Trickster, whhhyyyyyyyy

er happy news first... or not so happy i dno

I got trickster to work on PC>.. .bt not lappy WTFG??

so im workin on it.

second
THIS DAMN UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuUUUUuuuUuUUuU button is driving me nuts



its like.. doesnt wnt to be pressed for some reason... i duno..
uuuuu

I think i fixed it just not o___o we'll see.


so upon fixing trickster i have come across an easy copy n paste specs thing for lappy..

so here it be :3



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Trickster System Infomation

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CPU : Intel(R) Celeron(R) M processor 1.50GHz

OS : Microsoft Windows XP Workstation 5.1 Service Pack 2 (Build 2600)


System Memory : 120740/515452 Kbytes

Hardisk Space : 12803 MBytes

Graphic Card : Mobile Intel(R) 915GM/GMS,910GML Express Chipset Family

Graphic Card Driver : ialmrnt5.dll ( 6.14.10.4410)

Graphic Card Memory : 123500 / 123548 Kbytes

DirectX Version : DirectX 9.0

Display Mode : 800 x 600 (60)

Sound Card : SigmaTel Audio (sthda.sys)






Yeahh only 13gb free i know.. I put a buttload of music on here.. I need to burn "the office" eps to CD.... and my .hack//sign and.. get burn some of this other music to a cd..

only its stuck in the shared folders and i cant move it o_O or delete it or anything! XP is so weirdrd.. I have admin ppowars


maybe i have to restart in safe mode or something... I duno XD

so right now im runnin windows file protectionmcheck thing.. to maybe fix it..

TIll then

*hugs .hack//sign*


er also.. typing in the dark on lappy keyboard at my smorkin 122wpm... sucks XD so many errors.


The non happy news...

My
car exploded.. i was traumatized..

I was stuck in the middle of the road and being emo and crying abou tt it XD

i got it started just enough to get it into some church parking lot...

so i walked the horridly long distance to my grandpas house


advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
augh
advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
my voiiice.
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
?
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
did you trade it for legs?
advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
not this time. D: Im not making that mistake again.
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
XD

Trickster, whhhyyyyyyyy

er happy news first... or not so happy i dno

I got trickster to work on PC>.. .bt not lappy WTFG??

so im workin on it.

second
THIS DAMN UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuUUUUuuuUuUUuU button is driving me nuts



its like.. doesnt wnt to be pressed for some reason... i duno..
uuuuu

I think i fixed it just not o___o we'll see.


so upon fixing trickster i have come across an easy copy n paste specs thing for lappy..

so here it be :3



========================================================

Trickster System Infomation

========================================================

CPU : Intel(R) Celeron(R) M processor 1.50GHz

OS : Microsoft Windows XP Workstation 5.1 Service Pack 2 (Build 2600)


System Memory : 120740/515452 Kbytes

Hardisk Space : 12803 MBytes

Graphic Card : Mobile Intel(R) 915GM/GMS,910GML Express Chipset Family

Graphic Card Driver : ialmrnt5.dll ( 6.14.10.4410)

Graphic Card Memory : 123500 / 123548 Kbytes

DirectX Version : DirectX 9.0

Display Mode : 800 x 600 (60)

Sound Card : SigmaTel Audio (sthda.sys)






Yeahh only 13gb free i know.. I put a buttload of music on here.. I need to burn "the office" eps to CD.... and my .hack//sign and.. get burn some of this other music to a cd..

only its stuck in the shared folders and i cant move it o_O or delete it or anything! XP is so weirdrd.. I have admin ppowars


maybe i have to restart in safe mode or something... I duno XD

so right now im runnin windows file protectionmcheck thing.. to maybe fix it..

TIll then

*hugs .hack//sign*


er also.. typing in the dark on lappy keyboard at my smorkin 122wpm... sucks XD so many errors.


The non happy news...

My
car exploded.. i was traumatized..

I was stuck in the middle of the road and being emo and crying abou tt it XD

i got it started just enough to get it into some church parking lot...

so i walked the horridly long distance to my grandpas house


called my house.. internet was on..

OMG i felt so bad >_< i ALMOST disconnected it when i left too..

so i called AAA...

towed me home



dad looked at it.. he is the MASTER of fixing cars and he cant do it >_____<@

so i duno.

No sk00l tomarow, thankfully..



I leave you with this quote
XD

advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
augh
advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
my voiiice.
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
?
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
did you trade it for legs?
advice-columnist.viliamu. says:
not this time. D: Im not making that mistake again.
-=~*Sir Cait *~=- says:
XD





er.. well crap my screen messed up again >_

Too hawt to handle~ ow!~

XD so i got trickster to work on pc and lappy....
...finally X_X

so then..

i was on lappy killing little bunny-poring things and then al of a sudden, BOOSH.. lappy shuts off.. and wont turn on "o_-" i say as I lift it up.. i dont think the battery was dead..

i feel the bottom..

and its smorkin hot!

it prolly just overheated o_o.

so i wait a bit..

put my freezing hand on the bottom as a heatsink XD

it felt nice :o

turned it on

and of course

"your dell exploded cuz it was too warm, blarg blarg"

so i suppose now when i play trickster i need to get lappy cooling thing, lol.


You know with my old old lappy, I NEVER had the issue of overheating.. sure the bottom got warm but....

nothing XD

come to think of it, it doesnt even have a FAN in it.

I guess that's what you need for 32mb ram XD no fan.. hahah

My asexuality post....

I recently posted this elsewhere but would like to also post it here... incase someone has anything to comment :x

Sorry if this isnt allowed, but it pertains to my sexuality..

My dad is very sexual...

He watches porn.. he rents it.. and looks it up on the internet.

Me... 100% asexual. I dont like naked bodies of any gender... I don't like porn... I don't like the idea of sex... or masterbation. It's well, gross and whatnot, in my opinion.


I guess my problem I have here is... because I AM this way, I don't see why my dad is so addicted or whatever. When I confront him about it... I say "Youve seen 1 naked lady, youve seen em all."

Because in my opinion anyway, that is true!! I've SEEN the HBO late night movies.. Ive seen the 'hardcore' stuff...


I found it incredibly boring.. repetitive.. gross.. disterbing.. and whatnot. But because I DO have an open mind I didn't just shut it off and say "blarg!"

It's good to know about everything in the world even if it is gross.

so anyway, My dad said back to me "well all your little anime you watch is the same too~"

I think it's not.. There are different people in different situations.. I watch anime because it's an escape from reality.. I can forget my poor excuse for a life and be engulfed in someone elses. (which is also why i watch some TV shows too) It takes me on an emotional rollercoaster that I am not capable of going on in my real life.... With the security that if something bad happens to a character it will not affect my life directly.


So.. I don't get porn at all... It's all the same to me..

Sure there may be different plots... and actually this one i seen had an interesting murder mystery plot but spoiled it with random sex everywhere.. But arent porn movies.. MADE... to 'satisfy the horny' or whatever? Being as I don't GET horny..... may be why I think they are stupid.. I dont know..

Does anyone else feel the same way? Anyone feel different? Why do sexual people think that way? (and im sure some asexuals like pr0n too) and why?

Thanks~~

~Cait

Soooooo....


Yeah..

I just feel kinda alone out there regarding sexuality..

I know shane is gay.. and apparently likes teh Male pr0n..

Travis is... probably straight and likes regular pr0n?

My dad does...

Cory i dont even know.....

It's just... the whole idea of secks and whatnot is SUPPOSED to be natural... SUPPOSED to be done...

yet to me it seems like it's something so unconceivable.. so.. HORRIFIC.. that it's impossible.

or maybe im crazy..

*admits self to mental home*