticklish.
Daniel: Hmm well lets see
Cait: UHHHH
Daniel: *puts hands on her back*
Cait: ACCCKKKkkkkk *flails*
Daniel: hahaha, or THIS! *Puts hands a bit lower*
Cait: OMGGGGGG *Flails some more*
Daniel: hahah so ticklish. Sorry
Cait: Noooooo its fine, i mean its at first it feels... like it hurts but not painfull? I duno how to describe but if you leave it there for a bit, its fine.
Daniel: Hmmm...
*Daniel gets up, and is in a kneeling position on my bed*
*Cait gets up and POUNCES him, pushing him up against the wall, into a huge hug~*
Cait: I dont want you to leaveeeeeeeeeee but i know you mustttttttttttttt..
*Hug for awhile*
*Piece of paper flies off the wall*
Cait: *looks up at him*
Daniel: Attack of the artwork!
Cait: *Still looking at him with arms around*
Cait: Indeed it is, hehehe *thinking Pfft, roberta was wrong*
*Cait puts paper up and resume hugging*
Cait: Here... i wanna try something.. Sit down
Daniel: Ok. *Sit down*
*Cait scoots up in front of him with her back to him*
Cait: here hug me from behind
Daniel: *Wraps arms around Caits neck and pulls her back so shes laying on the front of him*
Cait: Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss... i wanted to do this during the movie so baddddddd
Daniel: HAHA why didnt you?
Cait: Embarrasment..
Daniel: Stop that!!
Cait: hehehe.. *rubs his arms and holds them and stuff*
Cait: I wonder though
Daniel: Yeah?
Cait: This is the kind of thing I dream about... being held and stuff.. I actually get to experience it now. I wondered what itd be like. it was kindof like a dream i had since like 8th grade.
Daniel: thats a long time to wait
Cait: Yeah i knowww. I wonder though what I'm gunna dream about now that ive done this. I duno.. hmm..
Daniel: well hopefully something nice.
Cait: HA. Everything would be nice. Everything you can do will feel nice, I know it.
Daniel: Everything huh?
Cait: Yep.
*more talking for about an hour*
Cait: well now that im pretty content and considering something you said earlier, i guess i can tell you what i heard...
Daniel: Yes?
Cait: well they (Roberta) said...
*Slight silence*
Cait: Well I guess ill just ask you something insted... What did you tell Ron from IMS about me?
Daniel: Uh.. Ron from IMS? There is none.
Cait: THATS WHAT I THOUGHT!! But they said there was!
Daniel: well whatd they say?
Cait: They said.. that you were standing by the high 5 board... and Ron from IMS asked you why you were there, as you dont have work.. and they said "Why are you here?" and you told them "To see my girlfriend" and then we walked off together..
Daniel: Uh......... I didnt tell that to anyone..
Cait: Yeah thats what i figured.. -.o
Daniel: Its like, we're pretty close to girlfriend and boyfriend, but like, you know.
Cait: I know! i mean im doing everything i want to with you now, *pats his leg* i duno how a title would change that. Its like, whyyy do i even wanntt it.. its the estrogen instincts.. I want to belong to you.
Daniel: well i dont want to -OWN- anything. and its probably making up for your lack of affection the first 21 years of your life...
Cait: YEah i know, its just, i duno, its weird. I dont even know why i feel what i feel. I just like to feel.. you know.. loved and wanted and feel like im making.. others.. happy, you know..
Daniel: You are loved and wanted. dont forget that.
Cait: heh *rubs head againsT* *sigh*
Daniel: thats a content sigh if i ever heard one
Cait: *Not even aware she did that* heh.
*Cait gets off of him and leans on his shoulder next to him insted*
Cait: but you know, i LOVe to do things for people in general. Like id just LOVE for you to say something like "shut up and make me a sandwich!" ID LOVe to make you a sandwich!!!
Daniel: Id never say that
Cait: I know, but i wanna do things for you............
*Other talking*
Cait: "Why do i always pounce you? Why dont you pounce me?"
Daniel: "Because YOURE the one that needs to get out of your shell, not me"
Cait: "When will you pounce me?"
Daniel: "When youre out of your shell"
Cait: "how far out?"
daniel: "hmmm about 3 layers..."
Cait: "which ones are those???"
Daniel: 1.)... When you arent afraid to do what you want without asking
Cait: "but i dug my head into you and didnt even ask!"
Daniel: "Yup so shell 1 cracked"
Cait: "well, the other 2?"
