........GRRR...

[caitaro]

Shane

is being all blah again..

and

Ugh.

now im a nervous wreck..

and definately cant work on my GOD DAMNED math..

-_-..


i HATE.
HATE when hes like this.

I HATE fighting with him.

I WISH he would jsut GROW the HELL Up and

ACCEPT the fact HE NEEDS HELP..

Hes contemplating weither to go a WHOLE year extra at hillsdale..

or finish his novanet for the enxt 3 weeks

JUST because of calculous and govenerment

the ISD probably HAS tutors and whatnot..


maybe thatsnot the whole story.. I dont know

BUt he WONT TELL ME

so i can asses teh situation

and he just PUSEHS me away

and THREATENS to kill himself.

and it just MESSED with my emotion.

im friggin shaking right now and..

ugh..

i hate humans.. feeelings.. anger.. stubbornness.. anxiety...

every last god damned one i dont care who you are..

I jsut..

want to be by myself where i dont have to deal with 8th grade drama..

im doign my best to TRY to grow up but i cant when people are being stubborn and threatening to kill eachother left and right.




on another note. ive been waiting all day.. doing my math at the compy.. (or by compy when corys on) for Roko to get on, but no luck.

Today.. has not been a good day. ;_;

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[caitaro.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes so am i..

i get way too worked up when you are in evil shane mode..

when you are in that mode i need to just sign off for a bit i think...

or perhaps you should.. so you dont hurt others too???

But i definately need too because ill stop at just about nothing to fix things >_>... which cant be fixed i guess.


BUt yeah i was stressed out to begin with yesterday because of the devil (aka math)..

but it will be all over tomarrow.. >.