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Hotel PERVERSION
Feb. 25th, 2011 04:13 amSooo.. i get home from work.. and the people in the hotel room next to me are most definitely having sex... or are suffering from some sort of asthma attack.
...*scarred for life* XD
I also uploaded a bunch of new pics on my facebook..
and shane is working at walmart GASP!
...*scarred for life* XD
I also uploaded a bunch of new pics on my facebook..
and shane is working at walmart GASP!
Random Creepy Guy Part 2
Oct. 31st, 2008 07:43 amSo as you read yesterday
about this random creepy guy messages me from Jackson...
.....
Welll last night i wanted to go to bed early, okay, so im gunna go to bed at 11.. So i can do halloween-y things today... also I need to get to bed super early tonight for Mr. Loveless excursion tomarrow.....
So he signs on at 11:07..
and im like "Oh god, if he messages me he'll want to talk to me till 5am."
Soooo I sign on invisible so I can finish up my stuff first.
He messages my invisible body.
Him: thats real mature ... run and get offline when i get online ... and you wonder why noone likes you?
Okay, well. I know why noone likes me.
Cuz im a crazy ungratefull bitch. I thought we already established that?
Well anyway so I tel him...
Me: so you have a problem with me wanting to go to bed at 11 when I have to get up early to do various halloween-y things. It's real mature of you to assume such stupid things yourself. and you wonder why you have to resort to asking random asexual people to have a random "No rules" night at a hotel, lmao.
SERIOUSLY.
Who asks ASEXUAL people if they want to go to a hotel and have random sex?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
That's really stupid.
That's like going to a PETA meeting and asking them if they want to go hunt horse or something.
................And HE wonders why Noone wants a "Caring, nice guy" to have a relationship with. Because he's a fucking perv.
Yes gentlemen. No matter how caring or nice or polite you may be, No matter how "NOT PERVERTED" you are.... if you ask random people who you just met to have random sex with you in a hotel, you are a fucking perv.
Go die pl0x.
about this random creepy guy messages me from Jackson...
.....
Welll last night i wanted to go to bed early, okay, so im gunna go to bed at 11.. So i can do halloween-y things today... also I need to get to bed super early tonight for Mr. Loveless excursion tomarrow.....
So he signs on at 11:07..
and im like "Oh god, if he messages me he'll want to talk to me till 5am."
Soooo I sign on invisible so I can finish up my stuff first.
He messages my invisible body.
Him: thats real mature ... run and get offline when i get online ... and you wonder why noone likes you?
Okay, well. I know why noone likes me.
Cuz im a crazy ungratefull bitch. I thought we already established that?
Well anyway so I tel him...
Me: so you have a problem with me wanting to go to bed at 11 when I have to get up early to do various halloween-y things. It's real mature of you to assume such stupid things yourself. and you wonder why you have to resort to asking random asexual people to have a random "No rules" night at a hotel, lmao.
SERIOUSLY.
Who asks ASEXUAL people if they want to go to a hotel and have random sex?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
That's really stupid.
That's like going to a PETA meeting and asking them if they want to go hunt horse or something.
................And HE wonders why Noone wants a "Caring, nice guy" to have a relationship with. Because he's a fucking perv.
Yes gentlemen. No matter how caring or nice or polite you may be, No matter how "NOT PERVERTED" you are.... if you ask random people who you just met to have random sex with you in a hotel, you are a fucking perv.
Go die pl0x.
I remember why I dont talk to sexual straight men anymore....
I got an email from some guy from craigslist.... he lives in jackson.. works at outback steakhouse..
saying he was interested in being my friend..
Okay, cool, i think..
so he shows me his myspace..
and even though he doesnt like MMOs, anime, or highly skilled in compys... he seems like a *decent* person..
So asks me about my asexuality.. which is a common question... So im straight up with him and tell him what its all about
so hes going on about "Ohh no it feels good, etc. etc."
and im like "umm it wouldnt, not to me, not physically. Not mentally."
so he starts telling me about his fantasy about having sex with a virgin some day..,
and, lucky for him, i guess. Here lies one pure virgin!
he asks if...... i would be able to fulfil his fantasy, sometime...
