>< conflicted again
Mar. 19th, 2009 08:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitaromy friend on msn
telling me about this girl he likes..
....and i kinda like him
and it hurts
and im jelous..
and i duno why
cuz i hate love, i hate relationships
yet part of me craves it.
............................But i wish i didnt.
i told myself when/if after sp00ny, that was it. No more relationships, cuz its not worth it in the end...
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and I know noone would ever like me cuz im so wweird and strange...
.............and whan i have lovey dreams its just the best feeling in the world......................
on the other hand i couldnt ever do stuff IRL that i do in dreams......
*confuzzled about her random instincts ;_;*
telling me about this girl he likes..
....and i kinda like him
and it hurts
and im jelous..
and i duno why
cuz i hate love, i hate relationships
yet part of me craves it.
............................But i wish i didnt.
i told myself when/if after sp00ny, that was it. No more relationships, cuz its not worth it in the end...
><
and I know noone would ever like me cuz im so wweird and strange...
.............and whan i have lovey dreams its just the best feeling in the world......................
on the other hand i couldnt ever do stuff IRL that i do in dreams......
*confuzzled about her random instincts ;_;*
