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T-T! again. XD im so bipolar :o
Sep. 11th, 2009 02:48 amSooooooooooo Mal was on. okay.
and hes liek "Im bored im going to skirmish anyone wananc ome?"
so i said "meeeeeeeee"
i go and of course without sprint i am slow.
i get there and hes outside of skirmish and i say "D: youre not in here" and he says "yeah noone was in there"
so i said "ok so come keeeeeeeeel me" and he said something like "Nuu i cant, domestic violence"
he went in finally and i went in and he walked right out!
and i was liek
"Whyd you leaaaaaave? you tricked me!"
he said "I thought that lion went in, but he didnt"
so im like :(
why wont he play with me!????
then he said "Well im bored im guna do something else"
and left
so im all "Q_Q" and nagami said "cait why cant you see the signs?" so im confuzzled.. she said
"cant you see? this is all a game to him, he doesnt mean -anything- by it at all, he doesnt feel that way twords you"
and i just..
Heart broken. totally.
i msg him on msn to see if hes on, and hes not.
*Cry*
i feeel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo emooooooooooooooooooooo now, i really need to talk to him T-T
so i will tomarrow hopefully...
*SIIIGH~~*
and hes liek "Im bored im going to skirmish anyone wananc ome?"
so i said "meeeeeeeee"
i go and of course without sprint i am slow.
i get there and hes outside of skirmish and i say "D: youre not in here" and he says "yeah noone was in there"
so i said "ok so come keeeeeeeeel me" and he said something like "Nuu i cant, domestic violence"
he went in finally and i went in and he walked right out!
and i was liek
"Whyd you leaaaaaave? you tricked me!"
he said "I thought that lion went in, but he didnt"
so im like :(
why wont he play with me!????
then he said "Well im bored im guna do something else"
and left
so im all "Q_Q" and nagami said "cait why cant you see the signs?" so im confuzzled.. she said
"cant you see? this is all a game to him, he doesnt mean -anything- by it at all, he doesnt feel that way twords you"
and i just..
Heart broken. totally.
i msg him on msn to see if hes on, and hes not.
*Cry*
i feeel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo emooooooooooooooooooooo now, i really need to talk to him T-T
so i will tomarrow hopefully...
*SIIIGH~~*
Stories + Mal's pic aftermath
Jul. 19th, 2009 11:37 pm02:26] * Salamix has joined #memoirs
[02:27] <Salamix> hey everyone
[02:27] <Cait> Salam
[02:27] * Cait hugs
[02:27] <Cait> you made it to 21!
[02:27] <Cait> and now for my expectation
[02:27] <Cait> do you want the work story or the home story first!??
[02:28] <Salamix> uh, work
[02:28] <Cait> k well
[02:28] <Salamix> And yeah, I made your expectation too! See?
[02:28] <Cait> not much happened
[02:28] <Cait> but
[02:28] <Salamix> Though I took too many breaks
[02:28] <Cait> 1.) i had FOUR people ask me for ice cream makers
[02:28] <Cait> i was like wth,
[02:28] <Cait> i wasnt aware we had any at all
[02:28] <Salamix> you aren't even in the ice cream place, are you?
[02:29] <Cait> 2.) this person was raising a huge fuss over something that was in the ad that we didnt ahave
[02:29] <Cait> ok so anywya
[02:29] <Cait> home story
[02:29] <Cait> guess what happened 7 days agO?
[02:29] <Salamix> uh...
[02:30] <Salamix> Prismatic differentiation?
[02:30] <Cait> ..Could be
[02:30] <Cait> but!
[02:30] <Cait> saber gave me his fallen watcher shield.
[02:30] <Cait> and guess whos timer ended when they were at work?
[02:30] <Salamix> The shield...
[02:30] <Cait> Yup.
[02:31] <Cait> So now saber ahtes my guts
[02:31] <Cait> so ill give him 60mil
[02:31] <Cait> and hope he still trusts me...
[02:31] <Cait> Because i let him down. -_-
[02:31] <Cait> so im broke again, YAY
[02:31] <Salamix> ouch
[02:32] <Salamix> I don't even get why he bought it in the first place
[02:32] <Cait> he thought you could unequip it and re-equip it at will
[02:32] <Salamix> Oh
[02:32] <Cait> if i were in his shoes
[02:32] <Cait> i'd never trust me again.
[02:33] <Salamix> well, at least you can pay it back
[02:33] <Cait> Yes
[02:33] <Cait> but i still feel -really- bad
[02:33] <Cait> cuz i hate when people let me down like that
[02:39] <Cait> OMG
[02:39] <Cait> MAL LIKES MY PIC
[02:39] <Cait> im so happy
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:37 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *takes a look
[02:40] <Cait> LOL that is so CUTE!
[02:40] <Cait> I like it!