Daniel: "2.) When you realize you deserve to be loved.... and 3.) When you have more respect for yourself"
Cait: Mmmm then you'll pounce me?
Daniel: Yeeees~
*more talking*
Daniel: Yeah i gotta get you to the point where youre not so excited to see me anymore, and youre like just MEH.
Cait: Ha! I will eventually.
Cait: you know its weird though.. because when I'm not with you i crave seeing you.. Its like.. I come in early just to see you, EVERY DAY. Should I not do that?
Daniel: Why not?
Cait: Cuz its every day.. and just for you.. It seems... i duno, a bit much maybe?
Daniel: So? If it makes you happy.
Cait: I duno, but its like, when im with you, its not as amazing as my excitedness thinks its gunna be.. I mean, dont get me wrong its AMAZING, but my estrogen tells me that its gunna be like this only with something MORE, something SIGNIFICANT happening that im not sure what it is, or if it even exists. IM not sure.
Daniel: Thats how it is with drug addicts.. The Craving is more intense than the actual doing of it.
Cait: *Epiphany* Oh... Thats me then.. This is like a drug..
Daniel: I am a drug!
Cait: You are!! its horrible..
Daniel: Thats why a lot of marriages and stuff fail because its just like.. when the drug feeling wears off they arent interested anymore.
Cait; I KNOW! I watched a show on it before. It said the high usually lasts 1-3 years after getting married and then most marriages fail cuz theyre doing it JUST FOR The high, but it says if they make it past that stage then its usually the real, deep love thats, just, you know. Real.
Cait: I feel bad telling you this, you probably think im super weird now.. or something.
Daniel: Why?
Cait: because its bad..... addiction..
Daniel: Its ok, you'll get over it *pat*
Cait: Yeah ill try.. im kinda afraid though, that what if im subconsciously only doing it for the high? I Mean.. I think im not. I Dont think i am. .becuase... I care about YOU, I want you to be happy, i want you to get away from your evil sister and i want to do things for you to MAKE you happier.. I really do care about you..
Daniel: I know.
*more talking*
Daniel: omg im such a manwhore!!
Cait: uh why?? How many other girls have you done this sort of thing with?
Daniel: *Thinking about it for a few mins* ...Making you nervous?
Cait: No, lol
Daniel: 1, but you already know who that is?
Cait: No?
Daniel: My friend Sara.
Cait: oh.
Daniel: the one that lives in california.
Cait: So she layd on you and stuff?
Daniel: well kind of~ We were more like brother and sister because of our age.. I was like 12, she was like 8.
Cait: Ah, i see.
*more talking*
Cait: Ok... Well... you gotta go now, so lets go outside so we can go faster.
Daniel: Alrighty.. *gets up* Ahhhhhh
Cait: Ack... ow..
Daniel: What? are you ok?
Cait: yeah laying on you strained my neck, lol.
Daniel: Sorry
Cait: Stop that! and omg im so hot.. i got sweat goin down my neck bigtime...
Daniel: Yeah. me too. I left a sweat stain on your wall! maybe it wont be so hot next time
Cait: Yeah, OMG i can tell everyone "I got hot and sweaty with daniel last night!" I WOULDNT BE LYING.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Daniel: hahah yeah.
*They both walk out*
Cait: *giggling*
Cory: I Duno what movie you guys were watching, but it sounds REALLY funny.. When i walked by all I heard was "OH MY GOD THEY LOOK LIKE FLYING CHICKEN NUGGETS!!!"
Cait: HAha yeah youd like it.
*Cait n Daniel go outside*
Cait: We used to have a 2 person swing over there.. I wish it was still there so we could sit on it.
Daniel: I might be a bit too big for that!
Cait: Nah, hehe
*Daniel opens his car door and throws something inside*
Daniel: Hereeeee *hugs cait from behind*
Cait: ACKK MY DADS RIGHT THERE HE CAN SEE Us
*Daniel doesnt let go*
Cait: *Flails*
Daniel: WHaaaat you dont want him to see us PDA????
Cait: welll i duno!!! Here... *Grab his shirt* lets go over here.
*They walk over by the deck*
Daniel: Ok. POUNCE! *Hugs her*
Cait: *HUgs back tight* *Rubs her head on his*
*They stay like that for a few*
Daniel: *pats head* you deserve it, dont forget that.
Cait: heh.
Daniel: Even when you do start to feel "Meh" twords me, how will this be?
