Cait's Ramblings

yesterday... and today as well.

My chest hurt..

i had more small panic attacks..

i felt dizzy and super numb at one point..

It sucked.



I talked to elena from personelle and she told me i can go in the back and calm down if i need to.

Today (sunday) i went in the bathroom to calm the hell down >_<


She also printed me off some leave papers in case i need to go on a leave.

(Which apparently takes 2 doctors visits + a diagnosis)

Today a bunch of bad stuff also happened though

I was very sleep deprived cuz i stayed up till 3am dealing with guild

got up at 10, had to leave at 10:30.

Had a bad ear infection in my right ear. it sucks. it hurts. my ear has never hurt before. bleh.

I had the most retarded customer at walmart ever. I am FORCED AGAINST MY WILL to people greet. I do it. I have 5 cards lined up ALL READY TO GO, NOT SHOVED IN ANY OTHER CARTS. This one girl comes up BEHIND ME, BEHIND in the people greeter area.. and tried to get the cart BEHIND ME. WHAT THE FORK? I gave her a dirty look :/ Because that was just being a jerk.

Then more customers being pissed about latchhook... then my watch exploded, and the pin is GONE FOREVER.


and daniel gets hurt a lot in the truck.. i feel bad..


Some other bad stuff...

but i got to work with carol <3



Me and daniel went to my car for lunch.. and snuggled under a piece of black fleece i bought. he kissed me and stuff. we talked about zombie testicular cancer..

and why dont more people write about zombie daily life. What if a ZOMBIE has testicular cancer and he has to go to the zombie doctor and get fixed n stuff?


NOONE WRITES ABOUT THAT SORT OF THING

lol.


Daniels supposed to be here, quite literally any minute.. its 1:30.. im a bit worried. im excited. im tired. my back hurts.


But i am in love. real, true, deep, passionate geek love.

and i am happy. Even though i hurt .