Cait's Ramblings

well i went to shanes last night w/ cory..

and we had a good time XP

we played ssbm, pac man, FF:CC, and 4 swords..

'twas fun..

XP

but it was hot T_T

and i didn't wanna disterb shanes air conditioning, lol

so i stayed up all night..

and i think i fell aslleep a couple times while playing 4 swords, LOL cuz i was like.....

looking at my gameboy when i was supposed to be lookin at the TV and stuff lol

then a circut breaker thing blew and we shut it off..

and we worked on my dress thing.

and the 19th i didn't eat anything all day XD cuz was busy with gettin ready.. then at shanes house *shrug*

I LAIKE TO FAST!~

Cory: BUT WE CANT AFFORD IT..

Cait: HAHA

cory: IM GUNNA BREAK YOUR LEGS.. again.. again.


Oh yeah and we wtched yugioh abridged and it was funny..

and i downloaded most of tsubasa chronicles.. except for episodes 1, 4, 12, 13, 14, 18, 21, 24, 25, 26 from the FIRST season

and i need to download those T_T
but i dunno some place that has em for like 30-50MBs that supports resume *sob*

and were having pork chops

annd my feet hurt from standing up


..and im kinda tired.

Ive been up all night again...


...feeding my lack of a life with other lives.

I neeed to not do that at bedtime...

I watched .hack till i ran out of eps (up to 19)

then i stayed up..

when dad left I went into the couch and layed there with whitey...

Took cory to the bus... in MY car.. its fixed now, i guess.. but omg its so NOISY!!!!!!!

erm.

so i came back. made sure my tape was in... recording waterworld at 9:30..

and made the mistake of flipping though the guide...


...and I saw Serenity..


...and made the even bigger mistake of turning it on....

but ugh..

To see my old friends.. simon, mal, kaylee... i havent seen em in so long...

To ESCAPE.. into their world... where bad things dont happen to /me/...... It was a relief..

i couldnt stop watching..

it's like an addictive subliminal fruity oaty bar commercial XD




Im sad if im not in another persons world.... Cuz My emotions suffer...

But if im in another persons world... My body suffers..

because of being up all night, I will be all emo-tated all day long... grumpy.. and sick. wore out.... I more than likely wont leave the table only to go to the bathroom...


H8.

I guess ultimately I have to pick which will suffer..

Unfortunately, until I have responsibilities, my emotions will be the ones fulfilled.
*sob*

WHY am i up at 7am

WHY didnt i go to sleep last night?

i went to bed EARLY.

i went to bed at 11 EFFING 30!!!!!

and i layed there

bored..
read
bored..
red
bored..
drew
bored..
bored..
got up

jesus christ..

Im going to JCC today for broadbanding comps... and i have a drs. appt.. and..

Jebus why am i up? >_<

im barely tired..

im gunna see if i can 'power nap' till 10...


maybe i wont feel dillusional on the way there today @_@.

So.. the last time i slept for the night was 2pm... on Tuesday....

Since then i slept for like an hour today on the couch..

and i dont feel tired..

I went on a cleaning spree and cleaned my room and corys clothes...

>.< and reorganized some stuff and my tapes..

and i watched perfect hair forever again... and started making a list of our live action PHF things..

and..

i watched some of the party tape for my 16th bday with shane<3 with DRAGON BALL Z TURDLE! haha


and also i was looking up 4th dimention crap.. look at this website....

http://tetraspace.alkaline.org/

it gives a super good analagy and its easy to understand about it.. its a speculation about the 4th dimention.

I <3 looking into stuff like this.. i think about it and its so.. uncomprehensable.. and i go into a daze DX


ok yeah so......................


i have a chikan sandwhcih.. and i dont know what to do >.