Friggin GOD..

[caitaro]

Well we got my effin medicine the other day.... and i wanted to wait till the weekend to take it because if i have a seizure at school that would be bad..


but anyway..

so i woke up at 1:00 today and tried to take it... well here it is 2:00 and i JUST took it..
i filled a glass bottle with milk.. put the effin pill in and like chugged it.. well i just learned that chugging froma glass bottle isnt really possible...


so anyway after i did that.. the friggin pill is stuck.. in my throat.. and thats where it is right now as i type...

If i try to drink anything i just puke it right back up.. but that mother FUCKING pill stays there..

whoever invented pills should die becasue they suck.. and i cant take them..

yes... i have to either crush ibprofin / seroquil / abilify / whatever.. or take .. dare i say.. the childrens liquid kind..

call me a big fat pussy i dont care but i dont like having to choke myself to death each time i have a headache..


anyway..

we're going to the store in a few minutes...

I hope i have a BAD allergic reaction to them... and die..

because that is my life dream >_>

but anyway..

so if i never post again.. you know what happened..

A new antidepressent medicine killed me.

and i am now in a better place.. and much happier..




...

I wish..

most likely.. i'll have a bad allergic reaction... live... and go through a HELL of a lot of pain.. and miss school..

JUST SO i cant have my effing perfect attendance..


and more than likelly if i'm gone.. noone would care..

*still pissed from quiz bowl*

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[caitaro.livejournal.com]

I dont get to be on much anymore >_> cuz Cory is always hogging it.. so.. yeah..

and whenever i AM on.. your away....

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[saintcarvin.livejournal.com]

Just IM me anyway. It's always nice to have a messege waiting for me from a friend.