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:37 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> hehe ^_^
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> YAY =D
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *is quite literally laughing hysterically over it*
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> =DD
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *saves* defintely a keeper
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> im glad you like it =33
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> I do, not only is the subject good, it's well drawn too, I'm impressed
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:39 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> well you did good, it's only been my birthday here for 38 mins so far
[02:40] <Cait> so YAY
[02:27] <Salamix> hey everyone
[02:27] <Cait> Salam
[02:27] * Cait hugs
[02:27] <Cait> you made it to 21!
[02:27] <Cait> and now for my expectation
[02:27] <Cait> do you want the work story or the home story first!??
[02:28] <Salamix> uh, work
[02:28] <Cait> k well
[02:28] <Salamix> And yeah, I made your expectation too! See?
[02:28] <Cait> not much happened
[02:28] <Cait> but
[02:28] <Salamix> Though I took too many breaks
[02:28] <Cait> 1.) i had FOUR people ask me for ice cream makers
[02:28] <Cait> i was like wth,
[02:28] <Cait> i wasnt aware we had any at all
[02:28] <Salamix> you aren't even in the ice cream place, are you?
[02:29] <Cait> 2.) this person was raising a huge fuss over something that was in the ad that we didnt ahave
[02:29] <Cait> ok so anywya
[02:29] <Cait> home story
[02:29] <Cait> guess what happened 7 days agO?
[02:29] <Salamix> uh...
[02:30] <Salamix> Prismatic differentiation?
[02:30] <Cait> ..Could be
[02:30] <Cait> but!
[02:30] <Cait> saber gave me his fallen watcher shield.
[02:30] <Cait> and guess whos timer ended when they were at work?
[02:30] <Salamix> The shield...
[02:30] <Cait> Yup.
[02:31] <Cait> So now saber ahtes my guts
[02:31] <Cait> so ill give him 60mil
[02:31] <Cait> and hope he still trusts me...
[02:31] <Cait> Because i let him down. -_-
[02:31] <Cait> so im broke again, YAY
[02:31] <Salamix> ouch
[02:32] <Salamix> I don't even get why he bought it in the first place
[02:32] <Cait> he thought you could unequip it and re-equip it at will
[02:32] <Salamix> Oh
[02:32] <Cait> if i were in his shoes
[02:32] <Cait> i'd never trust me again.
[02:33] <Salamix> well, at least you can pay it back
[02:33] <Cait> Yes
[02:33] <Cait> but i still feel -really- bad
[02:33] <Cait> cuz i hate when people let me down like that
[02:39] <Cait> OMG
[02:39] <Cait> MAL LIKES MY PIC
[02:39] <Cait> im so happy
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:37 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *takes a look
[02:40] <Cait> LOL that is so CUTE!
[02:40] <Cait> I like it!
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:37 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> hehe ^_^
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> YAY =D
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *is quite literally laughing hysterically over it*
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> =DD
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> *saves* defintely a keeper
[02:40] <Cait> Sir Cait says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> im glad you like it =33
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:38 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> I do, not only is the subject good, it's well drawn too, I'm impressed
[02:40] <Cait> Leon says (2:39 AM):
[02:40] <Cait> well you did good, it's only been my birthday here for 38 mins so far
[02:40] <Cait> so YAY
[02:13] <Cait> I JUST finished mal's pic =D
[02:13] <Cait> i just uploaded it like 3 secs ago literally
[02:13] <Cait> http://photoanon.com/images/r2vsznozfcqmu1s8r9zv.jpg
[02:16] <Salamix> Wow, it's like the malachite is staring
[02:16] <Cait> XD
[02:16] <Cait> he's always going on about saving his brothers
[02:16] <Cait> so i made the pic as in it was a game
[02:17] <Cait> but yeah
[02:17] <Cait> so i hope he likes it~ =3
[02:18] <Cait> so what are you planning on doing tonight? :o
[02:19] <Salamix> don't know
[02:19] <Cait> oo otay
[02:19] <Cait> im only guna be up till 3...
[02:19] <Cait> stupid work
[02:19] <Cait> T.T
[02:20] <Salamix> alright
[02:23] <Salamix> So what are you doing right now?
[02:24] <Cait> sittin here
[02:24] <Cait> waitin for somethin kewl to happen
[02:24] <Cait> o_o
[02:27] <Cait> spoze ill get on luna and try out my equipz.
[02:30] <Salamix> Oh, the dark set?
[02:30] <Cait> and arcwand,, yep
[02:30] <Cait> with my speed buff + speed on my gloves i almost run as fast as a sprint
[02:31] <Cait> id love to get speed on my boots too.. but meh @ being poor XD
[02:31] <Cait> i think ive got like 800-850k now
[02:32] <Salamix> heh, better than I was doing at that level
[02:32] <Cait> i dont know how
[02:32] <Cait> i just NPC my junk usually
[02:32] <Cait> and ive given a ton of stuff to saber
[02:34] <Cait> but anyway
[02:34] <Cait> I was wondering..