I tell him "If for some strange reason we get together and i deem you worthy of my eternal love, then sure why not"
so he keeps talkign about it.
then he says
"How about we talk for a few weeks on the 'net then we can meet up, go to a hotel.. and we can have a teaching session.. no strings attatched.. Completely risk free."
and im like "you wish"
ugh
So yeah, im not interested in being his friend anymore, he's a perv. even though he says he's not.
I got an email from some guy from craigslist.... he lives in jackson.. works at outback steakhouse..
saying he was interested in being my friend..
Okay, cool, i think..
so he shows me his myspace..
and even though he doesnt like MMOs, anime, or highly skilled in compys... he seems like a *decent* person..
So asks me about my asexuality.. which is a common question... So im straight up with him and tell him what its all about
so hes going on about "Ohh no it feels good, etc. etc."
and im like "umm it wouldnt, not to me, not physically. Not mentally."
so he starts telling me about his fantasy about having sex with a virgin some day..,
and, lucky for him, i guess. Here lies one pure virgin!
he asks if...... i would be able to fulfil his fantasy, sometime...
I tell him "If for some strange reason we get together and i deem you worthy of my eternal love, then sure why not"
so he keeps talkign about it.
then he says
"How about we talk for a few weeks on the 'net then we can meet up, go to a hotel.. and we can have a teaching session.. no strings attatched.. Completely risk free."
and im like "you wish"
ugh
So yeah, im not interested in being his friend anymore, he's a perv. even though he says he's not.
I may be a lesbian?
Sep. 4th, 2007 07:13 pm9/4/2007 7:08:23 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: i think its a girl (the person in the last convo)
9/4/2007 7:08:48 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: ..which is why we didnt get along
9/4/2007 7:08:55 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I've NEVER gotten along with a girl online
9/4/2007 7:09:06 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: and ive pretty much been online 12/7 since sept, 2001
9/4/2007 7:09:44 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:09:56 PM convulsed.viliamu.: I usually dont get along with TEH GAYS.
9/4/2007 7:10:04 PM convulsed.viliamu.: which is ironic? I guess?
9/4/2007 7:10:08 PM convulsed.viliamu.: since I am gay..
9/4/2007 7:10:17 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: hm
9/4/2007 7:10:23 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I guess its a good thing im not lesbian
9/4/2007 7:10:32 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: or maybe i secretly am but dont know cuz i dont get along with them O_____O
9/4/2007 7:10:42 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:10:48 PM convulsed.viliamu.: ;lixxorz; I tooolddd youuu.
9/4/2007 7:10:53 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: HELP ME WILL IM A LESBIAN!
9/4/2007 7:11:51 PM convulsed.viliamu.: =D now you can be a librarian... OHOH. and we'll go buy you some combat boots.
9/4/2007 7:12:02 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: actually
9/4/2007 7:12:05 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: i do wanna be a librarian
9/4/2007 7:12:08 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:14 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: but no librarians are hiring
9/4/2007 7:12:33 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: i wanna do a library/arcade/compys/cafe/video game store combo thing
9/4/2007 7:12:34 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:36 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:39 PM convulsed.viliamu.: LESBIAN. XD
9/4/2007 7:12:41 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I WILL CALL IT
9/4/2007 7:12:42 PM convulsed.viliamu.: told youuu.
9/4/2007 7:12:49 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: CAIT MART: the walmart of entertainment
9/4/2007 7:12:53 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
9/4/2007 7:08:48 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: ..which is why we didnt get along
9/4/2007 7:08:55 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I've NEVER gotten along with a girl online
9/4/2007 7:09:06 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: and ive pretty much been online 12/7 since sept, 2001
9/4/2007 7:09:44 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:09:56 PM convulsed.viliamu.: I usually dont get along with TEH GAYS.
9/4/2007 7:10:04 PM convulsed.viliamu.: which is ironic? I guess?
