Cait's Ramblings

Woke up about an hour ago and couldnt breathe very well.. Anything more than a shallow breath made my left side under my ribcage just explode... and i couldnt roll over at all..... Seems to be better now, but i am shaking and scared and prolly wont be able to sleep.... Sigh...

We got up, went to ponderosa.

went to walmart and got our W2s.

He got his taxes done..

we turned his apartment papers in..

went home...

Got a shower real quick (as i hadnt had one in like 3 days, WTH)

took daniel to skewl with me.

The roads were pretty bad... but we went anyway.


they let him sit in the class with me.

he drew.

i worked on my project..

and i hate indesign with such a HOT FIREY FUCKING PASSION.

it ALWAYS freezes and crashes, and macs suck

and god i wanna punch someone.

ugh, i never felt so much rage in awhile.

and my chest hurt.

It hurt really bad >__<

but on the right side, not left.


we explored JCC a bit.. which was fun.. cuz i dont explore on my own usually, cuz its boring

we saw the lip gloss dispensers.. and rat traps.. and etc.

went to walmart, picked up a few things....

went home..
Snuggled..

watched the Catalina Caper, which was an LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL movie.


My dolphin massager came in today so i tied the needle to that and used it on daniel..

He liked it.


we slept..

He squished me up against the wall....


and i felt amazing.

and i slept like crap, but i woke up refreshed, warm, and felt lovey as FORK.

I never felt so lovey before.

I just wanted to love all over him XD

-Online: about half of girls think other girls look better with makeup
-Online:The other half, think natural beauty is best
-At walmart, an OVERWHELMING amount of girls said natural beauty is best, probably about 90% of them.

-Most guys think girls look better without it.
-Some guys dont care what girls do
-Some guys say its up to the girl, as they dont care one way or the other.
-Very few guys liked girls with makeup definitely.
-Very few guys said "We like girls to wear makeup, but dont like them to wear so know that we KNOW they are wearing it" (wth? XD)

This leads me to wonder though, why do girls in middle/high school make it seem like they put on makeup to be pretty for the boys, when all the boys say that they are prettier without it?

Also i wonder why at walmart, there was so many girls that prefer natural.... (I think this is awesome personally!)

People are confusing and interesting to study..

*Totally goes into vigilante psychology*


also the 16th Noooooo!! chest pains at workkk!!! At least that day was going by pretty quickly! :3

GAh

STOPIT

STOP

STOPSOTPSOTPSSPOTPSOTPSO


I WANT THIS TO BE OVER

PLEASEEE GOODDD >_<



...started 20 mins before the end of harry potter 7...

Chest pains..

about every 4 seconds..

doesnt last too long..

but at work it happened for several minutes.


on my left side..

just sharp intense pain that lasts very breifly..


and i cant do a damn thing about it.

Guess if some day i randomly die my dad will be liek

"O MAYBE WE SHOOD HAVE DONE SOMETHING EL O EL O EL "
-.-