GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[caitaro]

HIMMM
AND HIS DBZNESSS

AND ARGG..
*BURNS MASTERDAN*
*STABS MASTERDANN**
*DEATH TO MASTERDANN***

i stayed HOME today
because
school BLOWS>
but home BLOWS too..
and i had FUCKED up WEIRD AS DREAMS last night

tha DISTERBED ME GREATLY>

and im STILL DISTERBED>...


and GRAHHHHHHH(ERUQW#()*UR(AWIDUas90

*STABS PPL*




Alex 92487 (9:47:03 PM): I figured out why I cant kill myself
JaceSoro (9:47:08 PM): y?
Alex 92487 (9:47:16 PM): God wont let me, its the easy way out. He wants me to suffer
Alex 92487 (9:47:25 PM): so I'll live a longggg. miserable life

he..
is..
such

a human
*Cries8****


Alex 92487 (9:37:41 PM): Cait 92487 (6:30:51 PM): get him to talk >_>
Torobiusu (9:37:46 PM): ?.
Alex 92487 (9:37:57 PM): why do you want to talk to me?
Torobiusu (9:38:09 PM): because.
Torobiusu (9:38:22 PM): thats all i do every day. thats the only reason im ever ON>
Alex 92487 (9:39:07 PM): soultion: find something else to do when I'm not talking, instead of relying me to entertain you for two hours straight
Alex 92487 (9:39:14 PM): *solution
Torobiusu (9:39:18 PM): hey
Torobiusu (9:39:23 PM): if you dont watn to talk
Torobiusu (9:39:24 PM): ill leave.
Torobiusu (9:39:25 PM): if you do
Torobiusu (9:39:28 PM): ill stay./
Torobiusu (9:39:29 PM): its your choice
Alex 92487 (9:40:09 PM):
Alex 92487 (9:40:39 PM): Cait
Alex 92487 (9:40:56 PM): Why do you keep me?
Torobiusu (9:41:09 PM): 0.o
Torobiusu (9:41:14 PM): because i love you
Torobiusu (9:41:19 PM): do you not want me to keep you?.
Alex 92487 (9:41:43 PM): Of course I want you to keep me
Alex 92487 (9:42:14 PM): I'm paranoid or something about you
Torobiusu (9:42:22 PM): 0.o huh
Alex 92487 (9:42:27 PM): Like...
Alex 92487 (9:42:35 PM): If you dont like me anymore> Why keep me>
Alex 92487 (9:42:39 PM): *? *?
Torobiusu (9:43:09 PM): i never said..
Torobiusu (9:43:12 PM): i dont like you
Torobiusu (9:43:15 PM): because i do like you
Torobiusu (9:43:21 PM): i just dont like the way you treat me sometimes.
Torobiusu (9:43:29 PM): and ive said it befoer and ill say it again
Alex 92487 (9:43:45 PM): So...
Torobiusu (9:43:45 PM): i will always keep you.. because there is noone else for me!.. because i love you.. forever and ever
Torobiusu (9:44:47 PM): so what?..
Alex 92487 (9:45:14 PM): Sometimes I find that hard to believe, I mean. You get upset when I play a god damn game..whats with that? I'll just find someother thing to do or "ignore you"
Torobiusu (9:45:24 PM): dude
Torobiusu (9:45:29 PM): you play that game every day. all day
Alex 92487 (9:45:37 PM): so what? I like it
Torobiusu (9:45:38 PM): heck you even cheat on it all night long.
Torobiusu (9:45:41 PM): Yea
Torobiusu (9:45:45 PM): well i like talking to you.
Alex 92487 (9:46:04 PM): uh huh..
Torobiusu (9:46:31 PM): i doo!!! <=(
Torobiusu (9:48:40 PM): I know.. i always say ... i just want for you to be happy.. all i want is for you to be happy... and its true.. but.. sometimes it just gets to me.. like.. you dont even care what i do.. or how i feel.. and im sorry.... we both just need to think about this..
Alex 92487 (9:49:39 PM): Why should I care what you do?
Alex 92487 (9:49:49 PM): I wish you DIDN'T care what I did
Torobiusu (9:50:07 PM): well
Torobiusu (9:50:09 PM): i think you should care.
Torobiusu (9:50:12 PM): if i ditched you for jace!
Alex 92487 (9:50:14 PM): why?
Alex 92487 (9:50:17 PM): oh
Torobiusu (9:50:20 PM): i think you should care.
Torobiusu (9:50:22 PM): that i kept you
Alex 92487 (9:50:26 PM): well yeah, but thats irrelevant
Torobiusu (9:50:52 PM): the main thing is.. you should care about me enough to at least.. not make me wanna ditch you.. (which.. i dont want to.. but meh.....)
Alex 92487 (9:51:22 PM): but meh..... @_<
Alex 92487 (9:51:29 PM): I hate that!
Alex 92487 (9:51:33 PM): ...
Torobiusu (9:51:34 PM): o_O
Torobiusu (9:51:35 PM): what?.
Alex 92487 (9:51:52 PM): Torobiusu (9:49:56 PM): the main thing is.. you should care about me enough to at least.. not make me wanna ditch you.. (which.. i dont want to.. but meh.....)<--very stupid
Torobiusu (9:52:00 PM): *sigh*
Torobiusu (9:52:05 PM): i suppose you just dont understnad.
Alex 92487 (9:52:22 PM): either you're crazy or I'm an idiot. I'm going for both