9/4/2007 7:10:08 PM convulsed.viliamu.: since I am gay..
9/4/2007 7:10:17 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: hm
9/4/2007 7:10:23 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I guess its a good thing im not lesbian
9/4/2007 7:10:32 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: or maybe i secretly am but dont know cuz i dont get along with them O_____O
9/4/2007 7:10:42 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:10:48 PM convulsed.viliamu.: ;lixxorz; I tooolddd youuu.
9/4/2007 7:10:53 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: HELP ME WILL IM A LESBIAN!
9/4/2007 7:11:51 PM convulsed.viliamu.: =D now you can be a librarian... OHOH. and we'll go buy you some combat boots.
9/4/2007 7:12:02 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: actually
9/4/2007 7:12:05 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: i do wanna be a librarian
9/4/2007 7:12:08 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:14 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: but no librarians are hiring
9/4/2007 7:12:33 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: i wanna do a library/arcade/compys/cafe/video game store combo thing
9/4/2007 7:12:34 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:36 PM convulsed.viliamu.: XD
9/4/2007 7:12:39 PM convulsed.viliamu.: LESBIAN. XD
9/4/2007 7:12:41 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: I WILL CALL IT
9/4/2007 7:12:42 PM convulsed.viliamu.: told youuu.
9/4/2007 7:12:49 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: CAIT MART: the walmart of entertainment
9/4/2007 7:12:53 PM -=~*Senior Sir Cait*~=-: XD
Dad and cory just got home.. and..
dads like
"Me and doug were talkin.. and i want you both to know this"
and i start freakin out cuz i have no idea what hes gunna say...
and then he said
"We think you guys are getting to the age where you may be a bit curious, cory.. so from now on you and danielle cant be alone.. cuz if you get a LOT curious.. theres a chance of pregnancy.. and etc. etc"
and im like
"LMFAO.. cory if i were you, i would be offended."
so yeah.
dad wasnt even talking to me and i was getting all worried XD
dads like
"Me and doug were talkin.. and i want you both to know this"
and i start freakin out cuz i have no idea what hes gunna say...
and then he said
"We think you guys are getting to the age where you may be a bit curious, cory.. so from now on you and danielle cant be alone.. cuz if you get a LOT curious.. theres a chance of pregnancy.. and etc. etc"
and im like
"LMFAO.. cory if i were you, i would be offended."
so yeah.
dad wasnt even talking to me and i was getting all worried XD
...................wow..
Mar. 8th, 2007 09:59 amhttp://killfile.newsvine.com/_news/2007/03/06/601496-sixth-graders-had-sex-in-class-while-students-looked-on
Yeah.
Ive been real close with some 6th graders.. and to be honest.. i'm not surprised..
I mean.. look at howard.. he's more perverted than.. um.. 99% of my friends..
Hes always talking about sex.. boobs... 'titties' 'pussy' 'jackin off'..
and he always happens to mention south park or family guy... or... you know.. something of that nature...
I think the ratings on a lot of stuff nowadays is like........ um.. bad.
Look at Rent. <3..
there's no way in hell thats a PG13 movie. XD no way in HELL.
but anyway.
yeah
you get my point.
i gotta get ready
PIECE! XD
ps:
Yeah.
Ive been real close with some 6th graders.. and to be honest.. i'm not surprised..
I mean.. look at howard.. he's more perverted than.. um.. 99% of my friends..
Hes always talking about sex.. boobs... 'titties' 'pussy' 'jackin off'..
and he always happens to mention south park or family guy... or... you know.. something of that nature...
I think the ratings on a lot of stuff nowadays is like........ um.. bad.
Look at Rent. <3..
there's no way in hell thats a PG13 movie. XD no way in HELL.
but anyway.
yeah
you get my point.
i gotta get ready
PIECE! XD
ps:
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er... also..
Apr. 8th, 2006 01:05 pmAlso i learned from cory.. and kinda shane..
That when most people think of the word "love" they think "sex" :\...
