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I signed on to a differnt YIM account and messaged ROKO.. but didnt tell him it was me.

7/9/2007 9:47:26 AM seth_2101: uhhhh hi?
7/9/2007 9:50:01 AM Mc. S: Hey
7/9/2007 9:50:07 AM Mc. S: sorry i was afk
7/9/2007 9:51:01 AM seth_2101: Sorry but who are you?
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:51:24 AM Mc. S: :3 ah i met you on ragnarok online a few months ago..
7/9/2007 9:51:42 AM Mc. S: you were only on for one day :x
7/9/2007 9:52:34 AM seth_2101: Oh my comp crashed a couple months ago lol
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:52:48 AM Mc. S: Ah..
7/9/2007 9:52:51 AM Mc. S: That sucks >_<
7/9/2007 9:52:55 AM Mc. S: i assumed you got it fixed?
7/9/2007 9:53:46 AM seth_2101: Yep 3 days ago lol
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:53:52 AM Mc. S: thats good ^^
7/9/2007 9:54:01 AM Mc. S: you gunna play RO again?
7/9/2007 9:55:45 AM seth_2101: Probably what server are you from? I used to play alot of em im sending messages from my phone right now thats why im so slow
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:56:06 AM Mc. S: ohh its ok :3.. NiktoutRO
7/9/2007 9:56:53 AM seth_2101: Oh ok lol high or mid rate?
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:56:57 AM Mc. S: high

7/9/2007 9:58:02 AM seth_2101: Ok lol i'll have to make a new account lol cant remember my old stuff
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:58:15 AM Mc. S: :x well i know your nake was :+:Roko:+: lol..
7/9/2007 9:58:26 AM Mc. S: Hey are you typing Woo~ after all messages or is it set up that way?

7/9/2007 9:59:09 AM seth_2101: Its my sig on all my phone lol
Woo~
7/9/2007 9:59:14 AM Mc. S: Ohh.. lol cool



lolz
caitaro: (Default)
ill update soon.. long story.
manatees are greedy and compy was dead but either way

RIGHT NOW..

ROKO IS> ON. YIM. ;_;

and hes not responding.. his status says "on the phone"

holy monkey crap balls on a stick.. i will cry if he messages me XD
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i feeeel like a women crap again.. >.< super coughing and.. right now its hard for me to breathe...

twas a week ago tonight i was graced with roko presence.. since then i have seen nothing of him..

as of now, I will assume that he is dead, and move on with my poor excuse for a life.. although i will look back on this for a month or two and wonder what it could have been...

:\

shit like this happenz all the time.. i think i find the awesomeest guy.. and he turns out to horrible.. or disapears.. *sigh*

i must accept that in my life i will have the worst of luck, and not get my hopes up..

bu it's been so long since i've felt truely undeniably happy.. >.<

totally regret sayin this, but i miss it.. and i say agan, i hate feelings.. and i hate my keyboard ive had soo many typos lately... >.<

doesnt hurt too much to try.. but it is dissapointing..

regardless.. i need a job. Soon.

i feel horrible when my dad comes home.. i know hes itching to yell at me "GET OFF YER LAZY ASS AND BLFWE*HRF*ASIDHFDF"

:| *sigh* i need to escape right now.. um.. this time to the world of mother..

ninten will make me feel better. he always does.
caitaro: (Default)
Shane

is being all blah again..

and

Ugh.

now im a nervous wreck..

and definately cant work on my GOD DAMNED math..

-_-..


i HATE.
HATE when hes like this.

I HATE fighting with him.

I WISH he would jsut GROW the HELL Up and

ACCEPT the fact HE NEEDS HELP..

Hes contemplating weither to go a WHOLE year extra at hillsdale..

or finish his novanet for the enxt 3 weeks

JUST because of calculous and govenerment

the ISD probably HAS tutors and whatnot..


maybe thatsnot the whole story.. I dont know

BUt he WONT TELL ME

so i can asses teh situation

and he just PUSEHS me away

and THREATENS to kill himself.

and it just MESSED with my emotion.

im friggin shaking right now and..

ugh..

i hate humans.. feeelings.. anger.. stubbornness.. anxiety...

every last god damned one i dont care who you are..

I jsut..

want to be by myself where i dont have to deal with 8th grade drama..

im doign my best to TRY to grow up but i cant when people are being stubborn and threatening to kill eachother left and right.




on another note. ive been waiting all day.. doing my math at the compy.. (or by compy when corys on) for Roko to get on, but no luck.

Today.. has not been a good day. ;_;

<3 <3

May. 5th, 2007 02:15 am
caitaro: (Default)
Yes you may.. be frightened by the <3 in my subject. XD

>:3

anyway.. so i was on RO.. trying to get some awesome equips.. when someone announced

"Looking for intelligent english speaking people @go 13!"


So i went..

and that guy was talking to a few people
then they left..

then it was just

me.
Him
Roko
Gluttony.Novice
XM person

and lke some other person..

so we talked for awhile..
made friends with them..

made an awesome guild.. called Pizza Pants.. plz join LOL

but yeah so he left..
so it was me and roko and gluttony
gluttony was running around screaming "BABY RAPE!" cuz he was a baby and like "raping me" LOL

then he left.. and me and roko talked for a REALLY long time like 2 hours.. he showed me his favorite shops..
i had to ask him.. if he was a guy.. lol he said yes.. he acts so much like a girl!!

but i got his YIM name.. (Seth_2010) he is Sooooo cool.. we have a lot on common!

he:
-likes anime
-likes video games
-Loves graffiti kingdom
-dispises rap and country music
-LOVES mountain dew pitch black II
-uses a lot of smilies like ^_^ and =OO!!! and stuff
-is TOTALLY RANDOM! XD

in my guild he said he wanetd to be the vibrating sheep.. OF DEATH! XD so he is.



ugh. cant remember anymore XD

but he is awesome..

<3 <3.. and i hope to talk to him more soon ^^
(he had to go XD)

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