Rejection

[caitaro]

So i told salam that I likd him and he meant so much to me.

and i pretty much got rejected with a

"not no, but not yes either"
..and then i told saber about it.





*siiigh*~


then another part..

Cait: Saber said he thinks you like me like family, not like anything else. and that I should give up
Salam: Saber is mostly right.. But you shouldnt give up.



That makes no sense to me!

sounds like "I dont like you, but dont give up"

XD

i duno

but then again, he said

"if anyone has a chance, it's you"

and at the end i said

"well you told me a long time ago.. 'do what makes you happy'.. and you make me happy. So i will try and proove myself worthy.~"

he responded with
"you already are"

i duno~

Ill prolly lay off now,

and wait for him to come around, or blatently reject me.


this "maybe" stuff is stressfull though, lol.

*crryyy~~ in corner* X3