caitaro | Something from facebook.... (Reply)

1.How much is your freedom worth? How do you decide what sacrifice is too much to make to keep you free?
2. When do you know that the person you are with is the one? What tells you that the decision you've made is the right one?
3. What wouldn't you do to keep your family safe?

I love deep convos.. Me and daniel were in the parking lot at walmart for 4 hours few weeks ago talking about deep crap, such as... what is consciousness.. at the core... and other stuff, lol

anyway~

1. I guess it depends on the definition of "freedom" What would we be if we weren't free? Forced to wear certain clothes? Or do slave work? Whenever people ask me this question i usually ask for clarification.. A lot of people that go to war and whatnot, i guess think its worth their lives.. I could never do that..But im pretty anti-violence and whatnot.. *hides under fabric table* How would you decide.. hrm.. well, when the cons outweigh the pros, i would assume...

2. Meh, I dont know.. I've never actually even had a bf before, much less be married so I cant really answer this question :x I would ~assume~ you make the right decision about who you're with when when you and your partner are both completely happy with eachother and satisfied. Erm, personally I hope if i ever find "the one" it would THEORETICALLY be someone I wouldnt be shy around (as you probably know its hard for me even to say hi to anyone offline much less carry on a casual conversation) Someone with we both can trust and can relate on a personal and emotional level.. someone whos caring and compassionate.. and i feel the same way as them.. and is pretty "pure" like i am, i guess..(I guess pure meaning not drinking or drugs or violence/aggression or anything like that.) Simply because.... I think too many people are trying to escape from their problems (ex, drinking/drugs/etc) in life rather than solve them. And stuff like violence? Ive talked to a lot of people and they say like "My dad punched a hole in the wall today when he was mad at me, etc etc" and im like "ok well, punching the hole in the wall solved absolutely nothing, but only created more problems. Theres honestly no logical reason why he should have done that" but thats just in my opinion.. Because i never get mad, so maybe its different for others.. Ack, i got slightly offtopic there.. lol

3. My birth family.. I'm not exactly emotionally/physically close to. We're close as in.. we can borrow money from eachother and know we are gunna get it back, but as far as like.. me wanting to be with them, and connecting on a loving, family, hugging, advice, etc. level.. It's not there.

Would i neccisarily want to protect them? Or keep them safe?

(Again, safe from what? A "Day after tomorrow" situation? a crazy shooter guy? A rabid squirrel?) Clarification would help me a bit)

Well maybe, only because I like to be a nice person to all people.. but I know of other people I would like to keep safe before I keep them safe. (Simply because other feel more like my family than my actual family does)

But to the people i consider my actual family.. what wouldnt i do? Im not sure, I'm a real scardy cat personally, heck customers make me jump when they say "Hey can you help me with..." if i dont see them.. So I think i would absolutely fail in a combat type of situation, simply from nerves, lol. But I would do everything within my mental-limitations to keep them safe, and im sure they would do the same.

Anytime you want a deep convo, feel free to message me, i can go on for hours, lol.