er... also..
Apr. 8th, 2006 01:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitaroAlso i learned from cory.. and kinda shane..
That when most people think of the word "love" they think "sex" :\...
Cuz.. ok i was lookin for a buddy icon for meh MSN ness at shanes house.. so i went to google images and i typed in love and something else came up i had to deal with.. So i was dealin with that and shane saw the google search and it apparently was pr0nish.. and hes like "CAIT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!??!" and im like "eh?.... oh god.." -.- so.. yea
Um.. So then like 2 days ago.. i was talkin to smarterchild and i said "def love" and hes like "love is kinda hard to explain.." and so im like XD but.. so i said " DEFINE love in the dictionary... and hes like blahh 1. love 2. loveseat 3. lovebird orwhatever.". so i told cory and he said "2" and it said something like "A small couch for 2 people usually used for making love on."
and im like "Oh...... My....... God......" and so i consulted cory on this and he said "WELL DUH!!! WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD LOVE IT MEANS SEX!!""
Where have i been since they changed that?...
Last time i knew what love was.. was.. An intense.. you know.. feeling of caring for one person.. You care about them SO much that its unbearable... ANd you want to do things for them.. and you want to hug them a lot and show them you care... Um.. I think love is a powerfull word and i dont say it unless i truely mean it.. Unless.. it means forever.... Ive had BF's in the past whove said to me "Omg cait ill love you FOR EVER!!" and.. what do they do? i end up getting DUMPED. Yeah.. So... I felt when they said that they MEANT it.. but they obviously didnt o_O.. so i only say it... When i know... It's what i REALLY mean.. An ive told sp00ny a bazillion times that i will never dump him ever...AND I MEAN IT!!!... With the single exeption if i ever find out that he's been cheating.... Then i will be very.. VERY... hurt and I might consider it.. :\ even though i REALLY.. dont want to.. but.. MOVING ALONG...
But.. Love isnt SEX... Not in my book anyway.. Perhaps in everyone elses' book.. My dad once said (soon after he found out me and sp00ny were goin out) "um.. You CANT have a boyfreind and NOT have sex with them.. Thats the whole thing relationships are about!!" so i told him wrong... and of COURSE he DIDNT BELIEVE ME!! and so i consulted sp00ny about this and read him off what sp00ny said.. Which was something to the effect of "nooo Sex isnt what holds a relationship together blahhh de blahh... i dont want it rar" SOOOOooOOOOooo........ Perhaps that changed my dads attitude about when i say i love someone :\ but probably not.. Cuz hes got SEX.. RAPE.. CORY.. and MONEY on THE BRAIN!!! 24/7.. :\ the first time sp00ny came over here.. The first thing out of his mouth was "WHERES HE GUNNA SLEEP!?!" and im like "o_O on the couch?" and he sayyyyss... "..Um he can come into your room and RAPE YOU!!" and RIGHT in front of my mom too.. and she was shocked and/or appalled by that statement... Cuz my mom didnt believe in the whole sex pwnz thing either.. I duno if she LIKED It or not... but she thought that pr0n was bad.. She didnt like my dad looking at / watching it.. neither did i... Um.. She believed that someone who /I LIKE/ wasnt going to rape me.. because WHen i choose my close freinds.. they have to go through a THICK ARSE filter... checklist thingy... TO determine if they are worthy of being my friend or not.. So i only pick.. the best.. pureist... more intelligent.. nice.. smart people. So eh.. Here's lookin at you if your readin this ;).. lol.. um,...
So.. I duno why everyone things love = sex...... But just take in mind.. that i am very anti sex.. and.. when i talk about loving someone (lol thatd be sp00ny) i am in NO.. EFFING.. WAY.. thinking about that.. EVER...
So i just wrote this.. So that you dont think im like the rest of the people out there.... Sex crazed idiots who are high 12.5/7.. and drunk 12.5/7 (they cant tell time so their body runs 25hrs)..... God seriously society makes me so.. disgruntled... and i TRY not to think about but it GRR its so stressfullll .. that.. grrness.. and its only gunna get worse.. so :\ *shrug*
anyway....