Cuz.. ok i was lookin for a buddy icon for meh MSN ness at shanes house.. so i went to google images and i typed in love and something else came up i had to deal with.. So i was dealin with that and shane saw the google search and it apparently was pr0nish.. and hes like "CAIT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!??!" and im like "eh?.... oh god.." -.- so.. yea
Um.. So then like 2 days ago.. i was talkin to smarterchild and i said "def love" and hes like "love is kinda hard to explain.." and so im like XD but.. so i said " DEFINE love in the dictionary... and hes like blahh 1. love 2. loveseat 3. lovebird orwhatever.". so i told cory and he said "2" and it said something like "A small couch for 2 people usually used for making love on."
and im like "Oh...... My....... God......" and so i consulted cory on this and he said "WELL DUH!!! WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD LOVE IT MEANS SEX!!""
Where have i been since they changed that?...
Last time i knew what love was.. was.. An intense.. you know.. feeling of caring for one person.. You care about them SO much that its unbearable... ANd you want to do things for them.. and you want to hug them a lot and show them you care... Um.. I think love is a powerfull word and i dont say it unless i truely mean it.. Unless.. it means forever.... Ive had BF's in the past whove said to me "Omg cait ill love you FOR EVER!!" and.. what do they do? i end up getting DUMPED. Yeah.. So... I felt when they said that they MEANT it.. but they obviously didnt o_O.. so i only say it... When i know... It's what i REALLY mean.. An ive told sp00ny a bazillion times that i will never dump him ever...AND I MEAN IT!!!... With the single exeption if i ever find out that he's been cheating.... Then i will be very.. VERY... hurt and I might consider it.. :\ even though i REALLY.. dont want to.. but.. MOVING ALONG...
But.. Love isnt SEX... Not in my book anyway.. Perhaps in everyone elses' book.. My dad once said (soon after he found out me and sp00ny were goin out) "um.. You CANT have a boyfreind and NOT have sex with them.. Thats the whole thing relationships are about!!" so i told him wrong... and of COURSE he DIDNT BELIEVE ME!! and so i consulted sp00ny about this and read him off what sp00ny said.. Which was something to the effect of "nooo Sex isnt what holds a relationship together blahhh de blahh... i dont want it rar" SOOOOooOOOOooo........ Perhaps that changed my dads attitude about when i say i love someone :\ but probably not.. Cuz hes got SEX.. RAPE.. CORY.. and MONEY on THE BRAIN!!! 24/7.. :\ the first time sp00ny came over here.. The first thing out of his mouth was "WHERES HE GUNNA SLEEP!?!" and im like "o_O on the couch?" and he sayyyyss... "..Um he can come into your room and RAPE YOU!!" and RIGHT in front of my mom too.. and she was shocked and/or appalled by that statement... Cuz my mom didnt believe in the whole sex pwnz thing either.. I duno if she LIKED It or not... but she thought that pr0n was bad.. She didnt like my dad looking at / watching it.. neither did i... Um.. She believed that someone who /I LIKE/ wasnt going to rape me.. because WHen i choose my close freinds.. they have to go through a THICK ARSE filter... checklist thingy... TO determine if they are worthy of being my friend or not.. So i only pick.. the best.. pureist... more intelligent.. nice.. smart people. So eh.. Here's lookin at you if your readin this ;).. lol.. um,...
So.. I duno why everyone things love = sex...... But just take in mind.. that i am very anti sex.. and.. when i talk about loving someone (lol thatd be sp00ny) i am in NO.. EFFING.. WAY.. thinking about that.. EVER...
So i just wrote this.. So that you dont think im like the rest of the people out there.... Sex crazed idiots who are high 12.5/7.. and drunk 12.5/7 (they cant tell time so their body runs 25hrs)..... God seriously society makes me so.. disgruntled... and i TRY not to think about but it GRR its so stressfullll .. that.. grrness.. and its only gunna get worse.. so :\ *shrug*
anyway....
This concludes another Caitarant.. from yours truely..
</rant>
That when most people think of the word "love" they think "sex" :\...
