Why me?

[caitaro]

Why me. The traditional 'im depressed' phrase.

why do i bother?
i dont know..

Theres been oodles and oodles of people talking to me about alex..

They say that ..

he's not #1 in my life..

they say that...
i dont really love him..

cuz i talk about danny and stuff..

AND.
I TELL HIM.
i love him more then anything.
He is #1 in my life..

theres noone id rather be with then him....
noone ever..
and he doesnt believe me..

and he got grounded
for his gay sisters
again.

I could- of had 3 good days in a row
BUT NO.
i cant.
WHY.
DO.
I.
BOTHER.

This is the kind of stuff that makes me go suicidal..

omfg..

plz..
kill me now.