caitaro | [=\

Well im backdating today.. Mainly because i just woke up.... and noone's on..

Well.
Sp00ny is on but i think he's mad at me..
he CLAIMS he isnt but i think he is still..

Um.. so his dad called my dad and my dads like...

"Um.. so your going back with sp00ny afterwards?"

and im like ". . . wtf? we never even .. DISCUSSED.. that at ALL. WHATSO EVER.."

so i get on and im like...".......what is this all about?"

and so hes telling me that.. While he goes to school i can stay at his house and play video games and whatnot..

and spend time together afterwards..

Well this creates... Many problems..

a.) Shane and / or Travis wouldnt be there and that'd leave... .... .. 0 people i'm completely and udderly farmiliar with... and id have a FLIPPING PANIC ATTACK...
b.) Cory would be here ALL ALOWN!!!!!!! and we CANT HAVE THAT!!! cuz hes just a POORRR.. widdlee baaaaayyybeee... <- my dads prob not mine.
-------- actually i do kinda have a problem with him staying home.. for /THAT/ long.. Because knowing him he'd burn the house down... a long with /MY/ stuff.. ---------------- which = not good.
c.) More than likely he'd have ungodly amounts of homework... and govt club.... and then his freinds would be desperate to come over and *SEX* (not literally) and then prolly his family members aka his BROTHER or whatever would be like "OMG TIS 3AM LETS GO GET COFFEEEEE" or whatever.. So we'd have like 2 mins together...
d.) The only person im even SLIGHTLY farmiliar with... (Sp00ny duh) would be gone for the majority of the day.. Which indefinatly WOULD induce a panic attack..
e.) I cant go to school with him.. I dont even KNOW anyone.. and i'd be scared O_O and id prolly.. die..
f.) insert stuff here.

So yeah... I REALLY want to go and see him.. but now isnt the right time..........
Not during school...

School gets out End of may..... So i can go see him Juneish.. i suppoze.. but. :\

HE WAS TRYINT TO PEER PRESSURE ME INTO IT ;_; but it WONT WORK cuz im a scared little kitten and im gunna be SQUISHED by NACHOS.