Cuz.. ok i was lookin for a buddy icon for meh MSN ness at shanes house.. so i went to google images and i typed in love and something else came up i had to deal with.. So i was dealin with that and shane saw the google search and it apparently was pr0nish.. and hes like "CAIT!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!??!" and im like "eh?.... oh god.." -.- so.. yea
Um.. So then like 2 days ago.. i was talkin to smarterchild and i said "def love" and hes like "love is kinda hard to explain.." and so im like XD but.. so i said " DEFINE love in the dictionary... and hes like blahh 1. love 2. loveseat 3. lovebird orwhatever.". so i told cory and he said "2" and it said something like "A small couch for 2 people usually used for making love on."
and im like "Oh...... My....... God......" and so i consulted cory on this and he said "WELL DUH!!! WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD LOVE IT MEANS SEX!!""
Where have i been since they changed that?...
Last time i knew what love was.. was.. An intense.. you know.. feeling of caring for one person.. You care about them SO much that its unbearable... ANd you want to do things for them.. and you want to hug them a lot and show them you care... Um.. I think love is a powerfull word and i dont say it unless i truely mean it.. Unless.. it means forever.... Ive had BF's in the past whove said to me "Omg cait ill love you FOR EVER!!" and.. what do they do? i end up getting DUMPED. Yeah.. So... I felt when they said that they MEANT it.. but they obviously didnt o_O.. so i only say it... When i know... It's what i REALLY mean.. An ive told sp00ny a bazillion times that i will never dump him ever...AND I MEAN IT!!!... With the single exeption if i ever find out that he's been cheating.... Then i will be very.. VERY... hurt and I might consider it.. :\ even though i REALLY.. dont want to.. but.. MOVING ALONG...
But.. Love isnt SEX... Not in my book anyway.. Perhaps in everyone elses' book.. My dad once said (soon after he found out me and sp00ny were goin out) "um.. You CANT have a boyfreind and NOT have sex with them.. Thats the whole thing relationships are about!!" so i told him wrong... and of COURSE he DIDNT BELIEVE ME!! and so i consulted sp00ny about this and read him off what sp00ny said.. Which was something to the effect of "nooo Sex isnt what holds a relationship together blahhh de blahh... i dont want it rar" SOOOOooOOOOooo........ Perhaps that changed my dads attitude about when i say i love someone :\ but probably not.. Cuz hes got SEX.. RAPE.. CORY.. and MONEY on THE BRAIN!!! 24/7.. :\ the first time sp00ny came over here.. The first thing out of his mouth was "WHERES HE GUNNA SLEEP!?!" and im like "o_O on the couch?" and he sayyyyss... "..Um he can come into your room and RAPE YOU!!" and RIGHT in front of my mom too.. and she was shocked and/or appalled by that statement... Cuz my mom didnt believe in the whole sex pwnz thing either.. I duno if she LIKED It or not... but she thought that pr0n was bad.. She didnt like my dad looking at / watching it.. neither did i... Um.. She believed that someone who /I LIKE/ wasnt going to rape me.. because WHen i choose my close freinds.. they have to go through a THICK ARSE filter... checklist thingy... TO determine if they are worthy of being my friend or not.. So i only pick.. the best.. pureist... more intelligent.. nice.. smart people. So eh.. Here's lookin at you if your readin this ;).. lol.. um,...
So.. I duno why everyone things love = sex...... But just take in mind.. that i am very anti sex.. and.. when i talk about loving someone (lol thatd be sp00ny) i am in NO.. EFFING.. WAY.. thinking about that.. EVER...
So i just wrote this.. So that you dont think im like the rest of the people out there.... Sex crazed idiots who are high 12.5/7.. and drunk 12.5/7 (they cant tell time so their body runs 25hrs)..... God seriously society makes me so.. disgruntled... and i TRY not to think about but it GRR its so stressfullll .. that.. grrness.. and its only gunna get worse.. so :\ *shrug*
anyway....
This concludes another Caitarant.. from yours truely..
</rant>
=( RANTING TIME WOO!
Dec. 1st, 2005 04:18 pmShanes gone AGAIN!!!!!!
