damn *grumblin grumbles*
Aug. 29th, 2005 10:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitaroi took my shower and it pissed me off..
there was a spider in there
and it got soaked and i saw its little legs moving and it reminded me of mom and i realzie how much i friggin arse miss her and im all cryin now and i keep playing though storys in my head like sp00nys brother getting on to tell me he died in a car accident or something.. or shane suddenly not likeing me anymore or dad being disabled or.. ME dying... *sniff* i frriggin hate this word and how it works cuz it sucks so bad and i am SOOOOOO SOOOOO SOOO Depressed right now ;_;
there was a spider in there
and it got soaked and i saw its little legs moving and it reminded me of mom and i realzie how much i friggin arse miss her and im all cryin now and i keep playing though storys in my head like sp00nys brother getting on to tell me he died in a car accident or something.. or shane suddenly not likeing me anymore or dad being disabled or.. ME dying... *sniff* i frriggin hate this word and how it works cuz it sucks so bad and i am SOOOOOO SOOOOO SOOO Depressed right now ;_;