Cait: ... The same. *Grin*
Daniel: Good *smiles*
*They walk to the car*
Daniel: ok well have a good night, ive gotta work tomorrow
Cait: OMg you do??? I didnt know.. crap... well. have a good night. safe drive home.. etc.
Daniel: ok, yep, you be happy ok! Have good dreams tonight.. not TOO many about me though!
Cait: Yes.. OK heres YOUR mission. Think about what you want. I wanna do something for you.. let me know! and i dont want any of this "Oh i dun want anything" Crap. Think about it!
Daniel: heh, okay.
Cait: CRAP we didnt make cupcakes... I guess ill have to make them later for lane and di. blarg.
Daniel: its ok, maybe next time.
Cait: *sigh* ok.. bye
*Walks away*
*cait walks into the house with a huge grin on her face* 12:30am.. and he was gunna leave at 11.
I should be super omega amazingly happy right now.. But i feel somewhat... relieved.. and sad.
I realize i have an addition, and i never even saw it that way.
*looks up home rehab options*
*Sets alarm for 11:00*
*Sleeps*
*Cait hears something hit her window*
Cait: Uh.. what......... *looks at clock..* 10:45...
Cait: omg i wonder... O_O *Gets up* *Looks out the window... daniel is staring up at the sky*
*Cait runs to the door*
Cait: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING HERE? Come in!
Daniel: the whole town is out of power, so i had to stay up all night so i didnt miss the alarm.. I figured well ill just come early maybe youll be up
*They go in*
Cait: ............How long have you been here?
Daniel: about an hour
Cait: omg... and you DIDNT SLEEP :/ I TOLD YOU TO SLEEP!
Daniel: Well if i did i might have missed the alarm and i wouldnt even been here.
Cait: *Sigh*
daniel: did i wake you up?
Cait: Yeah. im all bear mode.
Daniel: sorry.
Cait: stop.
*Cait goes to the pc and checks messages and trickster and whatnot*
cait: trying to wake up first.
*misc compy stuff*
Cait: I gotta get a shower.
*Cait gets shower*
*Cait comes out*
*Cory + Daniel are playing super smash bros brawl.*
*Cait is watching*
*Cait joins in*
*2 hours pass*
Cait: OK lets gooo
*We get in my car and go to shanes house*
*Shane + Lisa + me + Daniel talk for a bit*
*Cait + daniel go to the great wall*
*They eat*
*There was a hair in my soup and they gave me the wrong kind of rice.. but other than that all was good*
*We leave*
*we go home*
Cait: OMG my package came! *picks up package* OMG CORY OPENED IT! I HATE HIM! Thats 1/2 the fun of a new package!!!
*Goes in her room*
Cait: GET OUT.
Cory: Fine~ *leaves*
Daniel: Ok lets watch the movie then.. and i can brush your hair.
Cait: ok. *puts movie in*
Daniel: *Sits on floor*
Cait: No... Sit on my bed.
*Daniel sits on her bed*
Cait: ok now scoot back up against the wall, so i can sit on the bed too
*We do*
Cait: can you see ok?
Daniel: Yup
Cait: *Press play*
Daniel: *Softly brush hair*
Cait: ahh...
He pushed it so lightly i could barely feel it.. Eventually it got harder, and he brushed it multiple ways.. and at the end he even like brushed my bangs up then down insted like back and forth kind of.. He brusehd it for 77 minutes, the whole movie.. The movie was funny. It was a spoof of an old 50s movie. I almost fell over 3 times cuz it was so relaxing..
Then afterwards... he sat up against the wall and i turned around...
we talked about some stuff... Then he layd down on his side..
Then i layed down as well on my stomache next to him but not touching him or even close...
*We talk about more stuff*
Cait: *has been talking throughout the day about which people are cute, showing him people in yearbooks n stuff*
Cait: Hmm...
Cait: What kinds of girls do you think are cute?
Daniel: In general all girls are cute.. besides like the ones who are like meh, like super old or omega fat, like the 500 lb girls who are all GIVE ME MORE KFCCCCCCCCCCCCC ROARRR
Cait: hahah
Daniel: If you ever get like that im going to kick you!
Cait: Lol i wont.. ive actually been watching what im eating a bit..
Daniel: Ive noticed.. with the tea thing.
Cait: Its weird though, its like.. I weighed myself, which i havent done since 8th grade... and it was like 249.. and then like yesterday it said.. 239. Its so weird. I just replaced the battery in it...
