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caitaroI REALLLLLLYYY realllly think Snoop is dead..
I went to sleep at midnight last night... (for the first time all year)
woke up at 3.. COMPLETELY randomly... i didnt check on Snoop.
got something to drink....
went back to sleep..
sorta woke up at 6 this morning.. it was storming pretty bad.
Then at 9:30, this toy cory has started making noises.. so i went and kicked the box it was in and it quit
it's still raining a bit.. i went to the bathroom.. came out here.. opened the laundry room..
and i said "...Snoop?" and.. no reply.. she didnt look at me.. she didnt move.. she just.. was laying on the floor.. [she could very well just be sleeping o.o.. but i HIGHLY doubt it.. ]
Because I am a pile of emotional chicken shyt, I didnt go in to check.. so.. surprisingly enough I'm not bawling right now..
my eyes are a wet.. but.. for the most part i am shocked.. and i feel really sick.. :(
Ill have to wait till dad gets home and tell him.. and he'll take care of her..
Im just glad.. i spent a lot of last night with her.. (how could i not?) I set out a towel here by the computer.. she layed on it.. and i pet her.. and she purred.. here's the recording again... for archival purposes.. http://cait.netdojo.com/compression.wav and.. she tried hopping up in my lap but she couldnt so i put the towel in my lap and picked her up.. and she sat in my lap and purred like mad.. Eventually she hopped down and went back into the laundry room.. I set the big box of boxes in front of the laundry room... so that the door wasnt shut and got humid or anything.. she escaped right after supper time... and cory was flipping out and he picked her up by her scruff and like threw her back in there and i screamed at him... he didnt care obviously "I DONT CARE I /HOPE/ SHE DIES" at some point during the night... like at 11.. she escaped.. because i went to check on her.. and she wasnt THERE.. and noone knew WHERE she was... so we were looking.. she was laying in the bottom thing of my bookshelf... just laying there.. so i got a towel and picked her up and held her.. knowing that was probably the last time i was going to hold her.. lol yeah im bawling now >_> cant help it... but i held her and she purred.. and omg ;-;.. so i brang her into the laundry room and set her down.. and layed the towel out so she could lay on it if she wanted to..
back when she wasnt confined to the laundry room, sometime's she'd randomly lay in that shelf on my bookshelf.. for no reason.. and she'd just lay there for days.. maybe that's where she wanted to die.. i dont know.. I really wanted to be there when she died.. i didnt want her to feel alone and unloved..
I'd neglected loving her a lot since January... I neeeeded to get less attatched to her.. so i wouldnt go completely psycho when she DID die.. we took her to the vet.. nothing he could do.. said she wouldnt live another year.. I didnt believe him.. I left the vets office crying like mad and.. embarrased because there was other people there with their pets..
He does have a sign in his office saying "no whining" i dont think crying constitutes as whining but........ I felt really bad doing it.. and.. ugh.. i hate going there because i always leave crying and feeling horrible... I cant control crying.. It's the only emotion i do not have control over AT ALL and it frustrates me.. but.. what can i do?
..heh i calmed myself by reading idiots trying to legalize marijuana.. http://hs.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=2318966938&topic=2456 stupid people.. HHAHAHHAHAAH.. stupid..
...I spoze... now i can get a kitten... If any of you knows where to get one >_>... I want one that's just barely weaned.. so hes still really tiny and.. shorthair.. and.. umm.. One that has been molested by children for practicly every day of their lives.. preferably before his eyes start turning colors.
here ill find pix.. of like.. ones that.. i'd be potentially interested in..
the orange one.. as travis would say.. "HAHAH OMG THEY ARE SPOONING!"
either.. aww.. orange..
the one on the left.. the himilayan.. OMG I <3 Himis.
either.. Awww it's almost drooly-like..
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this one i dont want but.. LOOK ITS ALMOST TSAPHIEL!
it looks so much like baby travvy ;_;
awww
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
this ones too old.. but.. AWWWWWwwwwww
OMG.. this one is so cute XD
aww hugtackle ;-; if i had a significant other i would show this to them.
aww.. hes so tiny
HIMI ON LAPPY! what more could I want? XD
aww.. if i had this cat i would name him Mr. Stripey.
box ;-;
omg this one.. looks sort of human.. it's really freaking me out o_O;;
oh wow http://kittenwar.com/kittens/losers/ those are kinda scary XD
so yes.. these are several colors of kitten that i would like >_>
I went to sleep at midnight last night... (for the first time all year)
woke up at 3.. COMPLETELY randomly... i didnt check on Snoop.
got something to drink....
went back to sleep..
sorta woke up at 6 this morning.. it was storming pretty bad.