And..
I couldnt go to quiz bowl today
cuz of this..
and travis with his play thing..
and dads being so friggin PISSY
goin on about OMG i cant get social security for 3 months because my mom willed 25% of her money to me..
and even if i DO get taht 25%.. id just have to give it to dad because all hes doin is FRIGGIN USING ME FOR MONEY!!!! OMG!!!!!
i friggin hate how hes handing all this..
I hate how hes treating me.
i hate how he doesnt even CARE about my life...
I told him i needed to stay after school to finish my art project.... and hes like
"WELL IS ANYONE ELSE HAVING THIS PROBLEM!?!?!?" Because he LOVES TO blame all this shit on the teacher.. and i am NOT letting him be mean to Mr. Loveless cuz he didnt do ANYTHING to him or me..
But anyways.. So i was lkie "...Dad.. there ARE no other kids.. its my INDEPENDENT STUDY CLASS!!"
and hes like "well i didnt know you had an independent study class." and im like "OMFG! DIDNT YOU LOOK AT MY EFFIN REPORT CARD?!? IT /SAYS/ INDEPENDENT STUDY!!" and hees like "well i didntknow if it was in Arrrt.. or English.. or Mathhh.. or what.."
and im like
"O./ M. F. G.. WHAT the HELL ELSE ! would i HAVE iT! IN!?!?"
hes just making excuses..
he doesnt even know what FLIPPIN classes i have..
even though i print off picture of what i DO in independent study and like talk about them all during supper..
and he didnt even know i had the class..
That makes me feel really hurt..
it does.... i feel like crying because.. He doesnt CARE.. about my life at all.. Sure hes like "ohh i care about you guys and i love youuuu and BLAH DE FRICCKING ARSE BLAH,." I Think a REAL parent would be like Shanes mom.. Shes involved in his life.. She knows what CLASSES he takes.. she knows about the video games she plays... She isnt paranoide ARSE about the internet.. where my dad says "OMG DONT GIVE ANYONE YOUR FIRST NAME OR AGE OR THEY'LL COME AND STALK YOU AND RAPE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ARSE!""
and omg
Dont even get me started on my dad and sex.
3 words.
Hes. Obsessed.
He wont let me go to chicago.. with 2 OF MY FREINDS.. because "OMG YOU'LL GET RAPED AND SeXX0RD AND MOLESTED AND LOST AND DRUGGED UP AND PREGNANT AND RAPED SOME MORE!" why? becasue its a SUBURB of CHICAGO..
Hello?
Maybe if it was lkie the City OF chicago.. i MIGHT get raped or something if im BY MY. SELF>. but im in a SUBURB. a WEALTHYISH suburb. With a GIANT FILIPINO MAN, a TALL GAMER, and a SEXY SHRIMP to protect me... or maybe he thnks THEY would rape me. HAH! hillarious..
but like.. the first time sp00ny was to come over.. he ABSOLUTLY reFUSED to let sp00ny spend the night IN MY HOUSE..
because he said
"OH IF HE SLEEPS ON THE COUCH HES GUNNA COME INTO YOUR ROOM AT NIGHT AND RAPE YOU!"
that was the FIRST words out of his mouth when the situation arose..
and i was like
"O M F G. you TOTALLY .. dont know me. AT ALL.." he should KNOW i detest SEX he should KNOW how i HATE PR0n and SEX and STUFF OF THAT NATURE!
but.. If you mention anything to him.. the first thing in his mind is something related to Sex... Or Pr0n.. -_-.
