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[caitaro]

I had a dream that Joel's dad lived not too far from Shanes.. and i found him and we got together and it was AMAZING.. so i was like hmm.. so me and him went down the street past shanes house.. they were all out on the deck...

So as we walked past i was like "Hiiii Shaaaannne" and waved..

Joel's dad stopped... and was like "....Lisa??" AND shes like "Joel's Dad?".. and Joels dad left me for Lisa..

i was sad :(

But it felt really good when he was with me..

Lets keep in note here I dont even KNOW Joels dad ive never SEEN him or know ANYTHING about him..

I guess my subconcious picked a random person..

*sigh*

but im glad it did.....

Dreams like this are the *ONLY* reason i can go on...

....and cats.

But right now i have only 1 cat.. and she's emo and hates the world..

*SIGH*

SO AMAZING..

If for some ungodly reason, i EVER DID get a relationship in real life, i wouldnt know what to do... and would ruin it..

*sigh* Meh life suckas!