wow.. Today was interesting..

[caitaro]

..and full of things i will never again in my life do..

So after school me and mrs hartley and miss hartley got in this brand new minivan thing that doesnt even HAVE handles o_O it has this little button you press.. *shrug*

So then... we went to fashion bug to look for some fancy clothes :\ and i had to tell them what i liked.. what i didnt like.. etc.. so we found some 1/2 way decent stuff... and then they got me necklaces o-O i duno why *shrug* but..

so the total came to like 96$... and they bought 1 thing for themselves.. but..


It touches me that.. a teacher... ESPECIALLY a teacher at the poorest school in the county.. Wanted to buy me 90$ worth of clothes.. just for graduation.. senior tea... and whatnot.. and as thanks for tutoring this kid.. whos getting an F RIGHT NOW!! >_<..


I Really.. Dont think im worth it :\ i mean.. if dad.. toook me clothes shopping at the total came to 96$... he would FLIP. OUT.. Cuz d00d.. Buying walmart shirts for 7$... Is way too much for me :\..
However i like them o_o..
HOWEVER they like to get holes in them =(..

SO i duno..

Murphy just hates me.

but that wasnt enough!! THey took me out to mcdonalds (cuz it was kinda hot out) and we got stuff!.. Mrs hartley got a pop.. Miss hartley got a pop and an ice cream and i got a chocolate shake :O the first chocolate shake i have ever had... and i liked it..

But now i feel bad.. because im totally not worth stuff :\

But.. i had fun... This was the most fun clothes shopping i have ever had.. Even though i didnt particularly get things i LIKED.. it was fun.. Because Mrs + Miss Hartley were actually MOTIVATED!! they werent concerened about the stupid PRICES!!.. we tried on what loooked cool.. they were like "ohh!! LOOK!! this one is cute!! :D" I duno.. maybe all moms are like that.. I know mine wasnt. The only time my mom got even slightly motivated is when she could make fun of me......... *sigh*

I WISH I HAD A FAMILY THAT WAS MOTIVATED
Some random guy: BUT YOU HAVE A ROOF ON YOUR HEAD AND FOOD. YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFULL
Cait: BUT I DONT CARE. I want a family that CARES. that is MOTIVATED in not letting me go naked.. one that is energetic and wants to try new things!!!



This is why i Can NOT FRIGGIN ARSE WAIT... Till i can move out.. have a family of my own.. I will be so.. effin motivated.. Im just gunna be a motivated hobo XD
*sigh* THe transition from here to there will be hard.. But im sort of excited.. but sort of not.. Because now if i feel like shiz i can just go to sleep and noone will care.. But in my own family.. i have to take care of things.. Bills.. dishes.. laundry.. sp00ny... work.. Work at home.. website if any.. Shopping.. food.. money..

I cant just randomly sleep. =(

But i love sleep.

More than anything except for sp00ny ;_;

EVIL
*hiss*

now that i think about it.. sp00ny wasnt on today o_O i hope hes ok..