So i herd I used to likes mudkipz || ANOTHER EMO POST XD

[caitaro]

Yeah, so i talked to sp00ny for a decent amt of time today.. for once..

unfortunately it was all about my emo problems..

But i did say one thing ive been wanting to get off my chest for like 2 yrs XP\



<tr><td>Cait: makes me sad when i look back how things used to be, i was sooo popular XP  </td><td></td><td>and i had millions of friends on byond and junk
Cait: </td></tr><tr><td></td><td></td><td>and.. *zomg emo moment* most important of all. *long awkward moment* i had you, *moving aloooong... 
Cait: </td><td></td><td>Ive tried gettin into byond agian, but    </td></tr><tr><td>   </td><td></td><td>the games just like suck and theres too many n00bsss

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Yeah, and in a nutshell, was i pretty much was teh happy when i was with sp00nerz and life was amasian and i had not a care in the world.


and then everything started going down hill about mid 2005 XDDD

Like travis, retard, snoop, and tooter dying.. Friends changing.. often in negative ways..


and i WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISH i had a time machine, so I could go back to June-July 05.

That was the happiest time in my life >_>

cuz i had

-sp00ny
-kitties
-mom
-lotsa friends
-skewl
-no mr. haywood
-health insurance
-a semi planned out FUTURE
-Mountain dew pitch black II

yeahh most of which i dont have anymore XD



SO THERE YOU HAVE IT, I AM DISSATISFIED WITH MY LIFE NOW, and i wasnt back in the day XD


so not to be the pessimistic, here is some stuff i have now, that i didnt then

-LAPTOP OF LURVE AND <3
-A closer relationship with my dad (which my dad is being an arsehole now with the dating thing)
-DS
-a very physical relationshiop (imo, anyways) with shane + travis XD
-A journal of everyday writings for YEARS XD
-warming blanket <3
-grapefruit pop
-Photoshop CS2

I AM MEEEE AND I AMMM NOT OKAY! XD

ok i lied.