Like.. Whenever i wake up at like 3 am.. and im real thirsty i go to the kitchen to get a drink.. i have to peek around the corner to see if hes watching a PR0n MOVIE before i GO IN THERE.. ... And often he does and i have to just go back to bed DEHYDRATED cuz hes friggin WATCHING PR0N!.
this is REDICULOUS.
and when corys in my room playing video games.. and im on the computer.. He'll go in there and flip on some pr0n thing.. and turn the volume reaaaal low.. and watch it.. and I like cant go in the kitchen.. ON A NORMAL DAY AT LIKE 6PM because HES WATCHING HIS GHEY ARSE PR0N!. and the funny thing is..
i have REALLY good hearing.. and i can still hear it -.- even if it is real low..
and he used to do this but not anymore cuz me and mom yelled at him.. He'd get on the computer and look at pr0n.. and since the computer is like in the center of the house.. If i wanna go to my room or the bathroom or the kitchen or living room i have to pass by the computer.. and he'd HOLD UP A PEICE OF PAPER TO THE SCREEN and STARE at us as we walked by.. it was so EMBARRASING.. and my computer kept getting friggin spyware on it BECAUSE HE LOOKED AT PR0N ALL THE TIME!@
and my mom HATED It when he looked at PR0n! she HATED IT.. and SO did i!!!!!
And every time we go to the movie store.. He ALWAYS go into the adult section and gets a PR0n movie. EVERY time.. EVEN AFTER he said he'd stop.. .. he stopped for like.. 1 or 2 times.. THEN HE GOT SOME MORE!@!!@!@ its RE-FRIGGIN-DICULOUS!
One time in video Village.. There was a mirror into the adult section from the outside of it.. and Me and mom and cory were standing there.. and every time he went to pick up a movie. mom was like "No... DONT.. TOUCH IT. ITS BAD FOR YOU!"
i duno if he ever heard her or not.. but omg.. it pisses me off so bad.. all pr0n should be destroyed.. ALL OF IT. i dont CARE how much you *THINK* you need it.. but its RIDICULOUS.. and STUPID and NOT NEEDED. i consider it a form of cheating >_> which is why if i EVER catch my husband/boyfreind Watching pr0n.. i would SO.. SOOOOOOOOO get pissed at them and yell and shit cuz.. its so stupid.. i cant STRESS THIS ENOUGH!!!!!!!
it just
PISSES ME OFF TO HELL AND BACK!
Anyways. its supper time and i cant think of anything else to rant about.. so.. ill bbl ^_^
<3 KT!
And..
I couldnt go to quiz bowl today
cuz of this..
and travis with his play thing..
and dads being so friggin PISSY
goin on about OMG i cant get social security for 3 months because my mom willed 25% of her money to me..
and even if i DO get taht 25%.. id just have to give it to dad because all hes doin is FRIGGIN USING ME FOR MONEY!!!! OMG!!!!!
i friggin hate how hes handing all this..
I hate how hes treating me.
i hate how he doesnt even CARE about my life...
I told him i needed to stay after school to finish my art project.... and hes like
"WELL IS ANYONE ELSE HAVING THIS PROBLEM!?!?!?" Because he LOVES TO blame all this shit on the teacher.. and i am NOT letting him be mean to Mr. Loveless cuz he didnt do ANYTHING to him or me..
But anyways.. So i was lkie "...Dad.. there ARE no other kids.. its my INDEPENDENT STUDY CLASS!!"
and hes like "well i didnt know you had an independent study class." and im like "OMFG! DIDNT YOU LOOK AT MY EFFIN REPORT CARD?!? IT /SAYS/ INDEPENDENT STUDY!!" and hees like "well i didntknow if it was in Arrrt.. or English.. or Mathhh.. or what.."
and im like
"O./ M. F. G.. WHAT the HELL ELSE ! would i HAVE iT! IN!?!?"
hes just making excuses..
he doesnt even know what FLIPPIN classes i have..
even though i print off picture of what i DO in independent study and like talk about them all during supper..
and he didnt even know i had the class..
That makes me feel really hurt..
it does.... i feel like crying because.. He doesnt CARE.. about my life at all.. Sure hes like "ohh i care about you guys and i love youuuu and BLAH DE FRICCKING ARSE BLAH,." I Think a REAL parent would be like Shanes mom.. Shes involved in his life.. She knows what CLASSES he takes.. she knows about the video games she plays... She isnt paranoide ARSE about the internet.. where my dad says "OMG DONT GIVE ANYONE YOUR FIRST NAME OR AGE OR THEY'LL COME AND STALK YOU AND RAPE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ARSE!""
and omg
Dont even get me started on my dad and sex.