Then at 9:30, this toy cory has started making noises.. so i went and kicked the box it was in and it quit
it's still raining a bit.. i went to the bathroom.. came out here.. opened the laundry room..
and i said "...Snoop?" and.. no reply.. she didnt look at me.. she didnt move.. she just.. was laying on the floor.. [she could very well just be sleeping o.o.. but i HIGHLY doubt it.. ]
Because I am a pile of emotional chicken shyt, I didnt go in to check.. so.. surprisingly enough I'm not bawling right now..
my eyes are a wet.. but.. for the most part i am shocked.. and i feel really sick.. :(
Ill have to wait till dad gets home and tell him.. and he'll take care of her..
Im just glad.. i spent a lot of last night with her.. (how could i not?) I set out a towel here by the computer.. she layed on it.. and i pet her.. and she purred.. here's the recording again... for archival purposes.. http://cait.netdojo.com/compression.wav and.. she tried hopping up in my lap but she couldnt so i put the towel in my lap and picked her up.. and she sat in my lap and purred like mad.. Eventually she hopped down and went back into the laundry room.. I set the big box of boxes in front of the laundry room... so that the door wasnt shut and got humid or anything.. she escaped right after supper time... and cory was flipping out and he picked her up by her scruff and like threw her back in there and i screamed at him... he didnt care obviously "I DONT CARE I /HOPE/ SHE DIES" at some point during the night... like at 11.. she escaped.. because i went to check on her.. and she wasnt THERE.. and noone knew WHERE she was... so we were looking.. she was laying in the bottom thing of my bookshelf... just laying there.. so i got a towel and picked her up and held her.. knowing that was probably the last time i was going to hold her.. lol yeah im bawling now >_> cant help it... but i held her and she purred.. and omg ;-;.. so i brang her into the laundry room and set her down.. and layed the towel out so she could lay on it if she wanted to..
back when she wasnt confined to the laundry room, sometime's she'd randomly lay in that shelf on my bookshelf.. for no reason.. and she'd just lay there for days.. maybe that's where she wanted to die.. i dont know.. I really wanted to be there when she died.. i didnt want her to feel alone and unloved..
I'd neglected loving her a lot since January... I neeeeded to get less attatched to her.. so i wouldnt go completely psycho when she DID die.. we took her to the vet.. nothing he could do.. said she wouldnt live another year.. I didnt believe him.. I left the vets office crying like mad and.. embarrased because there was other people there with their pets..
He does have a sign in his office saying "no whining" i dont think crying constitutes as whining but........ I felt really bad doing it.. and.. ugh.. i hate going there because i always leave crying and feeling horrible... I cant control crying.. It's the only emotion i do not have control over AT ALL and it frustrates me.. but.. what can i do?
..heh i calmed myself by reading idiots trying to legalize marijuana.. http://hs.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=2318966938&topic=2456 stupid people.. HHAHAHHAHAAH.. stupid..
...I spoze... now i can get a kitten... If any of you knows where to get one >_>... I want one that's just barely weaned.. so hes still really tiny and.. shorthair.. and.. umm.. One that has been molested by children for practicly every day of their lives.. preferably before his eyes start turning colors.
here ill find pix.. of like.. ones that.. i'd be potentially interested in..
the orange one.. as travis would say.. "HAHAH OMG THEY ARE SPOONING!" either.. aww.. orange.. the one on the left.. the himilayan.. OMG I <3 Himis. either.. Awww it's almost drooly-like.. this one i dont want but.. LOOK ITS ALMOST TSAPHIEL! it looks so much like baby travvy ;_; awww AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW this ones too old.. but.. AWWWWWwwwwww OMG.. this one is so cute XD aww hugtackle ;-; if i had a significant other i would show this to them. aww.. hes so tiny HIMI ON LAPPY! what more could I want? XD aww.. if i had this cat i would name him Mr. Stripey. box ;-;oh wow http://kittenwar.com/kittens/losers/ those are kinda scary XD
so yes.. these are several colors of kitten that i would like >_>
