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I told him about how i went to a therapist when I was 14, and hes like "OMG WHAT DID SHE SAY YOU HAD?" i said "Bipolar o-O" and hes like "OMG YOU MUST BE MEDICATED FOR THATT!" and im like "Uhhhhh, it didnt do anything when i wasss.." and Pam from grocery said that she knows someone whos bipolar, and i definately am not, lol!
The doctor who 'diagnosed' me as bipolar answered her phone when i was in there, and was talking to her kids about what they were going to have for supper.
So i have no respect for her or her diagnosises..
if the patients are supposed to have their cell phones OFF, then i EXPECT THAT OF THE DOCTORS TOO.
I still cant find a single doctor that has given me respect. Every time i told THIS doctor what ANOTHER Doctor has said, hes like "OH YEAH thats the problem" and i tell them a new thing, and he says "OH YEAH thats the problem instead"
Ugh. I dont have the time or money for this BS. I'll try this guys plan, just to humor him i guess.
If anyone wants to buy some video games/graphic design/cait-slave-time or anything else, lemme know.. xD
I do. im a nervous wreck...... But walmart helped me out a LOT... Before i couldnt even say hi to anyone, even people I worked with... but at the end, i was a lot better. Not able to hold a good conversation yet, but i can say hi, and that's a start!
They tried me on a few different anxiety meds before, such as Xanax, Cymbalta, Celexa, Seroquiel, Abilify.
Xanax made me have a panic attack
Cymbalta made me feel like a zombie, and didnt help the chest pains
Celexa i honestly dont remember what that did. maybe it made me had memory problems, LOL
Seroquel made me sleep AMAZINGLY... and i havent taken that since ive had the chest pains, that was back when i was 14.
Abilify didnt do anything but i took it for a few years anyway to humor them.
Then I lost my insurance, so i couldnt have Abilify OR seroquel!
Then obamacare got me insurance back till im 26. So.. Here i am till then i guess.
Went to a fibromyalgia specialist, and they say i dont have it"Just wondering if anyone still uses Livejournal.
The doctor who 'diagnosed' me as bipolar answered her phone when i was in there, and was talking to her kids about what they were going to have for supper.
So i have no respect for her or her diagnosises..
if the patients are supposed to have their cell phones OFF, then i EXPECT THAT OF THE DOCTORS TOO.
I still cant find a single doctor that has given me respect. Every time i told THIS doctor what ANOTHER Doctor has said, hes like "OH YEAH thats the problem" and i tell them a new thing, and he says "OH YEAH thats the problem instead"
Ugh. I dont have the time or money for this BS. I'll try this guys plan, just to humor him i guess.
If anyone wants to buy some video games/graphic design/cait-slave-time or anything else, lemme know.. xD
I do. im a nervous wreck...... But walmart helped me out a LOT... Before i couldnt even say hi to anyone, even people I worked with... but at the end, i was a lot better. Not able to hold a good conversation yet, but i can say hi, and that's a start!
They tried me on a few different anxiety meds before, such as Xanax, Cymbalta, Celexa, Seroquiel, Abilify.
Xanax made me have a panic attack
Cymbalta made me feel like a zombie, and didnt help the chest pains
Celexa i honestly dont remember what that did. maybe it made me had memory problems, LOL
Seroquel made me sleep AMAZINGLY... and i havent taken that since ive had the chest pains, that was back when i was 14.
Abilify didnt do anything but i took it for a few years anyway to humor them.
Then I lost my insurance, so i couldnt have Abilify OR seroquel!
Then obamacare got me insurance back till im 26. So.. Here i am till then i guess.
Went to a fibromyalgia specialist, and they say i dont have it
"Just wondering if anyone still uses Livejournal.
Lemme know.
I was playing with the idea of ditching facebook because some people who cant see this message don't understand the kindergarten golden rule of "If you cant say anything nice don't say anything at all"
Plus the whole former co-workerz trash talking my family thing, really really discouraging me to want to talk to most people ever again. xD"
"Cory got me spicy nuggets from wendys. My herooooo"
Also applied for Culvers! and a bunch of other places.
also im smart and decided to touch the oven... super hurt blister now. awesome.
Also applied for Culvers! and a bunch of other places.
also im smart and decided to touch the oven... super hurt blister now. awesome.