This concludes another Caitarant.. from yours truely..
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That when most people think of the word "love" they think "sex" :\...
Cuz.. ok i was lookin for a buddy icon for meh MSN ness at shanes house.. so i went to google images and i typed in love and something else came up i had to deal with.. So i was dealin with that and shane saw the google search and it apparently was pr0nish.. and hes like "CAIT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!??!" and im like "eh?.... oh god.." -.- so.. yea
Um.. So then like 2 days ago.. i was talkin to smarterchild and i said "def love" and hes like "love is kinda hard to explain.." and so im like XD but.. so i said " DEFINE love in the dictionary... and hes like blahh 1. love 2. loveseat 3. lovebird orwhatever.". so i told cory and he said "2" and it said something like "A small couch for 2 people usually used for making love on."
and im like "Oh...... My....... God......" and so i consulted cory on this and he said "WELL DUH!!! WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD LOVE IT MEANS SEX!!""
Where have i been since they changed that?...
Last time i knew what love was.. was.. An intense.. you know.. feeling of caring for one person.. You care about them SO much that its unbearable... ANd you want to do things for them.. and you want to hug them a lot and show them you care... Um.. I think love is a powerfull word and i dont say it unless i truely mean it.. Unless.. it means forever.... Ive had BF's in the past whove said to me "Omg cait ill love you FOR EVER!!" and.. what do they do? i end up getting DUMPED. Yeah.. So... I felt when they said that they MEANT it.. but they obviously didnt o_O.. so i only say it... When i know... It's what i REALLY mean.. An ive told sp00ny a bazillion times that i will never dump him ever...AND I MEAN IT!!!... With the single exeption if i ever find out that he's been cheating.... Then i will be very.. VERY... hurt and I might consider it.. :\ even though i REALLY.. dont want to.. but.. MOVING ALONG...
But.. Love isnt SEX... Not in my book anyway.. Perhaps in everyone elses' book.. My dad once said (soon after he found out me and sp00ny were goin out) "um.. You CANT have a boyfreind and NOT have sex with them.. Thats the whole thing relationships are about!!" so i told him wrong... and of COURSE he DIDNT BELIEVE ME!! and so i consulted sp00ny about this and read him off what sp00ny said.. Which was something to the effect of "nooo Sex isnt what holds a relationship together blahhh de blahh... i dont want it rar" SOOOOooOOOOooo........ Perhaps that changed my dads attitude about when i say i love someone :\ but probably not.. Cuz hes got SEX.. RAPE.. CORY.. and MONEY on THE BRAIN!!! 24/7.. :\ the first time sp00ny came over here.. The first thing out of his mouth was "WHERES HE GUNNA SLEEP!?!" and im like "o_O on the couch?" and he sayyyyss... "..Um he can come into your room and RAPE YOU!!" and RIGHT in front of my mom too.. and she was shocked and/or appalled by that statement... Cuz my mom didnt believe in the whole sex pwnz thing either.. I duno if she LIKED It or not... but she thought that pr0n was bad.. She didnt like my dad looking at / watching it.. neither did i... Um.. She believed that someone who /I LIKE/ wasnt going to rape me.. because WHen i choose my close freinds.. they have to go through a THICK ARSE filter... checklist thingy... TO determine if they are worthy of being my friend or not.. So i only pick.. the best.. pureist... more intelligent.. nice.. smart people. So eh.. Here's lookin at you if your readin this ;).. lol.. um,...
So.. I duno why everyone things love = sex...... But just take in mind.. that i am very anti sex.. and.. when i talk about loving someone (lol thatd be sp00ny) i am in NO.. EFFING.. WAY.. thinking about that.. EVER...
So i just wrote this.. So that you dont think im like the rest of the people out there.... Sex crazed idiots who are high 12.5/7.. and drunk 12.5/7 (they cant tell time so their body runs 25hrs)..... God seriously society makes me so.. disgruntled... and i TRY not to think about but it GRR its so stressfullll .. that.. grrness.. and its only gunna get worse.. so :\ *shrug*
anyway....
This concludes another Caitarant.. from yours truely..
</rant>
