caitaro | relieved and... unrelieved..

so.. i cried for like.. 2 hours and i was in my room.. thinking about how emotionally abused i am...

and dad came in and hes like "well maybe we could rent larry's auto shop and have something there and we can get some sandwich meat and.."

and i interrupt him. "i told you id ont want anything.. like even remotely. fancy."

so we go on.. and eventually we wandered to the kitchen and i told him... That this is MY Graduation party NOT HIS. Like on HIS birthday he could do what HE wanted. so i do what I WANT on MY graduation. so he eventually gave in... and we ended up talking about other stuff..

and i finally.. remembered some of the things that ive wanted to tell him over the years.. and i was telling him.. and hes like "30 FREE SHRIMP." and i kept telling him stuff and hes like "30 FREE SHRIMP." "30 FREE SHRIMP." "30 FREE SHRIMP." "30 FREE SHRIMP." "30 FREE SHRIMP." "30 FREE SHRIMP.".. i told him i didnt care about the 30 free shrimp.. and he wasnt even listening to anything i said..

arg...

so i got my pictures.. and they're ok..i guess...

sp00ny hasnt been on today... which kind of scares me..

I really.. really hope he isnt planning on dumping me that would completely ruin my life altogether....

Random guy: but it would make other things sooo much easier.

me: yeah right..
@_@...

so now.. im gunna finish lookin at pics at spotted... and take a shower and fill out mr. application and go to bed. :\

byyy the way the picture is at:
http://spotted.hillsdale.net/pages/photo_page.php?mm=740177&gallery=115620

and i look PREGNANT and that im having a STROKE.

id let you all know i am NOT PREGNANT...

but i may have well been having a stroke...