Daniel: Its entirely possible though.
Cait: Yeah, I guess.
Daniel: But ANYWAY im not cute!
Cait: YES YOU ARE!! you are easily the most attractive guy AT walmart
Daniel No way theres plenty of other cute guys at walmart.. like apparently Mark in TLE.
Cait: you are!!!!
So 10:30.. He had to leave in 1/2 hr... It's now or never.
Cait: You are.. simply amazing... *digs head into his side*
Daniel: I was wondering when you'd do that, heh.
Cait: haha
Daniel: here put your head up!
Cait: hmm? *puts head up*
*Daniel slides his arm around her neck*
*Cait lays her head on his arm*
*Daniel wraps his arm around her head*
Cait: heheh. How'd you know I wanted to do that all night?
Daniel: You're very easy to read.
Cait: hehehehe yeah i'm embarrased... actually.. its embarrassing for me to admit things i want, you know... like i wanted to love on you so bad, but i was afraid to till this point.
Daniel: it was the fact im leaving in 1/2 hr that modivated you
Cait: Yeah.. it was like DO IT NOW OR IT WONT HAPPEN!! hahahah
Daniel: I bet you want me to stay the night sometime so you can sleep like this, huh?
Cait: Yesssssssssssssssssssssss
Cait: YOU CAN READ ME LIKE A BOOOK!!!!!!
*we talk about other stuff*
*Cait sits and mumbles happily during this other stuff time*
*Daniel pats Caits head*
Cait: I like this so much.
Daniel: You deserve it.
Cait: heh.
Daniel: Hope it made you happy
Cait: Are you KIDDING ME? Im LAYING on you.. I'm the happiest girl alive! But im somewhat worried, you know.. do YOU like this?
Daniel: Yeeeees~ If i didnt like it i wouldnt do it.
Cait: Yeah but do you WANT it?
Daniel: well its nice, you know, but its not like i desire anything... Its like, meh~ This is nice. Thats all.
Cait: Why not!!
Daniel: Dunno..
Cait: I wish i could be like that, I think.
Daniel: I just want you to be happy. You being happy makes me happy.
Cait: But i wanna do stuff for you to be happy!
Daniel: But you do! anything makes me happy!
Cait: you know what i meannn... Youre so nice
Daniel: Im not nice, im average. Theres TONS of guys out there like me, theyre just mostly taken or gay.
Cait: No! stop saying that. you're the nicest guy ever
Daniel: Theres plenty who are nicer!
Cait: NO WAY! You are -PERFECT- you are amazing.. literally.. perfect. Theres nothing more you could possibly do... to be nicer.
Daniel: I could dig you a hole or something?
Cait: Uh... Lol you know what i mean.
Daniel: well i gotta go in a minute.
Cait: Yeah... mmm...
Daniel: *Rubs Caits head*
Cait: omg........................................... that feels so amazing
Daniel: HAHAH WHAT? me massaging your scalp?
Cait: omg yesss it feeels soo good
Daniel: Hmm ok..
*Daniel continues rubbing her head*
Cait: ohhhh mai god... its so tingly.. like in my back?
Daniel: HAHAH TINGLY huh?
Cait: Yesssss
*Daniel continues*
Cait: hehehehe..
Daniel: Tingly running up and down your spine?
Cait: Yess... OMG It reminds me of SNOOP when she used to do the massage thing on my back..
Daniel: Hmm well that might be something next time, to massage your back.
Cait: omg, i duno if you could, im so ticklish.
Daniel: Hmm well lets see
Cait: UHHHH
Daniel: *puts hands on her back*
Cait: ACCCKKKkkkkk *flails*
Daniel: hahaha, or THIS! *Puts hands a bit lower*
Cait: OMGGGGGG *Flails some more*
Daniel: hahah so ticklish. Sorry
Cait: Noooooo its fine, i mean its at first it feels... like it hurts but not painfull? I duno how to describe but if you leave it there for a bit, its fine.
Daniel: Hmmm...
*Daniel gets up, and is in a kneeling position on my bed*
*Cait gets up and POUNCES him, pushing him up against the wall, into a huge hug~*
Cait: I dont want you to leaveeeeeeeeeee but i know you mustttttttttttttt..
*Hug for awhile*
*Piece of paper flies off the wall*
Cait: *looks up at him*
Daniel: Attack of the artwork!
