Today = hecktik
Mar. 5th, 2007 11:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitaroI feel like shit.
And that's an understatement.
It seems every time i fall asleep in the middle of the day i wake up.. everyone goes to bed.. and i get super depressed..
So last night.. i got to bed about 4:30ish.. woke up at 6:45 to take cory to bus.. Then i stayed up till about.. 11ish.. um.. reading those end of the world scenario things..
then i suddenly felt super tired...
and i went to sleep on the love seat..
Woke up at about 2:00.. played pokemon master trainer with cory... surfed the internet a bit.. then i put hitchhikers guide to the galaxy on my movie player.. went in my room. watched an hour of it.. and i declared myself too tired to go on.. and fell asleep.. with it playin lol.. i woke up after it ended for the 2nd time (it repeats itself) at about 10:20...
talked to cory and dad a little bit.. then they went to bed.. then i watched mystery diagnoses.. medical incredible.. those kind of shows... then i watched like 10 mins of animal cops.. and realized how much my dad sucks.. (for various reasons) watched the weather channel... got some chef boy r De.. and now here i am.
and i feel like not existing anymore..
Tomarrow after i get my shower im going to go outside.. if i remember :.... and do.. something.. I dont know.. i need out of this house.. or i am going to go scitzo on myself..
It sucks ASS that this is spring break for me.. because i need out more than ever.. and i have nowhere to go...
I was looking forward to going to see marianne this month.. because i need to discuss all this crap.. and it gets cancelled. Why? cuz my dads insurance only approves for 8 visits a year... and we got a letter today saying they are approveing 0 visits a year.. Ive already went 3 times this year.. and if they arent gunna pay for it.. it will cost us about 400$ Money we dont have.
also.. here's this cool... thing..
if youve ever wondered about some weird things i think about..
http://www.exitmundi.nl/Dreamsend.htm
right there baby. That is. amazing.. ive never seen the matrix but i think i should..... sometime..
anyway.. after backdating all my journal entries... dad got up at 2.. and hes goin to bed right now..
and i feel...
so much better than when i started this... oh man..
gettin everything off meh chest can do wonders...
also forgot to backdate this but ill put it here.. - i finished my dragon puzzle.. holy crap on a stick that was hard... lots of teh pieces are almost IDENTICLE.. but yeah its done..
also i beat Zelda 2 (for nes) and Final Fantasy 3 for NES...
both had.. remotely ... not very awesome endings.. lol..
BUT IN FF3
*SPOILERZ*
DESH DIDNT DIE!!!!!!!!!!! i was.. enthralled XD because that game was all about.. like MILLIONS of 'friends' you pick up.. and they all like.. die except.. a few XP
*END SPOILERZ*
^_~
and im starting to do a rendition of my dragon puzzle in Paintbrush..
Here's basically what i have colored so far:
or http://aycu10.webshots.com/image/12809/2004950976293281001_rs.jpg
but yeah i think thats mad cool for paintbrush :D!
And that's an understatement.
It seems every time i fall asleep in the middle of the day i wake up.. everyone goes to bed.. and i get super depressed..
So last night.. i got to bed about 4:30ish.. woke up at 6:45 to take cory to bus.. Then i stayed up till about.. 11ish.. um.. reading those end of the world scenario things..
then i suddenly felt super tired...
and i went to sleep on the love seat..
Woke up at about 2:00.. played pokemon master trainer with cory... surfed the internet a bit.. then i put hitchhikers guide to the galaxy on my movie player.. went in my room. watched an hour of it.. and i declared myself too tired to go on.. and fell asleep.. with it playin lol.. i woke up after it ended for the 2nd time (it repeats itself) at about 10:20...
talked to cory and dad a little bit.. then they went to bed.. then i watched mystery diagnoses.. medical incredible.. those kind of shows... then i watched like 10 mins of animal cops.. and realized how much my dad sucks.. (for various reasons) watched the weather channel... got some chef boy r De.. and now here i am.
and i feel like not existing anymore..
Tomarrow after i get my shower im going to go outside.. if i remember :.... and do.. something.. I dont know.. i need out of this house.. or i am going to go scitzo on myself..
It sucks ASS that this is spring break for me.. because i need out more than ever.. and i have nowhere to go...
I was looking forward to going to see marianne this month.. because i need to discuss all this crap.. and it gets cancelled. Why? cuz my dads insurance only approves for 8 visits a year... and we got a letter today saying they are approveing 0 visits a year.. Ive already went 3 times this year.. and if they arent gunna pay for it.. it will cost us about 400$ Money we dont have.
also.. here's this cool... thing..
if youve ever wondered about some weird things i think about..
http://www.exitmundi.nl/Dreamsend.htm
right there baby. That is. amazing.. ive never seen the matrix but i think i should..... sometime..
anyway.. after backdating all my journal entries... dad got up at 2.. and hes goin to bed right now..
and i feel...
so much better than when i started this... oh man..
gettin everything off meh chest can do wonders...
also forgot to backdate this but ill put it here.. - i finished my dragon puzzle.. holy crap on a stick that was hard... lots of teh pieces are almost IDENTICLE.. but yeah its done..
also i beat Zelda 2 (for nes) and Final Fantasy 3 for NES...
both had.. remotely ... not very awesome endings.. lol..
BUT IN FF3
*SPOILERZ*
DESH DIDNT DIE!!!!!!!!!!! i was.. enthralled XD because that game was all about.. like MILLIONS of 'friends' you pick up.. and they all like.. die except.. a few XP
*END SPOILERZ*
^_~
and im starting to do a rendition of my dragon puzzle in Paintbrush..
Here's basically what i have colored so far:
or http://aycu10.webshots.com/image/12809/2004950976293281001_rs.jpg
but yeah i think thats mad cool for paintbrush :D!