3 words.
Hes. Obsessed.
He wont let me go to chicago.. with 2 OF MY FREINDS.. because "OMG YOU'LL GET RAPED AND SeXX0RD AND MOLESTED AND LOST AND DRUGGED UP AND PREGNANT AND RAPED SOME MORE!" why? becasue its a SUBURB of CHICAGO..
Hello?
Maybe if it was lkie the City OF chicago.. i MIGHT get raped or something if im BY MY. SELF>. but im in a SUBURB. a WEALTHYISH suburb. With a GIANT FILIPINO MAN, a TALL GAMER, and a SEXY SHRIMP to protect me... or maybe he thnks THEY would rape me. HAH! hillarious..
but like.. the first time sp00ny was to come over.. he ABSOLUTLY reFUSED to let sp00ny spend the night IN MY HOUSE..
because he said
"OH IF HE SLEEPS ON THE COUCH HES GUNNA COME INTO YOUR ROOM AT NIGHT AND RAPE YOU!"
that was the FIRST words out of his mouth when the situation arose..
and i was like
"O M F G. you TOTALLY .. dont know me. AT ALL.." he should KNOW i detest SEX he should KNOW how i HATE PR0n and SEX and STUFF OF THAT NATURE!
but.. If you mention anything to him.. the first thing in his mind is something related to Sex... Or Pr0n.. -_-.
Like.. Whenever i wake up at like 3 am.. and im real thirsty i go to the kitchen to get a drink.. i have to peek around the corner to see if hes watching a PR0n MOVIE before i GO IN THERE.. ... And often he does and i have to just go back to bed DEHYDRATED cuz hes friggin WATCHING PR0N!.
this is REDICULOUS.
and when corys in my room playing video games.. and im on the computer.. He'll go in there and flip on some pr0n thing.. and turn the volume reaaaal low.. and watch it.. and I like cant go in the kitchen.. ON A NORMAL DAY AT LIKE 6PM because HES WATCHING HIS GHEY ARSE PR0N!. and the funny thing is..
i have REALLY good hearing.. and i can still hear it -.- even if it is real low..
and he used to do this but not anymore cuz me and mom yelled at him.. He'd get on the computer and look at pr0n.. and since the computer is like in the center of the house.. If i wanna go to my room or the bathroom or the kitchen or living room i have to pass by the computer.. and he'd HOLD UP A PEICE OF PAPER TO THE SCREEN and STARE at us as we walked by.. it was so EMBARRASING.. and my computer kept getting friggin spyware on it BECAUSE HE LOOKED AT PR0N ALL THE TIME!@
and my mom HATED It when he looked at PR0n! she HATED IT.. and SO did i!!!!!
And every time we go to the movie store.. He ALWAYS go into the adult section and gets a PR0n movie. EVERY time.. EVEN AFTER he said he'd stop.. .. he stopped for like.. 1 or 2 times.. THEN HE GOT SOME MORE!@!!@!@ its RE-FRIGGIN-DICULOUS!
One time in video Village.. There was a mirror into the adult section from the outside of it.. and Me and mom and cory were standing there.. and every time he went to pick up a movie. mom was like "No... DONT.. TOUCH IT. ITS BAD FOR YOU!"
i duno if he ever heard her or not.. but omg.. it pisses me off so bad.. all pr0n should be destroyed.. ALL OF IT. i dont CARE how much you *THINK* you need it.. but its RIDICULOUS.. and STUPID and NOT NEEDED. i consider it a form of cheating >_> which is why if i EVER catch my husband/boyfreind Watching pr0n.. i would SO.. SOOOOOOOOO get pissed at them and yell and shit cuz.. its so stupid.. i cant STRESS THIS ENOUGH!!!!!!!
it just
PISSES ME OFF TO HELL AND BACK!
Anyways. its supper time and i cant think of anything else to rant about.. so.. ill bbl ^_^
<3 KT!
