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caitaroCaits theropy session
Theropy man: Do you really care about your life enough to not give out ur name and junk? They could rape u and kill u you know.
Cait: *shrugs* not like i have much to live for anyways,besides that. i wont go down w/o a fight! >=)
Theoropy Man: dont you have a goal in life? Dont you want one? why waste this life
Cait: my goal in life is to be loved
Theropy Man: so do you hate your life?
Cait: sort of.
Theropy Man: why?
Cait: becausee.. my parents hate me, i get abused daily, i have no friends, my emotions and hormones are messed up beyond repair.. all i really have.. is sp00ny and video games.. and video games dont count much =3...
Theropy Man: keep the hope alive you will eventually move out
Cait: Yeah ill move out and get a crappy job. then what? Nothing.
Theropy Man: well you have made a step away from your family dont you have friends on hamtopia dont they count?
Cait: no not really. i dont KNOW any of em but u and alex. most of em are girls and i dont care for girls at all.
Theropy Man: are you shure they are the steriotypical girls?
Cait: no but... i really dont care about anything buttt loving people.. and i cant love a GIRL o_O or any OTHER guy for that matter. i know it may seem selfish or something but thats just how i am and icant really change it :\
Theropy Man: i belive people can change themselfs if they work at it
Cait: Well Thats how i am and im not motivated to change it.
Theropy Man: just ask yourself this if you were to change one thing that would make life a whole lot better... what would it be? think about it think long and hard
Cait: see this is like them opinion thigns. i cant have an opinion x_X but i DUNNO maybee id make my parents not be such heartless ppl then maybe id have the guts to make friends cuz id get support from my family and stuff. what friends i DID have that i actually LIKED my parents made fun of them..
Theropy Man: try to tell them how you feel
Cait: you think i havent tried?!?? i tell them soo many times.. and they're just like "yeahhhhhhh wuteverrrrr go feed the bunnies"
Theropy Man: sorry im not shure what youve tryed and what you havent... have you tryed counceling?
Cait: Ive asked my momSO many times to take me to counceling of a therapist or psychologist and she ALWAYS says "ok ill call tomarrow" and she doesnt and i ask her why and shes like "ohhh i couldnt finddd the timee" when shes sittin there KNITTING or some shit..
Theropy Man: do you have school counceling?
Cait: Yeah. the counceler is gay .. and isnt a real counceler she just fills in for when they need subs. when she does sub she sits there and talks about how GREAT all the EVIL KIDS Are and how much she LOVES the school and how LITTLE violence occours it pisses me off when she does that cuz of all the shit i go though there.. i tell the principal too he says "ill look into it" and he never does. i think the whole friggin arse world is out to get me or something
Theropy Man: I believe there is a way... that... you can take action for psychiatry, not only for you, it seems like your family is disfunctional... your dad and mothers dont care, your brother is an ass, and you just hate everyone in the family... correct me if im wrong.. and im sorry if im offending you there must be a helpline
cait: thats true about my family but i cant call people... cuz of stuff.
Theropy man: ... why not, if there is a pure reason why not, go for it!
Cait: because im afraid of what my parents would do! i always tell them im gunna turn cory into the police for abuse.. and they say "DUDE IF U DO THAT THEY WILL TAKE YOU AWAY NOT HIM" im like "Dude wtf r u smokin"
ANd this concludes this session of Caits theropy.
All of the above material is the truth.. the sad, sad truth
Now you know.. how bad it SUCKS to be me =).
x_X
ANd now. Sp00ny has to go. like. soon.
and.
its hot
and
my head hurts so bad.
Today has officially sucked.
well i got 57$ worth of beanies..
but
other then that it has sucked.
and i still gotta pick up my room
;-;
yesterday sucked too
*sigh*
Oya.
last night
i missed sp00ny alot.....
and................................
i played sakuras theme
for 9 hours starit
and when igot up..
That song.. sounds different maybe its cuz the cd got fuxxx0rd..
or because listening to it for 9 hours strait on repeat.. got it burned into my brain differently.
i dunno
*sigh*
Theropy man: Do you really care about your life enough to not give out ur name and junk? They could rape u and kill u you know.
