work

[caitaro]

"Mmmm i wrote a long comment about the specifics, but I figure it would be embarrassing to post it here. Maybe its better to print it and give it to management.

it amounted to

-Me being excluded from the christmas party planning
-People not doing their job
-People making me do their job when they want to screw around
-People standing around talking do nothing
-Just crap that makes no sense
-Why arent the skylights fixed by now?
-Why I cant get anyone to answer me when I call?
-How come noone gets in trouble when they leave for lunch without telling anyone, yet when our coverage gets pulled for something else, we get in trouble for it not being covered anyway?
-Why cant management do a simple math problem, but instead call me when I am CASHIERING and try to do it.. without the correct info known anyway?
-Why is fabrics picked on so much?

Nothing makes sense anymore, and with me going through all this sleep study crap, and now with a half broken knee, just.. i cant smile and ignore it right now.. I just cant.

I told daniel not to let me quit, because when im not in so much pain, i can ignore the stupid stuff a lot easier... so i cant quit. i just wish things made more sense, like it used to. back when everything was better... back when i sang on the way to work, and i was so happy to come, and my heart swelled when i helped a customer.

Now it just sinks when I tell the customer "Sorry, i cant get ahold of a manager for you. Noones answering me, and I cant find them in the back", and they say "Its ok, ill just go to meijer"

ERWOIARWIAHFROIAHGFNIFJNGO *exsplode* :|"
9:05pm Cait updated her status. "I wish work would go back to being logical again."