jebusss

[caitaro]

it seems.. everything is wronggg...
im getting really shy..
its hard to talk to alex..
its very hard to talk to danny..
i keep thinking he doesnt like me..

Oxy said that he'd go out with me.. if i broke up with alex...

theres been alot of people who've said i should break up with him lately...
Jace said he doesnt like me.. he says he just likes me as a freind.

although ive wanted to go out with oxy so bad.. i dont know if i want to.....
hes old and wise.. and i look up to him.. hes kinda like the dad i never had..
i love him so much as a freind but i dunno..

i dunno what to think anymore...

alex has been ignoring me all day... then again.. oxy has been ignoring me too..
danny wants me to quit crying on byond but i wont.. cuz im sad cuz of all of this..........
*sigh*

i wish i didnt have to make such desisions...



...err... dont get ideas i wanna break up with alex though.. cuz i dont.