Cait: *shrugs* not like i have much to live for anyways,besides that. i wont go down w/o a fight! >=)
Theoropy Man: dont you have a goal in life? Dont you want one? why waste this life
Cait: my goal in life is to be loved
Theropy Man: so do you hate your life?
Cait: sort of.
Theropy Man: why?
Cait: becausee.. my parents hate me, i get abused daily, i have no friends, my emotions and hormones are messed up beyond repair.. all i really have.. is sp00ny and video games.. and video games dont count much =3...
Theropy Man: keep the hope alive you will eventually move out
Cait: Yeah ill move out and get a crappy job. then what? Nothing.
Theropy Man: well you have made a step away from your family dont you have friends on hamtopia dont they count?
Cait: no not really. i dont KNOW any of em but u and alex. most of em are girls and i dont care for girls at all.
Theropy Man: are you shure they are the steriotypical girls?
Cait: no but... i really dont care about anything buttt loving people.. and i cant love a GIRL o_O or any OTHER guy for that matter. i know it may seem selfish or something but thats just how i am and icant really change it :\
Theropy Man: i belive people can change themselfs if they work at it
Cait: Well Thats how i am and im not motivated to change it.
Theropy Man: just ask yourself this if you were to change one thing that would make life a whole lot better... what would it be? think about it think long and hard
Cait: see this is like them opinion thigns. i cant have an opinion x_X but i DUNNO maybee id make my parents not be such heartless ppl then maybe id have the guts to make friends cuz id get support from my family and stuff. what friends i DID have that i actually LIKED my parents made fun of them..
Theropy Man: try to tell them how you feel
Cait: you think i havent tried?!?? i tell them soo many times.. and they're just like "yeahhhhhhh wuteverrrrr go feed the bunnies"
Theropy Man: sorry im not shure what youve tryed and what you havent... have you tryed counceling?
Cait: Ive asked my momSO many times to take me to counceling of a therapist or psychologist and she ALWAYS says "ok ill call tomarrow" and she doesnt and i ask her why and shes like "ohhh i couldnt finddd the timee" when shes sittin there KNITTING or some shit..
Theropy Man: do you have school counceling?
Cait: Yeah. the counceler is gay .. and isnt a real counceler she just fills in for when they need subs. when she does sub she sits there and talks about how GREAT all the EVIL KIDS Are and how much she LOVES the school and how LITTLE violence occours it pisses me off when she does that cuz of all the shit i go though there.. i tell the principal too he says "ill look into it" and he never does. i think the whole friggin arse world is out to get me or something
Theropy Man: I believe there is a way... that... you can take action for psychiatry, not only for you, it seems like your family is disfunctional... your dad and mothers dont care, your brother is an ass, and you just hate everyone in the family... correct me if im wrong.. and im sorry if im offending you there must be a helpline
cait: thats true about my family but i cant call people... cuz of stuff.
Theropy man: ... why not, if there is a pure reason why not, go for it!
Cait: because im afraid of what my parents would do! i always tell them im gunna turn cory into the police for abuse.. and they say "DUDE IF U DO THAT THEY WILL TAKE YOU AWAY NOT HIM" im like "Dude wtf r u smokin"
ANd this concludes this session of Caits theropy.
All of the above material is the truth.. the sad, sad truth
Now you know.. how bad it SUCKS to be me =).
x_X
ANd now. Sp00ny has to go. like. soon.
and.
its hot
and
my head hurts so bad.
Today has officially sucked.
well i got 57$ worth of beanies..
but
other then that it has sucked.
and i still gotta pick up my room
;-;
yesterday sucked too
*sigh*
Oya.
last night
i missed sp00ny alot.....
and................................
i played sakuras theme
for 9 hours starit
and when igot up..
That song.. sounds different maybe its cuz the cd got fuxxx0rd..
or because listening to it for 9 hours strait on repeat.. got it burned into my brain differently.
i dunno
*sigh*