[02:35] <Cait> I Showmy brother the pics i draw you guys.. and tell him about stuff and whatever.
[02:35] <Cait> and when i ask what he thinks he goes "oh. its okay."
[02:35] <Cait> and says "well, it's just a picture so what"
[02:35] <Cait> i ask him "why cant you give any constructive critisim!"
[02:36] <Cait> he says "its cuz guys dont care about that sort of thing!"
[02:36] <Cait> sooo uh
[02:36] <Cait> is he right?
[02:36] <Cait> XD
[02:36] <Salamix> well, they aren't really for him or anything
[02:36] <Cait> ya
[02:36] <Cait> i but i say
[02:36] <Cait> "what if i was giving this to you!?"
[02:36] * Arlans has joined #memoirs
[02:36] <Cait> lol
[02:36] * ChanServ sets mode: +ao Arlans Arlans
[02:37] <Cait> hi LANZ
[02:37] <Salamix> hey Lans
[02:37] <Arlans> Hi salam
[02:37] <Arlans> Hi Cait
[02:37] <Arlans> ^_^
[02:37] <Cait> lans
[02:37] <Cait> check it
[02:37] <Arlans> How are you?
[02:37] <Arlans> :O
[02:38] <Cait> http://photoanon.com/images/r2vsznozfcqmu1s8r9zv.jpg
[02:38] <Cait> im ok
[02:38] <Arlans> oh nice
[02:38] <Arlans> ^_^
[02:39] <Cait> and jesus christ, i crit for 2700 now, on red bears o_0
[02:39] <Cait> Yeah
[02:39] <Cait> so lans
[02:39] <Cait> no comments?
[02:39] <Cait> just its nice
[02:39] <Cait> ?
[02:39] <Salamix> wow
[02:39] <Arlans> wait
[02:39] <Salamix> What did you do before?
[02:39] <Cait> i dont remember
[02:39] <Cait> regular is 1200
[02:39] <Arlans> Lol at smiling mal
[02:39] <Arlans> XD!
[02:39] <Cait> o.o
[02:40] <Arlans> the one in the cage
[02:40] <Arlans> :O
[02:40] <Cait> theyre happy to be freed
[02:40] <Arlans> oh wait I noticed mal use power to free them?
[02:40] <Arlans> :O
[02:41] <Cait> yeah
[02:41] <Arlans> That blu/pink circle
[02:41] <Cait> no
[02:41] <Cait> that circle
[02:41] <Cait> is
[02:41] <Cait> Chrysocolla
[02:41] <Cait> if you look at the descriptin it says
[02:41] <Cait> "malachite is contained inside"
[02:41] <Arlans> OH
[02:42] <Arlans> Thats NICE
[02:42] <Arlans> :O
[02:42] <Cait> Oh wow
[02:42] <Cait> im never using 2 handed staffs again
[02:43] <Cait> without shield, 56, with shield 16...
[02:43] <Cait> well turtley steve is donefor, lol
[02:43] <Arlans> oh Luna
[02:43] <Arlans> :P
[02:43] <Arlans> i'm reading Manga
[02:43] <Arlans> :P
[02:43] <Cait> im gunna go to bed in a few mins
[02:43] <Cait> got work tomarrow
[02:43] <Arlans> :[
[02:43] <Salamix> Wow, you're haxed
[02:44] <Salamix> Go get a boss or something!
[02:45] <Cait> i started killing the orc boss
[02:45] <Cait> but he does 150 to me still
[02:45] <Salamix> ouch
[02:46] <Cait> he fainted and i died
[02:46] <Cait> HORARY
[02:46] <Arlans> we are PEIN
[02:46] <Arlans> XD!
[02:48] <Cait> k i got him
[02:48] <Cait> and got nothing
also im really emo
figuring i care too much about the guildies n stuff ><
[02:13] <Cait> i just uploaded it like 3 secs ago literally
[02:13] <Cait> http://photoanon.com/images/r2vsznozfcqmu1s8r9zv.jpg
[02:16] <Salamix> Wow, it's like the malachite is staring
[02:16] <Cait> XD
[02:16] <Cait> he's always going on about saving his brothers
[02:16] <Cait> so i made the pic as in it was a game
[02:17] <Cait> but yeah
[02:17] <Cait> so i hope he likes it~ =3
[02:18] <Cait> so what are you planning on doing tonight? :o
[02:19] <Salamix> don't know
[02:19] <Cait> oo otay
[02:19] <Cait> im only guna be up till 3...
