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Is anyone interested in going to used food store with me today?
Whyyyy is the giver not playing anywhere??? It just came out! ):
Had like the crappiest day ever... Anxiety over several things kind of took over my brain.
Lotsa tears and even an awkward hug from a stranger.
Luckily not too many customers today, so i held it together halfways decent.
The past 2 months have really took a toll on me... Its not just in my head, gained 15lbs as well. (This is pre-cake LOL. Its why i say i dont need to mess any up!)
I an hoping with all of my might that when my last class is over... 90% of all this will be done.
Sick of worrying and being embarrased. Wish theyd find some meds that just calms my mind instead of panic attack.
Just wanna move on and grow up...