Cait: *Still looking at him with arms around*
Cait: Indeed it is, hehehe *thinking Pfft, roberta was wrong*
*Cait puts paper up and resume hugging*
Cait: Here... i wanna try something.. Sit down
Daniel: Ok. *Sit down*
*Cait scoots up in front of him with her back to him*
Cait: here hug me from behind
Daniel: *Wraps arms around Caits neck and pulls her back so shes laying on the front of him*
Cait: Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss... i wanted to do this during the movie so baddddddd
Daniel: HAHA why didnt you?
Cait: Embarrasment..
Daniel: Stop that!!
Cait: hehehe.. *rubs his arms and holds them and stuff*
Cait: I wonder though
Daniel: Yeah?
Cait: This is the kind of thing I dream about... being held and stuff.. I actually get to experience it now. I wondered what itd be like. it was kindof like a dream i had since like 8th grade.
Daniel: thats a long time to wait
Cait: Yeah i knowww. I wonder though what I'm gunna dream about now that ive done this. I duno.. hmm..
Daniel: well hopefully something nice.
Cait: HA. Everything would be nice. Everything you can do will feel nice, I know it.
Daniel: Everything huh?
Cait: Yep.
*more talking for about an hour*
Cait: well now that im pretty content and considering something you said earlier, i guess i can tell you what i heard...
Daniel: Yes?
Cait: well they (Roberta) said...
*Slight silence*
Cait: Well I guess ill just ask you something insted... What did you tell Ron from IMS about me?
Daniel: Uh.. Ron from IMS? There is none.
Cait: THATS WHAT I THOUGHT!! But they said there was!
Daniel: well whatd they say?
Cait: They said.. that you were standing by the high 5 board... and Ron from IMS asked you why you were there, as you dont have work.. and they said "Why are you here?" and you told them "To see my girlfriend" and then we walked off together..
Daniel: Uh......... I didnt tell that to anyone..
Cait: Yeah thats what i figured.. -.o
Daniel: Its like, we're pretty close to girlfriend and boyfriend, but like, you know.
Cait: I know! i mean im doing everything i want to with you now, *pats his leg* i duno how a title would change that. Its like, whyyy do i even wanntt it.. its the estrogen instincts.. I want to belong to you.
Daniel: well i dont want to -OWN- anything. and its probably making up for your lack of affection the first 21 years of your life...
Cait: YEah i know, its just, i duno, its weird. I dont even know why i feel what i feel. I just like to feel.. you know.. loved and wanted and feel like im making.. others.. happy, you know..
Daniel: You are loved and wanted. dont forget that.
Cait: heh *rubs head againsT* *sigh*
Daniel: thats a content sigh if i ever heard one
Cait: *Not even aware she did that* heh.
*Cait gets off of him and leans on his shoulder next to him insted*
Cait: but you know, i LOVe to do things for people in general. Like id just LOVE for you to say something like "shut up and make me a sandwich!" ID LOVe to make you a sandwich!!!
Daniel: Id never say that
Cait: I know, but i wanna do things for you............
*Other talking*
Cait: "Why do i always pounce you? Why dont you pounce me?"
Daniel: "Because YOURE the one that needs to get out of your shell, not me"
Cait: "When will you pounce me?"
Daniel: "When youre out of your shell"
Cait: "how far out?"
daniel: "hmmm about 3 layers..."
Cait: "which ones are those???"
Daniel: 1.)... When you arent afraid to do what you want without asking
Cait: "but i dug my head into you and didnt even ask!"
Daniel: "Yup so shell 1 cracked"
Cait: "well, the other 2?"
Daniel: "2.) When you realize you deserve to be loved.... and 3.) When you have more respect for yourself"
Cait: Mmmm then you'll pounce me?
Daniel: Yeeees~
*more talking*
Daniel: Yeah i gotta get you to the point where youre not so excited to see me anymore, and youre like just MEH.
Cait: Ha! I will eventually.
Cait: you know its weird though.. because when I'm not with you i crave seeing you.. Its like.. I come in early just to see you, EVERY DAY. Should I not do that?
Daniel: Why not?
Cait: Cuz its every day.. and just for you.. It seems... i duno, a bit much maybe?
Daniel: So? If it makes you happy.
Cait: I duno, but its like, when im with you, its not as amazing as my excitedness thinks its gunna be.. I mean, dont get me wrong its AMAZING, but my estrogen tells me that its gunna be like this only with something MORE, something SIGNIFICANT happening that im not sure what it is, or if it even exists. IM not sure.
Daniel: Thats how it is with drug addicts.. The Craving is more intense than the actual doing of it.