[02:19] <Cait> stupid work
[02:19] <Cait> T.T
[02:20] <Salamix> alright
[02:23] <Salamix> So what are you doing right now?
[02:24] <Cait> sittin here
[02:24] <Cait> waitin for somethin kewl to happen
[02:24] <Cait> o_o
[02:27] <Cait> spoze ill get on luna and try out my equipz.
[02:30] <Salamix> Oh, the dark set?
[02:30] <Cait> and arcwand,, yep
[02:30] <Cait> with my speed buff + speed on my gloves i almost run as fast as a sprint
[02:31] <Cait> id love to get speed on my boots too.. but meh @ being poor XD
[02:31] <Cait> i think ive got like 800-850k now
[02:32] <Salamix> heh, better than I was doing at that level
[02:32] <Cait> i dont know how
[02:32] <Cait> i just NPC my junk usually
[02:32] <Cait> and ive given a ton of stuff to saber
[02:34] <Cait> but anyway
[02:34] <Cait> I was wondering..
[02:35] <Cait> I Showmy brother the pics i draw you guys.. and tell him about stuff and whatever.
[02:35] <Cait> and when i ask what he thinks he goes "oh. its okay."
[02:35] <Cait> and says "well, it's just a picture so what"
[02:35] <Cait> i ask him "why cant you give any constructive critisim!"
[02:36] <Cait> he says "its cuz guys dont care about that sort of thing!"
[02:36] <Cait> sooo uh
[02:36] <Cait> is he right?
[02:36] <Cait> XD
[02:36] <Salamix> well, they aren't really for him or anything
[02:36] <Cait> ya
[02:36] <Cait> i but i say
[02:36] <Cait> "what if i was giving this to you!?"
[02:36] * Arlans has joined #memoirs
[02:36] <Cait> lol
[02:36] * ChanServ sets mode: +ao Arlans Arlans
[02:37] <Cait> hi LANZ
[02:37] <Salamix> hey Lans
[02:37] <Arlans> Hi salam
[02:37] <Arlans> Hi Cait
[02:37] <Arlans> ^_^
[02:37] <Cait> lans
[02:37] <Cait> check it
[02:37] <Arlans> How are you?
[02:37] <Arlans> :O
[02:38] <Cait> http://photoanon.com/images/r2vsznozfcqmu1s8r9zv.jpg
[02:38] <Cait> im ok
[02:38] <Arlans> oh nice
[02:38] <Arlans> ^_^
[02:39] <Cait> and jesus christ, i crit for 2700 now, on red bears o_0
[02:39] <Cait> Yeah
[02:39] <Cait> so lans
[02:39] <Cait> no comments?
[02:39] <Cait> just its nice
[02:39] <Cait> ?
[02:39] <Salamix> wow
[02:39] <Arlans> wait
[02:39] <Salamix> What did you do before?
[02:39] <Cait> i dont remember
[02:39] <Cait> regular is 1200
[02:39] <Arlans> Lol at smiling mal
[02:39] <Arlans> XD!
[02:39] <Cait> o.o
[02:40] <Arlans> the one in the cage
[02:40] <Arlans> :O
[02:40] <Cait> theyre happy to be freed
[02:40] <Arlans> oh wait I noticed mal use power to free them?
[02:40] <Arlans> :O
[02:41] <Cait> yeah
[02:41] <Arlans> That blu/pink circle
[02:41] <Cait> no
[02:41] <Cait> that circle
[02:41] <Cait> is
[02:41] <Cait> Chrysocolla
[02:41] <Cait> if you look at the descriptin it says
[02:41] <Cait> "malachite is contained inside"
[02:41] <Arlans> OH
[02:42] <Arlans> Thats NICE
[02:42] <Arlans> :O
[02:42] <Cait> Oh wow
[02:42] <Cait> im never using 2 handed staffs again
[02:43] <Cait> without shield, 56, with shield 16...
[02:43] <Cait> well turtley steve is donefor, lol
[02:43] <Arlans> oh Luna
[02:43] <Arlans> :P
[02:43] <Arlans> i'm reading Manga
[02:43] <Arlans> :P
[02:43] <Cait> im gunna go to bed in a few mins
[02:43] <Cait> got work tomarrow
[02:43] <Arlans> :[
[02:43] <Salamix> Wow, you're haxed
[02:44] <Salamix> Go get a boss or something!
[02:45] <Cait> i started killing the orc boss
[02:45] <Cait> but he does 150 to me still
[02:45] <Salamix> ouch
[02:46] <Cait> he fainted and i died
[02:46] <Cait> HORARY
[02:46] <Arlans> we are PEIN
[02:46] <Arlans> XD!
[02:48] <Cait> k i got him
[02:48] <Cait> and got nothing
also im really emo
figuring i care too much about the guildies n stuff ><