Torobiusu (9:52:50 PM): eh. im crazy.. you can be an idiot at times o_- but not all the time.
Torobiusu (9:53:18 PM): im just fuckign crazy all the time and should be shot >_-
Alex 92487 (9:53:33 PM): ....
Alex 92487 (9:54:03 PM): You want me happy?
Torobiusu (9:54:11 PM): Yess.....
Alex 92487 (9:54:15 PM): Then let me play DBZ!
Alex 92487 (9:54:19 PM): >_@
Torobiusu (9:54:21 PM): but then
Torobiusu (9:54:25 PM): /I/ am not happyy..
Torobiusu (9:54:27 PM): and then..
Torobiusu (9:54:33 PM): but you talking to me.. makes you not happy
Torobiusu (9:54:42 PM): so i should just like leave for like ever and youd be happy?!
Alex 92487 (9:54:42 PM): Not lately
Alex 92487 (9:54:48 PM): NO!
Alex 92487 (9:54:56 PM): B/c thats what I'm gonna do!
Alex 92487 (9:54:57 PM): not you
Alex 92487 (9:54:59 PM): ME!
Torobiusu (9:55:02 PM): O_O;
Torobiusu (9:55:06 PM): noooo.. you dont leave...
Alex 92487 (9:55:10 PM): Pfffh
Torobiusu (9:55:33 PM): alexy dont <=\
Alex 92487 (9:55:48 PM): Hmmm..almost 10
Torobiusu (9:56:27 PM): Yeeaa...
Torobiusu (9:56:28 PM): sooo..
Torobiusu (9:56:30 PM): i guess.
Alex 92487 (9:56:30 PM): Alex 92487 (9:47:03 PM): I figured out why I cant kill myself
JaceSoro (9:47:08 PM): y?
Alex 92487 (9:47:16 PM): God wont let me, its the easy way out. He wants me to suffer
Alex 92487 (9:47:25 PM): so I'll live a longggg. miserable life
Torobiusu (9:56:37 PM): O_O;
Torobiusu (9:56:38 PM): ALEX.
Torobiusu (9:56:42 PM): no you WONT.
Alex 92487 (9:56:42 PM): Oy
Alex 92487 (9:56:44 PM): what?
Torobiusu (9:56:48 PM): you will liev a miserable life for 2 more YAERS.
Alex 92487 (9:56:49 PM): wont kill myself?
Torobiusu (9:56:54 PM): then everything will be ok <=\
Alex 92487 (9:57:02 PM): ...or will I?
Torobiusu (9:57:07 PM): it will..
Torobiusu (9:57:16 PM): as long as we are still together it will <=\
Torobiusu (9:57:24 PM): i promise..
Torobiusu (9:57:36 PM): you arnt the only one suffering here.
Torobiusu (9:57:39 PM): if you wanna play dbz.
Torobiusu (9:57:42 PM): fine ill let you
Torobiusu (9:57:47 PM): but then i wont behappy and i guess thats ok o_-
Alex 92487 (9:57:54 PM): Tis' another pot hole in the road of life, the stop signs are close
Torobiusu (9:58:05 PM): ..wha?..
Alex 92487 (9:58:07 PM): will I make it through them?
Alex 92487 (9:58:09 PM): Perhaps
Alex 92487 (9:58:12 PM): Most likely
Torobiusu (9:58:14 PM): alex wtf r u talkin about
Alex 92487 (9:58:26 PM): ...o.o..I dunno
Torobiusu (9:58:44 PM): *hugs* im sorry..
Torobiusu (9:58:45 PM): just..
Torobiusu (9:58:58 PM): when you get on from now on just tell me what you want me to do and ill do it.. i just dont like to be left hangin..
Alex 92487 (9:59:25 PM): *uninstalls byond* ;_; I'll miss it
Torobiusu (9:59:35 PM): O_O
Torobiusu (9:59:36 PM): alex
Torobiusu (9:59:36 PM): dont
Torobiusu (9:59:38 PM): PLAY
Alex 92487 (9:59:39 PM): jk, I'd never do that
Torobiusu (9:59:40 PM): your damn dbz.
Alex 92487 (9:59:43 PM): o.O
Alex 92487 (9:59:45 PM): >_<
Torobiusu (9:59:51 PM): as long as your happy.
Alex 92487 (9:59:52 PM): You were just kissing up
Torobiusu (9:59:53 PM): Ill be ok.
Torobiusu (9:59:58 PM): no im not >=(
Alex 92487 (10:00:02 PM): >_>
Torobiusu (10:00:04 PM): all i want is for you to be happ
Torobiusu (10:00:08 PM): and w/o dbz u wont be happy.
Alex 92487 (10:01:04 PM): welp'
Torobiusu (10:01:11 PM): ?
Alex 92487 (10:01:13 PM): Bye Cait
Alex 92487 (10:01:16 PM): I have to go
Torobiusu (10:01:16 PM): alex..
Torobiusu (10:01:18 PM): just..
Alex 92487 (10:01:19 PM): hm?
Torobiusu (10:01:19 PM): gah
Torobiusu (10:01:22 PM): think about it and PM ok
Torobiusu (10:01:28 PM): tell me what you want.
Torobiusu (10:01:29 PM): and ill do it.
Torobiusu (10:01:31 PM): i promise.
Alex 92487 (10:01:35 PM): o.< I dont want anything
Torobiusu (10:01:40 PM): yea.
Torobiusu (10:01:43 PM): you want like dbz
Alex 92487 (10:01:45 PM): I must go
Torobiusu (10:01:46 PM): so like.. yea.
Alex 92487 (10:01:48 PM): Bye
Torobiusu (10:01:52 PM): <=\ dont leave or hurt youself..
Torobiusu (10:01:54 PM): *hugs* cya..
Alex 92487 signed off at 10:01:57 PM.



OMG
OMG
he
;_;
;-;;;

WHY DOES HE DO THIS
i think he does it.
DELIBERATLY>
to make me sad or something

i tell him
to tell me
what he wants
and he refuses.

goddd...


i friggingg....


HATE LIFE.

*dies*

...i wish ;-;