Cait's Ramblings

last nighgt i waaatched tess of the d'urbevilles.. again.. and its a goood movie.. but it gets me to thinkin..

about me..

and my lurve life..

which is practicly nonexistant.

i thought last night about stuff iw anted to wrtite down here but id ont remember anymore..

I just went to bed 2 hours ago.

and i must leave in 3 more...

i have a huge math test......................
and indesign..............

and if the weathers not bad.. take back the movies and go to the garage sale..



but jesus christ the right top side of my head hurts...

not just since today.. but last night also.. it PULSATES....... with sharp intense pain that.. makes me feel like im gunna pass out...


No idea what it is.. or why..

hopefully i dont ACTUALLY pass out while driving or something.. lol thatd be funny

Cait: ".............TO MARIJUANA!!!!!!!!! TO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODOOOOOOOOOOOO*passes out* *explode*"

lol or something.

but to put it short.

Right now my head hurts.. and i'm feeling awfully lonely..

the even sadder thing is...

That's not gunna change anytime soon :\.


Bah! humans! XD.. I hate them yet i long...

but i shall never find one as pure, innocent, hillarious, caring, in good mental status, and understanding as i'd like. >_>


which i sjust another raeson why i have lost my faith in the emotion of love.. which i have not experienced.. in a very verry long time.. with that.. the emotion of happiness.. one of which i miss the most.. so i fill my life with empty laughtre to make up for what can never be put back in its place...

hmmmm...

o.0 0.o :P

yep.. caits just ramblin again..

*shuts up and goes to bed for 2 1/2 hrs* >_>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>..................

OK so i watched the exorsizm of emily rose.. and and it was... SO HORRIBLE.. that i fell asleep.. XD!

BUt i went to quiz bowl earlier today.. and.. it wasnt pretty...

We got 5th.. but 3rd in terms of schools...
and buzzer team got 2nd...

but i was... ignored.. the entire day.. it made me sad..

and dad LEFT in the MIDDLE Of the THING to do what?

GET CIGARETTES!!!

WTF!!!>>!>RAWO)EFJ

but yeah i was pissed.

and i had a headache..

adn then we went to eat in reading at the lone ranger.. we wont be going back..

we got.. cheese sticks alright.. ... 4 for 2.50... i will NEVER complain about 5 for 1.50 ever again... lol

and.. they were.. the NASTIEST cheese sticks.. i have ever tasted. EvER. teh cheese was good.. but oh GOD the outside.. was... EW!.. ness..

Um. Went trick or treatingggg and..
i went to sk00l with a cloak and  neon pink + purple hair and people stared at me and we laughed..

but this one asswhale decided to step on it on purpose cuz i heard him and i FREAKED out on him and i started YELLING and SCREAMING XD
it was kinda funny
but i had a headache and didnt wanna deal with anyones shiz..

anywyas

we went to jonesville
and it rained..

and i got candy
and danielle losh came with us..

and we sang jingle bells.. and told people merry chrismas.. cuz it was funny..

andddd yep.