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caitaroOk, so.. waiting for the Xanax to wear off in order to take new meds = worst emoness ive EVER HAD. EVER. I was up till 8am playing neopets just to distract me frombeing like "god, i am the most epic failure ofeverything and i shouldnt do anything ever again."
Feelin a tiny bit better today... but really tired... only slept a few hrs.
Bad reaction to the meds i feel cold and numb. We are goin to the hospital or somethin. Dizzy. Scared
turns out it was prolly just a bad panic attack... It took em like 1/2 hr bfeore they could see me in the FIRST PLACE... then they said "if you dont have a rash, you're fine." just go to the ER and be admitted to the psych section to be evaluated for a few days.
so im crazy.........
ive been going to a few therapists since before you met me :P... i recently went back about 2-3 months ago.... He seems to think that theres nothing wrong.
Daniel says theres nothing wrong...
I know im different and there's something different about me.. But i dont think im just simply 100% crazy.
I went to walmart tonight to buy cat food.. and we dont even have a cat. The feeling of cat food calms me down.. x_X...
<- SO WEIRD/
oh the smell is good,but I like to touch it... it just feels so.................. yes... Like.. the squishy chunks of meat floating in the gravyyy,,, I like to squish it around... lol..
I have extreme issues with textures.. I cant eat a lot of foods cuz the texture is nasty to me..
Other foods, the texture feels like OMGYESSS.. so i like them a LOT... Potatoes are like this, for ex.. and those french fry smily potatos are SOOOOO AMAZING.
other things i just like to touch.... Like velvet. ^^ andd cat food
other things i cant stand to touch... Suede is one that feels incredibly nasty to me.
I pretty much have aspergers, lol
turns out it was prolly just a bad panic attack... It took em like 1/2 hr bfeore they could see me in the FIRST PLACE... then they said "if you dont have a rash, you're fine." just go to the ER and be admitted to the psych section to be evaluated for a few days.
so im crazy.........
ive been going to a few therapists since before you met me :P... i recently went back about 2-3 months ago.... He seems to think that theres nothing wrong.
Daniel says theres nothing wrong...
I know im different and there's something different about me.. But i dont think im just simply 100% crazy.
I went to walmart tonight to buy cat food.. and we dont even have a cat. The feeling of cat food calms me down.. x_X...
<- SO WEIRD/
oh the smell is good,but I like to touch it... it just feels so.................. yes... Like.. the squishy chunks of meat floating in the gravyyy,,, I like to squish it around... lol..
I have extreme issues with textures.. I cant eat a lot of foods cuz the texture is nasty to me..
Other foods, the texture feels like OMGYESSS.. so i like them a LOT... Potatoes are like this, for ex.. and those french fry smily potatos are SOOOOO AMAZING.
other things i just like to touch.... Like velvet. ^^ andd cat food
other things i cant stand to touch... Suede is one that feels incredibly nasty to me.
I pretty much have aspergers, lol
