losing it..

[caitaro]

every day more and more stuff doesnt work with me...

lately its been..

Ill be doing something

or even just sitting here on the comp


and blank out

forget what i was doing

and not remember i was doing anything at all.. sort of just exist + not think about anything.


and just sit for a bit.... then suddenly ill snap out of it and... its scary.

...+ more chest pains.. feels a bit tight sometimes.. othertimes the *STAB* and then i make the O_O face...

but yeah nothing i can do...
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