Cait: *Epiphany* Oh... Thats me then.. This is like a drug..
Daniel: I am a drug!
Cait: You are!! its horrible..
Daniel: Thats why a lot of marriages and stuff fail because its just like.. when the drug feeling wears off they arent interested anymore.
Cait; I KNOW! I watched a show on it before. It said the high usually lasts 1-3 years after getting married and then most marriages fail cuz theyre doing it JUST FOR The high, but it says if they make it past that stage then its usually the real, deep love thats, just, you know. Real.
Cait: I feel bad telling you this, you probably think im super weird now.. or something.
Daniel: Why?
Cait: because its bad..... addiction..
Daniel: Its ok, you'll get over it *pat*
Cait: Yeah ill try.. im kinda afraid though, that what if im subconsciously only doing it for the high? I Mean.. I think im not. I Dont think i am. .becuase... I care about YOU, I want you to be happy, i want you to get away from your evil sister and i want to do things for you to MAKE you happier.. I really do care about you..
Daniel: I know.
*more talking*
Daniel: omg im such a manwhore!!
Cait: uh why?? How many other girls have you done this sort of thing with?
Daniel: *Thinking about it for a few mins* ...Making you nervous?
Cait: No, lol
Daniel: 1, but you already know who that is?
Cait: No?
Daniel: My friend Sara.
Cait: oh.
Daniel: the one that lives in california.
Cait: So she layd on you and stuff?
Daniel: well kind of~ We were more like brother and sister because of our age.. I was like 12, she was like 8.
Cait: Ah, i see.
*more talking*
Cait: Ok... Well... you gotta go now, so lets go outside so we can go faster.
Daniel: Alrighty.. *gets up* Ahhhhhh
Cait: Ack... ow..
Daniel: What? are you ok?
Cait: yeah laying on you strained my neck, lol.
Daniel: Sorry
Cait: Stop that! and omg im so hot.. i got sweat goin down my neck bigtime...
Daniel: Yeah. me too. I left a sweat stain on your wall! maybe it wont be so hot next time
Cait: Yeah, OMG i can tell everyone "I got hot and sweaty with daniel last night!" I WOULDNT BE LYING.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Daniel: hahah yeah.
*They both walk out*
Cait: *giggling*
Cory: I Duno what movie you guys were watching, but it sounds REALLY funny.. When i walked by all I heard was "OH MY GOD THEY LOOK LIKE FLYING CHICKEN NUGGETS!!!"
Cait: HAha yeah youd like it.
*Cait n Daniel go outside*
Cait: We used to have a 2 person swing over there.. I wish it was still there so we could sit on it.
Daniel: I might be a bit too big for that!
Cait: Nah, hehe
*Daniel opens his car door and throws something inside*
Daniel: Hereeeee *hugs cait from behind*
Cait: ACKK MY DADS RIGHT THERE HE CAN SEE Us
*Daniel doesnt let go*
Cait: *Flails*
Daniel: WHaaaat you dont want him to see us PDA????
Cait: welll i duno!!! Here... *Grab his shirt* lets go over here.
*They walk over by the deck*
Daniel: Ok. POUNCE! *Hugs her*
Cait: *HUgs back tight* *Rubs her head on his*
*They stay like that for a few*
Daniel: *pats head* you deserve it, dont forget that.
Cait: heh.
Daniel: Even when you do start to feel "Meh" twords me, how will this be?
Cait: ... The same. *Grin*
Daniel: Good *smiles*
*They walk to the car*
Daniel: ok well have a good night, ive gotta work tomorrow
Cait: OMg you do??? I didnt know.. crap... well. have a good night. safe drive home.. etc.
Daniel: ok, yep, you be happy ok! Have good dreams tonight.. not TOO many about me though!
Cait: Yes.. OK heres YOUR mission. Think about what you want. I wanna do something for you.. let me know! and i dont want any of this "Oh i dun want anything" Crap. Think about it!
Daniel: heh, okay.
Cait: CRAP we didnt make cupcakes... I guess ill have to make them later for lane and di. blarg.
Daniel: its ok, maybe next time.
Cait: *sigh* ok.. bye
*Walks away*
*cait walks into the house with a huge grin on her face* 12:30am.. and he was gunna leave at 11.
I should be super omega amazingly happy right now.. But i feel somewhat... relieved.. and sad.
I realize i have an addition, and i never even saw it that way.
*looks up home rehab options*
